A/N: This is my first story (and songfic) so it might not be too good :S When I was younger, S Club 7 was my favourite band and I was just on Youtube looking for some music when I remembered one of their songs. Originally I wasn't actually planning to put any of my own stories on FanFiction but I had a flash of inspiration and had to write this.
Disclaimer: I don't own the Inheritance Cycle or the song.
Have You Ever – S Club 7
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over,
Knowing there's so much more to say,
Arya walked away from the fallen log that Eragon was sitting on. She knew that she couldn't let him see the tears streaming down her face.
Suddenly the moment's gone,
And all your dreams are upside down,
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round,
She wished that things weren't so complicated between them, that he wasn't the only free rider, that she wasn't a princess. If only life was simple and they could be together like they both wanted.
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody,
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry,
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby,
Why couldn't he see that she was sorry for causing them both so much pain and heartache? Arya knew she had blown it now, she had lost him and there was no going back. Eragon had revealed his feelings again and in a desperate effort to protect them both, she had accidentally ripped his heart apart and stamped on it.
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking,
Lookin' down the road you should be taking,
I should know, 'cause I loved and lost the day I let you go.
She should have admitted her feelings to him - held onto him tight and never let go. She should have been the one he spent the rest of his life with, surrounded by children... But she had blown it.
Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together,
Back in your arms where I belong,
She remembered how safe she had felt in his arms the night that Glaedr and Oromis died – Arya had finally felt at home.
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found,
They were both immortal – they could have been together forever.
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round,
The Elvin princess cursed Galbatorix for making this separation necessary.
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody,
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry,
Before she left the forest, she turned round and whispered, too quiet for Eragon to hear – "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry"
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby,
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking,
Lookin down the road you should be taking,
I should know, 'cause I loved and lost the day I let you go.
When she reached the privacy of her tent, Arya broke down. She cried harder than she ever had before, harder than when Faolin died, harder even than when she was young and lost her father.
I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels,
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see,
She wished that Eragon was there to tell her that everything was alright – that he understood why she was doing this – that he forgave her for what she had done.
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow,
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round,
The way Eragon had looked at her, the words he had spoken in the ancient language – she held onto them for she felt that they were the only things keeping her sane as she curled up in a ball and sobbed.
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody,
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry),
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby,
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking,
Lookin down the road you should be taking,
I should know, (I should know) 'cause I loved and lost the day I let,
Yes I loved and lost the day I let,
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go.
Her heart had shattered into a million pieces and there was no way to repair it. The hurt in Eragon's eyes played again and again in her mind.
"I love you Eragon, with all my heart."
A/N: Hope you liked it! There may or may not be more of these - it depends on whether I get inspired.
Please leave a comment if you liked it or have constructive critcism - don't be too harsh please!
Peace out!
Amara Calla xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
