A story focused on Munch. A Munchfic where Munch is shot with a gun...hes last thoughts to the song What Ive Done by Linkin Park. I MAY or MAY NOT do a story that explains this story. I dont know. I am bad at spelling, so please forgive me!
crash...
Bang!
"Munch! Code 40, Code 40-officer down! 245!" (A)
"Dont go, please hang on! Please!"
In this farewell,
A farewell I wish I could aviod. A farewell I wish I can spare.
There's no blood,
Really? Only my guts and soul poaring out. (1)
There's no alibi.
I can say that. I have regrets. (2)
'Cause I've drawn regret,
My ex-wifes, no kids, my old habits... (3,4,5)
From the truth,
I was just a 2 year old in a mans body facing the world.
Of a thousand lies.
Lies that make a perps world go round.
So let mercy come,
I dont deserve mercy.
And wash away…
My sins, regrets, pains, sorrow, and pain of regrets with my partners... (6)
What I've Done
With my life. (7)
I'll face myself,
Man! I am old! (8)
To cross out what I've become
Old, cranky...now I feel sorry for Fin more then ever!
Erase myself,
No more me.
And let go of what I've done.
Let me be free!
Put to rest,
Let my dad...Im so sorry...I dont hate you. (9)
What you thought of me
Thoughts of burden. (10)
While I clean this slate,
Or called my life,
With the hands,
Of my jobs. (11)
Of uncertainty.
Confusion.
So let mercy come,
Please! Forgive me!
And wash away…
my life.
What I've Done.
All my sins.
I'll face myself,
Myself? Who is Me?
To cross out what I've become
Old... (12)
Erase myself,
Erase myself from this timeline.
And let go of what I've done.
Please forgive me, Olivia, Elliot, Fin, Captain, Jefferies, Cassidy...(13)
For What I've Done
And what I tried to but couldnt. (14)
I start again,
In heaven with my dad. (15)
And whatever pain may come.
I will accept this pain...
Today this ends,
This hour, this day.
I'm forgiving what I've done.
Im fixing my mistakes.
I'll face myself,
This time, with a clean new look.
To cross out what I've become
A new start.
Erase myself,
The old Munch at least.
And let go of what I've done.
Forget the pain, Forget the crimes.
What I've done.
In this new light.
REFERENCE TO THE NUMBERS/LETTERS (1, a) AT THE ENDS OF SOME SENTENCES: Personal Notes
A: Its better than blood.
2: Just refering to his ex-wives, never finding a true love...that stuff.
3: His ex wives-Gwen, Maria, unknown Mrs. Munch, Billie Lou... http://forums. He dosent have kids. Simple as that, though in some of my stories he has 5 wives, and children. Stay posted.
5: Wasent it reveled that he had some nasty habits in Homicide that he was true too? Like, um, Drugs?
6: Brian not handling the job, Monique getting "kicked-out"...
7: His Munch life: drugs, partners, his job...
8: I seriously dont have ANY clue about his age. The range: 50 to 60?
9: The pain of his last words to his dad were "I hate your guts." He never, ever, forgave himself about that.
10: Regret...the burden of him on kids...(episode, anyone?)
11: Homicide, SVU. Though, in my stories, I made him have more jobs. Stay Posted.
12: Yet again, dont know his age.
13: His friends (Elliot and Olivia), his recent partner Fin, and his old partners Monique Jefferies and Brian Cassidy.
14: I am refering to Homicide, the episode where Munch is a suspect for a killing. I dont know if he did it or not, but can anybody tell me that episode? Thanks. This thought was just a thought of Munch of he REALLY wanted to kill that guy.
15: Yay! They live in peace!