Hey everyone this is my first attempt for writing a Loud House Fanfic. I just love the show, the characters, and storyline of it. The characters personalities are amazing and as well as their development throughout the series. Honestly Chris Savino did an amazing job with this series, breaking that "wall" society has built for itself, and showing people that it's okay to be different.

There won't be loudcest (sorry to all you loudcest shippers) maybe eventually I'll make a story of that but I don't have a good plot in mind, however there would be some minor teasings between the siblings. It will also be a slow burn, it'll take time for "feelings" to be confess. Pairings are Lincoln and Ronnie Anne, Luan and Maggie, Luna and Sam, Lucy and Rocky, Bobby and Lori (kind of), and I'm still debating who Clyde will be with (Christina or Penelope let me know in the comments!)

Hope you all enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the loud house characters, nor any references to songs, shows, comics, people etc.

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Don't know what's going on, Don't know what went wrong,

feels like a hundred years I still can't believe your gone

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Ever since Lori, Leni, Luna, and Luan left to college, and Lisa living on her own (with government protection), the Loud house isn't that loud anymore. Without Lori's constant calls, Leni's questions, Luna's music blasting around the halls, Luan's jokes plus puns, and Lisa's experiments gone wrong; it's just been quiet. Well ignoring all of Lynn's sports equipment, Lucy's poetry, Lana and Lola's fighting, and Lily's screaming.

The younger Louds said their goodbyes to the older ones as they left their home, school ready to start just tomorrow and the girl's needing their "beauty sleep". Lincoln was excited, he was officially a sophomore starting tomorrow, no more pennies being thrown at him, no more nuggies given to him by Lynn (she'll probably do it this year but now he knows what hallways and floors to avoid), and no more getting lost or confused while all the upperclassman make fun of him.

Yup this year is going to be a great year for him he can just feel it.

"Lincoln, you there?" A muffled voice asked through the walky talky.

"Right here Clyde! Whats up?" Clyde has been his best friend for years, the two were basically brothers (since they both lack male siblings in their families) both still attending the same high school. They still had the walkie talkies even though they have phones, in case someone gets in trouble, which was often Lincoln, or other excuses to use the "toys".

"Chandler's got a new girlfriend! She's a transfer student supposably and apparently the two go way back," The name of his current "bully" almost made Lincoln sneer, around 8th grade Chandler picked on him non stop, saying how "uncool" he was and all his "uncool" friends. "I didn't get much details from Rusty but he says he knows a guy who knows a guy who knows a girl that knows the new transfer student."

Lincoln let out a long sigh, whenever Rusty says things like this, it's hard to believe him. Once he said how a sophomore liked him and thought he was cute during his freshman year, when he went to make a move turns out the girl had a boyfriend and Lincoln came home with a black eye. The next day Lynn socked the junior in the crotch and the ambulance carried the weeping boy to the hospital, who was crying out "My balls!" as the ambulance drove off. Lynn didn't receive any consequence because she made it look like an accident, the boy was pitching and Lynn was batting. So he pitched the ball, Lynn swung really hard and the baseball went incredibly fast, no one even notice because they looked up in the air to see the ball. Since they were so use to Lynn hitting home runs no one didn't suspect it, until they heard a high pitch screech. Lynn made an excuse saying she was feeling sick and the administration believed her, but Lincoln didn't he knew Lynn never missed a chance to get a home run.

"Well I guess we'll see how right Rusty is this time, only one way to find out" he let out a groan as he saw the clock, 10:23. "I got to go Clyde, I'll see you tomorrow in front of the school, goodnight."

"Goodnight Lincoln, see you tomorrow!"

He layed on his bed staring at the ceiling, he knew tomorrow was going to be a good day, there was no way he was going to let anyone ruin that for him. He let out a groan as he moved around on his bed, trying to find a better position. He didn't know why but he had this feeling that tomorrow was going to be different, but he didn't knew how.

"Lincoln, are you free?" The boy looked up from his video game, the eldest sibling stood at his doorway, looking down at her feet, judging by her voice he knew something happened to her because she sounded like she wanted to cry.

"Sure Lori, what happened?" He hesitantly asked, when she lift up her face, he saw her red puffy eyes, her mascara smudge on her face, and tears streaming down to her chin, to the ground. He immediately put his game aside as Lori sat on his bed.

It was silent for a few seconds, then minutes. Lincoln wasn't sure what to say or do part of him wanted to ask if she was okay but it was clear that she wasn't, because Lori never looked this...devastated. The other part of him wanted to wait for her to speak, but he didn't knew how long that was going to take. Instead he went with his gut, he pulled his eldest sibling into a warm embrace which she returned. Nothing else was spoken, the only thing that can be heard was Lori's sniffles and whimpers as she cried into her younger brother's shoulder.

"Hey Linky, can you try some clothes on for me," before the boy can give Leni a response she already pulled him into her room. "Can you try these outfits for me? Oh and can I get your measurements too, I need to finish making an outfit for school and present it when we come back from break." Lincoln watched as Leni moved back and forward, getting materials and laying them out on her bed, he never seen Leni this stressed.

"No problem Leni," he put on the outfits for her, thankfully this time they were male clothing no dresses. As he put on the button up shirt and white hat, he say Leni running around trying to look for all the things she needed to make another outfit.

"Leni?" No response, "Leni?" She didn't turn around, "LENI!" Finally that caught her attention as she quickly turned around, he smiled at her, "Breath" he said.

The fashionista did, she took a big breath, once she exhaled she returned the smile.

"Thanks Lincoln."

"Hey little bro how you doing?" A british like accent asked him. He smiled as Luna sat across from him in his bed, which he was used to now since she's been having issues explaining to her family her sexuality.

"I'm doing good Luna, have you decided when you were going to tell mom and dad about you know" he made a hand gesture for her to continue, he received a chuckle from the girl, but she nodded her head as well.

"I just need you to do one more thing for me bro," she exhaled loudly, "I just need you to make sure all the rest of our sister's are at the table, hopefully in good behavior."

"I won't let you down!" He exclaimed as he made a dash to the door.

"Lincoln," he stopped immediately and turned around to face her. "Do you think- do you think they'll accept me for who I am?" She hesitantly asked him.

He didn't knew the best answer for that, from what he knows about modern society, it's very judgmental but he didn't believe his family was like that. "We're family Luna, they may be okay with it, they may not. In the end I got your back and I know others do too, your not alone in this and if anyone has a problem with it then that's on them. You are your own person don't let anyone make you think differently."

"Lincoln! I need your help!" Luan yelled. Lincoln was sitting on the couch watching TV, when he heard Luan called him he passed the remote to Lana and went upstairs to Luna's and Luan's' room.

"What's up Luan?" He asked as he jumped on her bed. He watched as she walked around the room, her fingers running through her hair. She didn't respond because she kept muttering words under her breath, none he was able to make out.

"Uh Luan?" He tried again.

"Huh sorry Lincoln, I'm just stress with some punch lines and jokes," she let out a loud puff, "I just need some help with some of them, you think you can help me out?"

"Sure Luan!" He sat patiently as Luan performed on her stage.

"So I've been thinking, and no not the whole phase thinking, more about my morals. It's funny how people are right when they say things like 'money is not everything'. They're right… there's also MasterCard & Visa," Lincoln chuckled at that, he's pretty sure his dad will love that one.

She kept going, making puns, jokes, and a few stories about their family, in the end Luan was pretty confident and thanked her little brother. Before Lincoln he just remembered a question he was going to ask her earlier.

"Hey Luan, why did you want to rehearse your jokes again? You rarely do that now, why the new change?"

"Oh," there was a pause, she looked down at her feet and twiddled with her fingers. "Someone I know is going to be there, I want to impress he-them," she wasn't facing Lincoln but she seemed embarrassed.

"I'm sure they're one lucky person," he reassured.

"Lincoln you alright?" A muffled voice asked through his door.

"Linky let us in!" Another voice pleaded.

"Come on bro talk to us, we haven't seen you this sad since, ever!" The voice exclaimed.

"Just open up! Haha get it?!" The last voice joked.

"Luan now isn't it the time," Lori scolded the jokester.

"Hey he just needs to lighten up a bit alright!" She retorted

"Yea but not from your jokes sis," Luna pointed out.

"Guys guys, let's not fight!" Leni urged the three.

The commotion out of his door got louder and louder to the point where Lincoln gave up and open the door facing his 4 older sisters. However they didn't notice him open the door and the four kept continuing to argue.

He watched as the 4 bicker between each other for "college students" they were worse the Lana and Lola when the two fought for the littlest reason.

"Guys!" They all whipped their heads towards him all of them shutting up. "I'm fine really, I saw it coming ya know it just stings a bit." He resisted the urge to cry, he didn't cry in front of his sisters he refused to. "Paige isn't the problem alright...I am!" Before he knew it, tears slid down his cheek and he started to sniffle.

The girls didn't say anything, they just hugged him close and let him cry onto their shoulders, thankfully the little ones were at the park (as well as Lynn). Lincoln has always been there for them, when they cried because of something major.

Lincoln woke up with a jolt, his face sweaty and hot. He didn't knew why he was having past memories, especially about Paige.

Paige. Lincoln's ex girlfriend, after his "accident" with the sophomore he decided to date people in his year, Paige who happens to be one of his friends asked him out, he didn't see anything wrong with it plus he remembered about considering dating her before. So they dated for 10 months, but she broke up with him over the summer, she moved to Chicago and wouldn't be attending Royal Woods High school this year. It stung him, a lot. Not only was it his first relationship but he actually really liked her, he tried to convince her about a long distant relationship but she refused, believing it would make everything complicated. So she broke it off, and he wasn't able to say goodbye.

"Now is not the time to think about her," he muttered to himself, he turned to see the clock noticing his alarm hasn't went off yet. He saw the numbers blinking 7:00 repeatedly. "Huh? Did the power go out or something?" He turned on his phone checking the time, 7:56.

"SHIT!" He scrambled off of his bed, changing out of his pajamas and rushing to the bathroom door. "I"M GOING TO BE LATE!"

He quickly put on his pants almost falling down in the process, he did all the necessary things (such as brushing teeth, combing hair, grabbing his bookbag plus phone, and grabbing his skateboard) before he was out the door, the clock showed 8:05. It took him 5 minutes to get to school if he didn't catch traffic.

He avoided people, cars, and traffic cones, almost reaching the school. He was going to make! He wasn't going to be late!

"WATCH OUT!" Before he shifted the girl in front him sidestep causing Lincoln to crash right into the stairs, making him fly out and landing with a thud on the grass.

"Ow~" He moaned, he sat up, rubbing his wrist.

"Watch where you going!" The girl scolded.

"Next time don't get in my way!" He yelled.

"It's not my fault you can't skate!"

"Oh and you can huh!?"He had no idea who the girl was, she wearing a navy sweater with shorts and black running shoes. She didn't seem to have a lot of makeup, her skin was light brown (most likely hispanic) and she was wearing a snapback with the snap in the front which was also black with some blue design that formed a wing. Her hair was a very dark brown (which was loose because of her hat) reaching past her shoulders near midsection of her back, given that he was on the ground she seemed to be 5'6" at least.

"Psh you bet-" before she can finish a loud bell rang. "Great late on the first day because of an idiot," she muttered.

"I can still hear you ya know," he pointed out.

"Good, I don't have to repeat myself," she stalked off still muttering the words "idiot" "thick skulled" and a few curse words.

"Sheesh what's her problem," he went to retrieve his skateboard and rushed inside school.

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I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now, That you're gone forever

And now you're gone forever, And now you're gone forever

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Well that's the first chapter, hopefully I caught all the misspellings and if I didn't I'm sorry I'll probably re edit it again in the future. Feedback is welcomed and hopefully I can continue to update this monthly because I'm just that bad at updating.

First chapter isn't all to exciting but eventually it'll get dramatic. If any questions pm me and I'll answer further question because timeline is a little complicated but eventually (hopefully) in later chapters it will. Thank again!

R&R

~PPTTBG22