From Shower of Blood to Shower of Water
Len Tao
My past continues to haunt me.
Because I think of who I used to be.
I want to blame my father, for everything I did.
I was just listening to him like a good little kid.
A murderer who killed everyone that was in my way.
But, that's not who I am today.
The pain of screaming people, begging for their lives as they were crying.
Watching them as they were dying.
The damping of the blood I felt so long ago.
Is gone and is never coming back, because I said so.
I want to say that I didn't listen to what, my father said.
But, how can I, when I live with the fact that people are dead.
I came from a shower of blood to a shower of water.
So did my sister, Jun, my parent's daughter.
So, I have decided through all the pain and strife.
To live a better life.