Always and Forever
Disclaimer: I do not own Gilmore Girls or anything in Gilmore Girls, just this story.
Summary: Dean's thoughts, a while after Rory came up to his window to talk. Sort of Rory/Dean, but nothing bad about Jess
A/N: I'm a big Rory/Dean person, though I know not that many people are. I got this idea the other day, so.I'm new in this section of the site, so if somebody has done this before, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to copy you! Please review, I'll really appreciate it. Hope you like it. ~Arianna
Rory came up to my window. She climbed a tree to come talk to me, and for a second when I saw her, I hoped she'd come to tell me she was sorry, and she wasn't with Jess, and I'd been wrong at the dance. But she didn't.
She started talking about all the things I'd done with her, and I told her I didn't need the list. But I remembered all those things, and I missed them. I wished I could go back in time to the Chilton formal I went to with Rory when she asked me if I was her boyfriend. And she was so happy that I was. Rory said I was the best boyfriend ever. It meant a lot and I wanted to tell her that she was the best girlfriend ever, but I couldn't. I almost cried.
I asked her if she was with Jess, and she said she didn't want to talk about it. I kind of knew she was, but again I was almost hoping that Rory would say no and that she was sorry, and I could tell her that it was okay.
She was so nice, and I really miss her, and I wish she had never met Jess. He ruined everything. Rory said she hoped I wouldn't hate her someday. I told her I hoped so too. But it wasn't true. I don't hate Rory-I couldn't. I still love her. I was-still am-really hoping that somehow she still likes me, and someday things will be okay with us again.
Even I can see that Jess really, really cares about Rory. He loves her, but not like I do. She'll be okay, at least, I know that.
After Rory left, I did cry, hard. I couldn't help it. Whenever I see her now, especially with Jess, I feel like crying. I almost want to fight Jess, except I don't want Rory to hate me, ever, and right now I know she doesn't. I don't hate her at all, and I wish I'd told her that. I will, I guess, but now I can't. It would hurt too much.
I really think that sometime, someday, things will be okay again. Because I'll always love Rory and I hope more than anything that somehow, she still loves me too.
Rory told me that she really did love me. I do believe it. I wish I had been able to tell her that I loved her too, but then I would have cried and Rory probably would have started crying.
I don't know what to do now, but there has to be something. Rory is the best, and her mom, Lorelai, is really nice, too. I miss her and no matter what, I'll tell Rory this sometime. Even if we can just be friends, I would be okay with that for now. I hope everything will be better sooner instead of later.
And most of all, although I'm sure he won't, I hope Jess doesn't hurt Rory at all, ever. Rory said she was sorry she hurt me, and the truth is, she did. But I am really sorry I hurt her. I didn't want to. I never would. I never will.
Because I love Rory. I would do anything for her, anything at all. I don't really know why she likes Jess so much. I wish she didn't, wish so much she didn't.
Telling Rory at the dance that I wasn't her boyfriend anymore broke my heart. I wish now that I hadn't done it. I went home afterwards and started to cry.
If only I could have been a better perfect boyfriend for Rory. I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I really don't. I know one thing. I love Rory. I always will. Forever.
-Dean Forrester
Disclaimer: I do not own Gilmore Girls or anything in Gilmore Girls, just this story.
Summary: Dean's thoughts, a while after Rory came up to his window to talk. Sort of Rory/Dean, but nothing bad about Jess
A/N: I'm a big Rory/Dean person, though I know not that many people are. I got this idea the other day, so.I'm new in this section of the site, so if somebody has done this before, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to copy you! Please review, I'll really appreciate it. Hope you like it. ~Arianna
Rory came up to my window. She climbed a tree to come talk to me, and for a second when I saw her, I hoped she'd come to tell me she was sorry, and she wasn't with Jess, and I'd been wrong at the dance. But she didn't.
She started talking about all the things I'd done with her, and I told her I didn't need the list. But I remembered all those things, and I missed them. I wished I could go back in time to the Chilton formal I went to with Rory when she asked me if I was her boyfriend. And she was so happy that I was. Rory said I was the best boyfriend ever. It meant a lot and I wanted to tell her that she was the best girlfriend ever, but I couldn't. I almost cried.
I asked her if she was with Jess, and she said she didn't want to talk about it. I kind of knew she was, but again I was almost hoping that Rory would say no and that she was sorry, and I could tell her that it was okay.
She was so nice, and I really miss her, and I wish she had never met Jess. He ruined everything. Rory said she hoped I wouldn't hate her someday. I told her I hoped so too. But it wasn't true. I don't hate Rory-I couldn't. I still love her. I was-still am-really hoping that somehow she still likes me, and someday things will be okay with us again.
Even I can see that Jess really, really cares about Rory. He loves her, but not like I do. She'll be okay, at least, I know that.
After Rory left, I did cry, hard. I couldn't help it. Whenever I see her now, especially with Jess, I feel like crying. I almost want to fight Jess, except I don't want Rory to hate me, ever, and right now I know she doesn't. I don't hate her at all, and I wish I'd told her that. I will, I guess, but now I can't. It would hurt too much.
I really think that sometime, someday, things will be okay again. Because I'll always love Rory and I hope more than anything that somehow, she still loves me too.
Rory told me that she really did love me. I do believe it. I wish I had been able to tell her that I loved her too, but then I would have cried and Rory probably would have started crying.
I don't know what to do now, but there has to be something. Rory is the best, and her mom, Lorelai, is really nice, too. I miss her and no matter what, I'll tell Rory this sometime. Even if we can just be friends, I would be okay with that for now. I hope everything will be better sooner instead of later.
And most of all, although I'm sure he won't, I hope Jess doesn't hurt Rory at all, ever. Rory said she was sorry she hurt me, and the truth is, she did. But I am really sorry I hurt her. I didn't want to. I never would. I never will.
Because I love Rory. I would do anything for her, anything at all. I don't really know why she likes Jess so much. I wish she didn't, wish so much she didn't.
Telling Rory at the dance that I wasn't her boyfriend anymore broke my heart. I wish now that I hadn't done it. I went home afterwards and started to cry.
If only I could have been a better perfect boyfriend for Rory. I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I really don't. I know one thing. I love Rory. I always will. Forever.
-Dean Forrester