Heyy Guys This is a short ONE SHOT I hope you like it and I will update After a Much Needed Vacation this weekend.
DISCLAIMER:I Do Not Own One Tree Hill Or Any Charcters in This story. But I would like to own James and Brucas would be back together
Summary: What If Brooke died in a terrible car accident after getting in a fight with Lucas
about the kiss him and Peyton shared. This is a one shot but if you want one me to continue
it please leave a review.
As I lay down in my bed and stare at the ceiling I can't help but think of her.
The one girl I ever truly loved. The one girl that had the key to my heart.
There are these images of her that constanly play in my mind.
Every where I go I see her. It's like a reminder of everything I
lost.
I feel numb without her. At first there was this ache in my heart
when she left. Sometimes the pain would be to much to bare.
That's where the drinking come in. See the drinks help me get
through the days and sometimes the night.
The nights are the hardest because when I sleep I dream.
And I only dream of her. I can feel her in my dreams, I can
see her in my dreams, I can hear her in my dreams. But
when I open up my eyes thats when I realize that it will
only ever be a dream.
I miss the way her raspy voice say my name. I miss the
way she light up any room she walks into. I miss the smile
that can catch the hearts of many. I miss her Hazel green
eyes that can stare into your soul. I miss waking up to
her beatiful face. I just miss all of her.
Sometimes I wish I can go back in time and change things.
Sometimes I wonder if I did things differently would the out
come be the same?.But thats one question that will never
get answer.
I feel guilty everyday its my fault that she's gone.
It's my fault that shes never coming back.
I betrayed her
I lied to her
I broke her
I killed her
And I hate myself for what I did to her.
Sometimes I hate her because she left me.
Because of her I turned to drinking to numb tthe
pain. Because of her I shoved the people that I
love away. Its because of her that Iam also broken.
I can never be happy like I was when I was with her.
I can never love anybody the way I love her. You
will never see me smile like I did when I was with her.
I shoulda cherished her.
I shoulda fought harder for her.
I shoulda showed her how I felt.
I shoulda protected her.
But its to late because I lost her.
There no more Brooke
no more BroodyandCheery. Without
her I'am incomplete.
But I will always and forever love her.
I will never forget her .
She was my GREATEST LOST
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