Disclaimer: Hey, it's Ayame again! And she's bringing you her first ever Twilight story! She's so happy, so very happy! Really! But, sadly, she isn't writing a Bella/Edward story; it's her other favorite couple, Jasper and Alice! They're totally awesome, and she couldn't resist! So enjoy please! It's actually pretty short though.

My Little Monster

From the journal of Jasper Cullen:

I see her beautiful skin glisten in the light. It amazes me, everytime I stare at her. She's wonderful, she's the best person I've ever known. I could stare at her for hours; in fact, I do stare at her. Long into the wee hours of the morning.

But she never complains; I think she revels in the attention.

They say that my sister, Rosalie, is supposed to be the most beautiful girl...no, woman of the world. Is that true? I suppose it could be true.

But to me, is it true? No, it isn't. The most beautiful creature to have ever existed on this barren, unworthy world would be My Little Monster.

She is everything to me; without her, I have no life to live. I can still remember all those years ago, when she suddenly appeared before me. She called me by name; she knew everything about me. I was dead inside, and I wanted to die. But she wouldn't leave me alone. Why wouldn't she leave me alone, leave me to die?

That was what I asked myself. Yet, she stayed by my side. She made me believe in life again, made me love myself again. Wait, that isn't quite true. I do not love myself just yet, but I love her. She is the other half of me, and in loving her, perhaps I do love myself.

Now, I see my brother Emmett with Rosalie, and I think that they're so perfect together. And now I watch my other brother Edward, and how he interacts with my new sister, Bella. Is that how they see my with her? Do they see me gaze at her so adoringly it's as if there's nothing else in this world but her?

I should hope so. I hope they see my love for her as clearly as I see theirs.

My Little Monster watches those around her, and does her best to help them. She tries to protect me, as well, with her visions of the future. She tries her best, and when something doesn't go as she plans, I hear her cry.

Of course, she can't cry, for she is a vampire, but I can hear her spirit cry. It makes mine cry in response.

That is why I do my best to keep her happy. Even if it means killing, even if it means hating that which I might have once loved before, I would do it. Because she is My Little Monster.

It's funny, really, how I gave her that nickname. To others, she really is a monster, a creature of the darkness, which they would try to destroy. Of course, that is impossible, but they don't know that. But to me, she is my life, my reason for existing. She is my heart, the other half of my body and soul. She isn't a real monster; she's a creature of nature.

Those who would seek to extinguish her flame are the true monsters.

Ooh. Just thinking such a thing reminds me of that fight we had with the newborns, when Bella was still a human and Victoria of the Nomads was hunting her. When I heard that scream, if I had a heart, it would have stopped.

I thought she'd been injured. I knew it was impossible, and yet that was still the first thought that entered my mind. Turning around and finding that pup Jacob on the ground and Alice still holding her own, yet smiling at me, caused me a relief I have never known before in my life.

That feeling only serves to cement my first thoughts.

If My Little Monster were to ever disappear somehow from this world, if something were to destroy her, I would have no choice but to follow her. I don't care what it would take; an enemy, some type of poison, or any other form of death. I would follow her within a second, for there is no other.

She is My Little Monster, my mate. She is my other half, my all, my reason for living.

She is my Alice.

Well, what'd'ya think? I had it planned a little differently, but you readers know as well as I do that things never really turn out how you plan. In the meantime, let's just say that this is still my favorite couple in Twilight, and most likely will forever be. OH!! DECEMBER 12, 2008!! THE TWILIGHT MOVIE IS FINALLY GOING TO BE SHOWING! WAIT FOR IT!! Okay, sorry, had to say that. So anyway, please do me a favor and review on this extremely short drabble; please?!

Ayame