Kid Hearts Chapter 1, a kingdom hearts fanfic

Disclaimer: Ok, look, I don't own Kingdom Hearts

Disclaimer: Ok, look, I don't own Kingdom Hearts. If I did the world would only know how happy I would be. I would be happier then sora when he kicked ass!! And got back with his friends. Lol but any ways Disney and square-Enix do!

A/N: Yes I did it. Trying to make a story that would make any sense. Yet I know some where it doesn't make any at ALL. But who the hell cares. Ok look this is about one emo kid who wants his heart to feel warm again. And wants to be held. All the mushy stuff. Ok in the end like all love stories he gets shot down. Ok by the way this is a yaoi story it will have lemon and right now it's just a little yeah know cute. But its rated M because there is language. Ok I know no one reads this but like yeah get ready for and orgasm for your brain. Lol. It's just orgasmic!

Chapter 1.

"Class! It's almost time to go." Said the very rough wrinkled skinned women. "Please put all your work in the box." The teacher, know that Miss Kinhans walked over to her desk. As all of the kids moved around to the black box. She looks around. And there it was. "Um, Zexion! Please come over here! It will only be for a second."

As Zexion walked over to the teachers desk he noticed a river of blood red hair. Once he got to the desk, she spoke with strain "could you please wake up Mr. Himone?" Axel one of the popular kids at school. He and Zexian could not be any more different. Axel at the top of the high school chain. Zexion at the bottom.

"Axel, wake up, please! Come one wake up!" as it went on Zexion began to poke at Axel. "Axel wake up!"

"What the fuck!" Axel got up with full force. Almost knocking Zexion off balance. "What the hell do you, you want FAG!"

As Zexion was about to reply the comment. The bell rang. All of the kids run out of the class room. Zexion walks really slowly. As he pass the door frame. Bang. A fist at full speed hit me right in the face. As I hit the floor. I looked up it was Seifer and his gang.

This ended up being made of Axel, Sephiroth, Hayner, and Riku. These where the bad ass (so to speak) kids of the school. All really hard hitters. And haters of emos I guess. As Zexion got up. There was a crowed of kids around the six boys.

"Get up fag, I don't have all day." Seifer spoke.

"Hay get away from him!" a girl voice in the mob of kids.

"Well, well if it isn't, Olette. The little protector of fags. What do you want?" the gang came in closer trying to cause fear. But as they moved closer, a better foe came in. Cloud, one of the really awesome people, but yet nice to every one. I had a crush on him last year. Till I kissed him and he told me I need work on that. I still have a crush on him. But yeah I don't want to try again till I get better at kissing. Out of the blue that is.

"Get off him. Whets with you guys and figthing gosh it like you like being on guys or something." Cloud said while pulling Olette out of the way. "So now be good boys and go home!" he spoke while pointing at the door.

The crowed began to clear up. Leaving the three alone in the hallway. Olette came over next to Zexion. "Hay, are you ok? I mean they hit you really bad." She said while helping me up. I quickly dust my self off. I turn around and walk away. Till I am stop, by a hand on my shoulder. "You know we really have to stop meeting like this. Maybe next time we could you know talk? I mean really talk." I shack my head and walk away. Olette tries to call out to me. But I just ignore her.

The more I think of cloud the more I know him and me could never be. I mean what will a very popular kid going to do with a very un-popular kid. I mean that's just trouble waiting to happen. I mean really. The whole school is after me. And the whole female part of the school is after Cloud. Oh well I mean really. I guess I just have to you know make with what's do.

As I had my thoughts to myself. I seem to have gotten on to the wrong train. This ended up going the other way from my house. "Shit, I guess I could just get off the next exit and get off this platform, and get on the other side."

As I go back in to my thought. BANG! The door to the train opens. And my worst fear comes to. Axel. Maybe he won't notice me… but he could hurt me bad I mean really. But he just sits on the other end of the train cart. If he is going this way I guess he is going to the bad part of the island. But I can't help but look at him. The shirt showing off his muscles. His hair UN earthly. His eyes. His lips. "Wait what I am thinking!" I shout out loud, all eyes in the cart looking at me. "Sorry. He, He. I was you know, yeah…"

I sit back down. As very weird hours go by. Axel's eyes are almost fixed on me. At the stop. I quickly get off. He follows. I try to get past the gate but it's stuck. "You need to pull that one." A warm voice comes from be hind. "I mean if you want to get home."

"Yeah thanks. Um, sorry to ask but how do I get on the other side?" I nervously ask him as we past the doors. "I mean if it's no trouble."

"No, it's not much trouble. I have to cross the track any way"

"Um, why are you helping me?"

"Well because you asked."

"But at school…"

"That's at school." A wide grin came to his face. "I don't really have a problem with fags. Its just, Seifer he hats every one."

As we cross the track. We had a conversation, about why he got with Seifer, and why he is still with him. Mostly because he has to repay him for saving his life. Some kind of old gang/mob movie problems. As I get inside he flashes me a peace sign. And I get on the train.

When I enter the door to my up town house. I am greeted with a very blend sided hug. "Zexion, where have you been? I was worried sick. You know I have to give you a cell phone I mean really what happened to you, you look like a mess?" my mother begins her game of 20 questions. "Come I have dinner all set up. We can talk then."

For the whole dinner time. I told my mother about what happened in school. Yet leaving out very important parts. Yet I told the truth. She ended up saying that she is going to call the school but then gets too much into the bingo game online.

When I enter my room, its dark and cold. Like always. I walk over to my computer. And turn it on. As I am waiting to log in to the computer I. my mind goes back to Axel's body the god of perfect.

I go back to the real world when my e-mail sign flashes. I open and read the boring junk mail. But one gets his attention.

Welcome, to the love game. The dating web site. You have a free trial to it all you have to do is answer some questions and you will be on your way!

As I begin to answer the really stupid questions. I am finishing the 15 minutes. That was promised in the intro. It says "waiting to find your match." As I wait I wonder if this really will work. I mean can you really fall in love. I guess I will have to wait. When a loud BEEP, sound comes from the screen. "it seems that I have found my macth. Let's see what they got me."

As I read the profiles none seem to catch my eyes. Till I read the Red Angel's profile. I seem to find my self reading it over, and over, and over. Till I press the message button.

"Um, hello red angel. I am kid hearts." I type very carefully.

"Hay. Nice to meet you. I kind have to say I am new at being well, gay."

"That's good, because so am I, at being gay, I mean." Trying to find the right words.

"So I guess you seem to like my pro file."

"Yeah I really liked it."

After hours of talking. I feel that I know him. He likes sports, food. And really likes to read. As we got more into or bodies. I feel nervous.

"Um, can I ask you something?" red angel types in.

"Yeah go." I become more sacred of him.

"You want to see my dick?"

I say noting. My fingers freeze. I can't seem to put anything in to stop him. An image begins to load up on the screen. Little by little. Skin show. Pubic hairs, veins everything shows. A really hard member. Pops up into my screen. The member seems to be longer then what the picture shows. I find my hands dragging them self in to my pants.

I start to gently, massage my penis. While trying not to make noise and telling the guy what I am doing. But to my fears, he asks for a picture. I don't know what to do. I mean its only fear. He did give me one. Even if I didn't want it. I scramble in my bag for the camera. And snap a shot. I send it in to the computer and hope that he like it. Soon after he tells me that he is master bating as well.

As I go back to my needy member. I message the body of it. Gently moving in a slow motion. It starts to get harder. And I feel all my muscles start to get tight. Making it hard for me to pleasure myself. I feel a warm sensation going up and down the rod. I can't take it any more I wan it to come out. My muscles start to get tighter. In a sudden second, my body goes in to a state of pause. Then a warm vile liquid rolls down his member's skin. I take my time to clean it up but I get sudden messages from the red angel.

"Hay, it's me, again." The words burned in a fire red.

"Hay I just finished, well you know." The words come out with pain.

"Did you like it.? I mean I did knowing that there is a hot kid out there for me. Yeah know?"

"Yeah I know. Hay I have go. Same time?" I say hoping that this guy wants more.

"Yeah same time. Maybe I will have more pics."

As we say or good byes and good nights. I can't but wonder. How the hell am I going to clean this up? I mean it got every where. I took me an hour with out making noise. Remove the smell. As I set in for bed. I hear my mother shouting BINGO! In the living room. I guess she won. But then shortly came a SHIT! Maybe she didn't get lucky.

My breathing gets harder. As I feel his warm hand, touching my skin. The hairs on my neck stand up. Goose bumps running up down my skin. His breath brushing, over me. As his heavy body, pinning me down on the floor. I try to my way out of it. All I hear is 'come on Zexion, all I want to do is be with you ha-ha'

I wake up in the middle of the night breathing harder then before. The memory of the accident, running in my mind. It was one of the most realistic nightmares, he had ever had. The day this happened was never going to go away. His father raped him when he was younger. He did many times but, the last time he all most killed Zexion.

Just as quickly as the dream came his mother ran in to the room. "Honey, what happened?" she sits next to me. I don't say a word just grip the sheets. "Had another dream?" I slowly nod my head showing my answer. She pulls me into a hug. The heat from her body is almost comforting. She walks out to the hall way. And looks back, and walks away.

As I finish getting ready for school. I noticed that my computer was still on. And the love game website was still. And I seem to have a new message. But I decide to wait for it later. On my way to school. My mom stops me at the door.

"Zexion, here I found my old phone. And I already activated it. And my number is in there already. So have fun!" she pushes me out the door.

"Ok bye mom nice to talk to you…" I say as I get on my way to the train that takes me to the school area. The upper town part of the city is really a clean place here on Destiny Island. I mean you could leave a kid UN watched and find him/her still there. It's cleaner that the lower town. Where you could lose your car in a min just buy not locking it right.

Once I reach the train station it seems usually empty. As I get inside the car. I noticed Axel. Alone like he usually is. As I sit down waiting for the last stop to come. I look back in Axel's direction and he is gone.

The rest of the way. It was silent so I have time to think about what I did last night. With the mysterious 'red angel'. I mean what I did was right. I am human I mean. It was so tempting. The image crawls back into my head. The fully grown rod. Standing up. Just there. It's wonderful. I remove the image with a mental delete. And move on.

That's when it happens. I see a most wonderful kind of person. Happy. Outgoing. Sora, he was more perfect then it should be. But then again he was part of the himoneme family. This by chance made up a very interesting family. But focusing in school Sora's brother was cloud.

"Oh I want to talk to him so bad…" I said. Then looking back to make sure no one heard.

"Then you should really talk to him, you know." Olette came from behind. "You know Sora is gay I mean he has been dating riku for a while till they broke up two weeks ago. I mean I would go after him but I am not a dude."

"Gosh Olette, why do you come behind me like that. You know I hate eavesdroppers." I turn around and give her a half hearted hug. "So, how was your time alone with Cloud, yesterday?"

Just before she answers back. The school bell rang. Making us run to class.

"Gosh the whole day sucked!" I yell as I walk down the school stairs. "I mean so many test, why the hells so many test?" I turn and asked Olette.

"Well, Zexion, it's almost the end of the year. I mean in two weeks school will be out. I guess we need all those test." She goes off to speech mood. I zone out most of it till, I feel a hard push on my back. Making me fall to the floor.

"Hay fag, what's up?" As I turn to piece the voice with a face. It's Hayner. "So tell me. Why don't you just die? No one wants you here?"

A barrage of fist comes in contact with my body. He doesn't give up. He stands and kicks me around. With his yells of 'come on fag fight back!' or 'you lose you fag!'

"What the hell are you doing to him?" I could recognize the voice any where. Cloud had come to rescue me. "Didn't I tell you guys to get off his back? I mean it."

The blows stopped. And the weight of Hayner came off. I scrabbled to get away. When Olette's arms stopped me from running. "Don't worry I got you now Cloud is going to take care of this."

Olette took me to the train station and told me to go home. An that she is going to check on Cloud.

When I got home. I notice that mom wasn't home. That's when I noticed that to day was Friday. She has to work later today. As I walk to my room. I noticed that the computer was still running. I walk over and open the web page. And a big banner runs along the screen. Saying "YOU GOT MAIL!"

I please it and press the e-mail button. It was from red angel. He gave me his number. And everything. I think for a bit should I really give it to him. (His number that is.)

I quickly go to his message center and type. "Um hay red angel. It's me kid hearts."

"Oh hello!" he waits a bit before sending the next massage. "Hay I see we live around the same island. What school do you go to?"

"I don't think I should tell you that." I play around before I talk. "I go to destiny high. And you?"

"No fricken way!" the words shock me as a playful icon rolls around the screen. "I go there to!"

I jump for joy as those words are music to my ears. I might see him and I could be happy for once. I mean a boy can have happiness. But is want I did right. I get another message. "Um, I am in 10th, how about you?" How about you?"

"That's scary so am I, we could have seen each other at school but never knew it." The message torments me as I get sent to him. What if I really have met him? And missed my chance to talk to him. "So what's your name?" I ask hoping that I never met him.

Beep! The sound gets me off notice. It's just a message. I open it. "That's for me to know and you to find out. Lol" the words begging to play with my emotions. 'Shit, shit, shit. Why is he doing this? We could have been happy together. But now I am going to have to give him names. And guess my love away.'

"Sorry but I have t o go." He takes awhile before sending the next. "How about you start giving me names. I know you got my number. Text any time."

As soon as the message comes to me. His online icon goes red. Reading offline. My heart sinks. He is playing a game with me. But I can't help but to play back.

"Whole week has gone by! Olette. One week! I can't find his name. Every time I say one bang he shots me down." I pull on her shirt trying to ask for help. "What should I do? Please help, help, and help."

"Maybe it's someone you would not guess. I mean if he did send you a picture of his-'" Olette's words got quickly cut off my another one.

"What picture?" Cloud comes in. "I want to see. Show me!" his perfect smile, stops me dead. "Oh what is it something I might not want to see?"

"Trust me its more then you think. Well, Zexion I have to go. Text me when you think you found the answer! Bye!" Olette runs after a car, and smoothly gets in side it. "I guess I better meet up with Sora. See yeah later Zexi! Hey text me too Kay!"

Now I walk alone to the train station. Hoping that no gangster comes by and try's to kill him. The whole walk and train ride I was texting him. It's almost as if I can't stop. But while I like him I can't sop.

By the time I get home. I get a message from him. Asking me if I want to meet him. At the park. At noon. I reply yes to it. Not knowing who this person is. But he doesn't know who I am. So I guess I am having a date.

I don't waste time and call Olette.

"What! You are going top meet this mystery guy. I have to come with you!" she shots in to the phone.

"You can't! He wants to meet alone. So I guess we can have alone time." I say noting for a few seconds. "I want to meet him alone. But I have noting to wear."

"If that's your problem then just wear those really nice skinny jeans from hot topic? I love you in them."

"Ok then thanks, Olette. You are all ways there for me." I say with words with confidence. "Bye!" I quickly hang up. I was on the phone for like three hours. I was already to go to sleep. Even if mother hasn't gotten home.

"Come one Zexion!" his body crushing mine. As he pushes him self in me. "I know you like it." His pushes become harder. As he begins to run his hands up and down my back. His cool fingers making my body stiff. The doors open. My mother there. Watching in terror. As I get my body mutilated.

The dreams seem to get realer and realer. My mom comes in running when she hears my shout. She runs to my bed side. And brings me in for her healing hugs. The hug lasted for about thirty minutes. My mother whispers in my ear things like, 'I love you' and everything is going to be alright'.

"Mom…I don't want to dream about that any more." I slowly say as tears cause my speech to slur. "I, I, hate this, make it all stop!"

"Don't cry baby, mommy is here and I will make it all better. Ok just don't worry. Today is a happy day, right? You are meeting a friend so come on you hair is all messy." She pulls away from the hug, while playing with my hair. "So come one lets go take our shower. So I can fix you hair!"

The shower I took my time. Because that's where I have my thinking done. I start to wonder what kind of man Red Angel is. I mean he could really be any one. For about one hour. I stay in the bath room. Just, standing there. With cold water running down my back. Making my skin crawl. Out of the back of my ear I hear the door being banged on. "Must be mom." I say under my breath. "I am coming out in a minute!" I shout out form the bath room door.

I step out of the bath room. And find my self in and odd place. My mother quickly grabbed me. And sat me down in a chair. "Now what do you want?" she ask as if she did it for a loving.

"Um how about straight, that's about it." She grabs my hair and begins her straightening process. "Mom, do you think I will ever stop dreaming about that day?" I ask trying not to seem sad about it. "I mean I hate having those dreams."

"Well honey, I really don't know. It's all up to you. I can't really stop you dreams. But I can tell you one thing." She says as she leans forward. "You can stop them, when you are ready." She goes back to doing my hair. The whole time that this is going on. I was testing red angel. I am made sure where and when we where going to meet. "Ok honey! All done!"

As I get up. I look in the mirror. Once I see that my hair is good for public eyes. I put on the out fit that Olette helped me on. It takes a while, for me to regain my control over my thoughts. As I still feel that some how I am being put in to a trap. As I walk out the door, my heart skips a few beats. I mean I am really going to meet this guy I have only met. What two weeks ago. But he is the only one that gets me. So, I am going o do this.

On the way to the train the afternoon sun is burning my skin. But the walk was really, pleasing. About a mile away I see the park billboard. I look back at the text message.

"Ok once you get top the park. Sit at the first bench next to the monkey bars. And I will find you!"

I look around for the monkey bars. Once I spot it. I slowly walk to them. Having a slow walk. Every step my heart beats harder. My fingers feel numb. I am at lost of breath. The earth spins.

Till a ball smacks me start in the face. Knocking me back to reality. I look to see. And a little kid was there looking up at me. "Ummm, please mister. Can I have my ball back?" he puts out his hands showing the gesture. I hand him the ball and walk over to the bench. I sit down. Looking at my phone.

"Hay I guess your, Kid hearts!" I turn to find some one I never expected.

Axel. There in the flesh. The one whop made my world come back to life. Was the one I feel in love wit! This cant be. Something is not right her. "What are you doing here?"

A/N: Ok this has been a really interesting time I spent on this fanfic. I mean really. With the help of John. And pat and all the people that do there nasty stuff. I thank you

Ok I want you guys to comment this all you want!!