I Fell Hard In Love With You

Summary: Hermione and Sirius have a fight after she tell's him some new's. He goes off at her and she leaves.

"How could you be so stupid?"

Hermione looked at Siruis, glearing at him. "What do you mean how could I? It wasn't just me ya know Sirius"

Sirius wasn't sceared of her glear like some. He would not let her get the better of him any time soon. They had been going out for at least 4 mounths and not many people liked it...well meanly Molly and Ron. Harry didn't mind he could tell that they loved each other and gave his blessing.

She had just told him she would be having his baby. He had throught she was on the 'pill' as she put it. Now here they were. The order members were in the other room waiting for them to come out for the meeting.

"Sirius look i dont know what you want me to say. It happened I'm sure we can sort this out some how"

"Yeah you can get rid of it. I'm not ready Hermione and you know that."

Hermione gasped. How could this man say that? He'd told her he wanted kid's with her. After she had gone back in time to save his ass. She had also saved Lily and James Potter so harry had his pearent's now. He had thanked her over and over again.

"I can't do that Sirius, not to a this person growing inside of me. Please don't ask me to do that please?"

He looked at her and pulled a face. "Yes you can. Either that or we're through."

"Sirius ple-"

"NO! It's the baby or me Hermione and that's that"

"Fine-" He smiled thinking she chose him "-then i better start to pack" His face fell as he watched her walk out of the room. He follwoed soon after to see her sitting away from all her friends, Lily and the marauders(minus Peter) He frowned but sat down next to James.

After the meeting James and Remus pulled him over to one side and began to ask what had gone on.

"She's having a baby"

They cheered but when they saw his face stoped. "Whats up pad's?" James asked, worried his friend had done something stupid and as soon as he said what had happened they both knew he had.

Hermione was walked down the stairs when she saw the other's Sirius, James and Remus weren't there and she was glad for that. Lily was looking at her with consern. "Is everything ok 'mione you dont look happy"

Hermione put her best smile. "Yeah I'm just going to see my mum and dad for a bit. I'll wright to you when I get there OK" They nodded and watched as she walked out the door. As soon as that was done all three men came running.

"Were is she?"

"Were's who James?" Lily asked her husband.

"Hermione. Sirius here need's to talk to her"

"Well you'll be waiting a while she just lefted to go to her pearents"

Sirius ran pasted them and out the door. He looked around but couldn't see her. With a 'POP' he was gone and appered infrount of her house.

He knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer the door.

Mrs Granger came and smiled at him. "Sirius it's good to see you. Come in"

Hermione didn't go to her pearent's like she said. When she went, she went to the nearest phone and rang her brother in America to ask if she could come live with him. He knew she was a witch and still loved her. She only found out about him in her 6th year of school.

Now here she was infrount of his door and in his arm's crying her eye's out. "Right sis your going to put your things in the spear room and then we're going to the docter's to get you checked OK?"

She nodded and followed him to the room. Her owl hooted and flutted her wing's in her cage. She smiled a sad smile at her. Sirius and Remus had gotten her the owl for her 17 birthday. It was brown with hints of black and a sandy colour in it. She had laughed at this and asked if they had done it to the owl so she was for ever reminded of them.

Hermione was lefted to unpack and her brother Conner went to ring the doctor's for her.She let star-fly out of her cage and let her fly around a bit in the room why she unpacked her things.

When that was done she sat down at the desk to write her letter to Lily and Ginny. She trusted them not to tell Sirius.

Conner walked in and handed her the coat she came in. "Right we better get going it's a bit of a way to go even in a car." She noded and finished her letter's to Lily and Ginny.

"I'll meet you at the car" After he had gone she walked over to star-fly who was on top of her cage. "Right girl I want you to take these to Lily Potter and Ginny Weasley ok?" She hooted and flew over to the window waiting for her to open it. When she closed the window she ran out to the car. "Ok bro lets go" He nodded and smiled to her before starting the car and driving off.

Lily was sitting with James when she saw a owl coming their way. She saw that it was Hermione's owl. Not wanting James to see it she asked him to if he would go get her a drink. He got up after giving her a kiss on the cheek.

When he was gone she saw the owl coming her way and land on the beanch arm next to her. She took the letter's off her and gave her a treat that she had in her pocket. She she ripped a pease of the paper off that was clear and wrote back that she would sent a letter back with her owl.

Star-fly took off after that and Lily stuffed the letter's in her pocket just as James came out to tell her that dinner was ready and the other's were waiting for them. She got up and followed him in.

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After the boy's had gone out for a bi to fly arond she pulled Ginny out the room and into her room. She handed her the letter. They opened them and sat in quiet.

Dear Lily

I know your going to be mad at me but I just had to get away for a bit. I'm staying with my brother. Please don't tell Sirius. I realy don't think I would deal with him right now.

I am having his baby if he hasn't told you yet. He told me to get rid of it but I couldn't do that. Then when i told him this he said it was him or the baby. I'm so sorry I didn't tell you but I knew you would have made me talk to him and at that moment I didn't want to. Please don't be mad.

I'll keep sending you news on the baby and my self. You can tell him that i wrote to you but I just don't want him to know were I am right now. Can you do that for me please. And also let me know about how everyone is and yes even Sirius. I know I'm stupid but I still love him.

Love

Hermione

Ginny's letter said about the same thing but that she had asked if she would look after Crookshanks for her til she got back. They talked and began to write their letter's together ready to sent to her. Just as they were watching the owl fly off out the window the boy's came back laughing and joking. Lily was more then mad at what Sirius had said to Hermione. Before Ginny could stop her she was out the door.

James saw Lily coming their way but didn't see her look. But the next thing anyone knew she had Sirius on the floor and pounding her fist's into his chest and screaming at him. "HOW COULD YOU. SHE LOVED YOU AND YOU BROKE HER HEART!!!" James came and pulled her off his best friend and held her back as Harry and Remus helped Sirius up. "How could you be so heartless. I hope she never forgives you"

"What the hell are you on about Lils?" James asked his still struggling wife.

"I'll tell you what the hell's going on James that git over there told her to get rid of her baby and when she told him she couldn't he said she had to chose between him and the baby"

Ginny and her whole family were now surrounding them. As wel as some other's that were there. "I didn't mean it ok. It just came out. I over reated ok god I know it was stupid but I was shocked. Wait a minute how did you know all this? Is she back?" They all looked at Lily but she shook her head 'no'. She got out of James arm's and began to walk back to the house.

She turned when she go there and looked right at him.

"Thanks to you I lost the only best friend I ever had" With that she ran into the house crying

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