So this is my first FanFic so PLS DON'T MAKE FUN OF MEEEE. If there are any mistakes than I really apologize! This is what may have happened if Tris didn't go to Erudite! This takes place in Insurgent. HOPE U ALL ENJOYY! All rights go to Veronica Roth! I don't own Divergent!

Tris POV

Hair. Hair is what I thought of all night. It reminds me of my mother. My sweet mother was killed because of me. If I never choose Dauntless than

She wouldn't have been killed.

I always wonder what would have happened if Tobias and me were in grey clothes instead of black. Would my life be different? Of course it would. Way different. Speaking of Tobias, he looks so innocent. When he sleeps he has this way of making people believe that he was never hurt in life. The room is so quiet that you can hear his quiet snores.

Should I so this? Does he deserve this? I can't let him go. I just cant. If he goes to Erudite for me than I will never forgive myself. I cant and I wont.

Without thinking, my legs start moving towards the door. I take a good look at him and think, is this what I really want in life? To go to Erudite and have her poke and me with needles and various pointy objects?

"Yes" I say in a whisper. "I can't let anyone else die for me". I go over to the love of my life and say, "I love you Tobias, never forget about me". I give him a quick kiss on his forehead and start towards the door.

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I wait for the train. The train was supposed to mean that I was becoming Dauntless. Staying at Dauntless. Living a life. But yet I feel opposite. I'm leaving Dauntless and possibly never coming back.

I hear the train's horn. That means I have to get ready. I stand up and for once admire the city. It's so beautiful, how the sun rises and how you can hear the birds chirping. The darkness slowly going away and turning into beautiful rays of light. I'm brought out of my thoughts when the train comes whizzing past me. It's now or never. I start running.

And as I'm about to jump on the train, someone grabs me. Dammit someone found me. They drag me away from the train and it's when I hear that voice. "You lied to me, you promised me" Four. It's Four. My boyfriend. How he drags me tells me that he is about ready to explode. I can't blame him. I would too.

I honestly don't know what to say so I just stay quiet. "Tris, I woke up and you were gone, GONE do you know how that made me feel? Sad, and betrayed!" he looks at me like I'm a factionless person. "I-I'm s-sorry," I say, Tears threating to fall from my eyes. "I love you Tris, You are my life my world!"

But, it's now or never. I have to go if I don't then more people will die. And I can't let that happen. This is what i hate sometimes about being abnegation. Im selfless. i do things for other people. i save them.

I kick him in the gut and start running towards the last car of the should faze him for a little bit but I bet that didn't even sting. I look over my shoulder and see he is catching up to me. I start to run faster.

"Tris" I hear him call. "TRIS PLEASE" I look over my shoulder again and see his is right behind me. I look at the train and jump. I feel like I'm flying. Like I'm a bird. But I get taken out of my reality when everything

Goes

Black

So pls tell me what you all thought of this story! I hope you enjoyed and I will update as soon as possible! Don't forget to R/R! ik this is a really short chapter but when i get motivation i will post longer ones like 1000 words or 3000

-IIIMpact