Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or the beautiful characters in it SM does! Thanks Merevaik for telling me how to add this disclaimer :)

Prologue

Today had to be the worst day of my entire life. I ran into my bedroom slamming the door behind me and threw myself onto my bed and started to cry into my pillows.

Today of all days Laurent decides to tell me that he doesn't want to be with me anymore because he is in love with someone else. To say I was shocked at first would be putting it nicely, I was hurt beyond words.

Friday night when he called me to cancel our plans for a nice quiet romantic dinner and movie saying he still wasn't feeling up to going out I understood.

Flashback

"Ok honey I understand you have been sick for the last four days so why don't I just swing by and bring you some dinner and we can watch a movie at your house?" I asked, not wanting to be away from him on our anniversary.

"NO!" He responded loud and quick. Then as if he realized how he sounded he continued in a kinder softer voice. "Bella, baby, I know it's hard with it being our anniversary and all but I just really don't want you to catch this."

"I don't mind really … I just want to spend time with you today that's all." I didn't care if I got sick or not I just wanted to be with my boyfriend on our special day I don't think that's asking to much is it?

"Listen babe it's Friday why don't you go hang out with Alice, Jasper and Edward tonight. I'll see you in school on Monday, I'm sure I'll be over this by then. Nothing would make me happier than if you would enjoy yourself today since we can't be together." He sounded hoarse and slightly strained but I just figured it was the cold.

"Ok but if you need me just call me alright honey?" I was concerned about him I've never heard him sound like this before and it had me worried.

"…. mmmm …." He responded slightly out of breath now and I was more worried than before.

"Laurent? Are you ok? You don't sound right sweetie."

"Huh … oh … ummm .. Yeah I'm fine … I'll … call you later … mmm … bye!" With that he hung up.

End flashback

That was Friday and today was Monday and he tells me that he was with someone else on OUR anniversary. That he was getting a blowjob while on the phone with me! I mean god if it wasn't enough to just tell me he didn't want to see me anymore he had to throw that in my face. I cried harder into my pillow I felt like I couldn't catch my breath so I pulled my face way from the pillow and just buried my head in my hands.

Knock … knock … knock

"Go away!" I yelled through my sobs. I wasn't in the mood to deal with my parents today.

I heard the door open and felt someone walk over to my bed and crawl onto it up next to me. Then I felt his hands gently grab onto my shoulders and pull me into his chest. I knew who it was already so I just grabbed hold of his shirt and held onto him as tight as I could soaking his shirt in the process with my tears.

"Shhh … shhhh" He said as he gently stroked my hair and my back trying to calm my sobs and get me to relax.

I don't know how long we sat there in my bed with him holding me and soothing me before I fell asleep in his arms.

When I started to wake up I realized that it was dark in my room which meant it was already night time. I noticed that I was still gripping his shirt with my head on his chest, his arms still holding me tightly, trying to protect me from feeling the pain I was in. I look

around a bit and realized that we weren't sitting anymore but were instead laying in my bed with the covers over us. I glanced over at the clock on my night stand and it read 2:17 am in bright green numbers.

"mmm" He murmured as he squeezed me tighter to himself when he started to stir. He looked down and at me and smiled "morning" he said softly.

I forced a small smile on my face "Morning Edward" I tried to push away from him to give him more room to sleep. This isn't the first time he's spent the night like this so I wasn't really surprised when I woke up and he was still here.

He grabbed me tighter around the waist and held me to him. "Where do you think your going? Hmmm" He whispered into my ear followed by a sigh of contentment.

"I was just trying to give you more room to sleep it's 2 am and we have school in the morning I don't want you to be tired from a bad night of sleep because of me." I whispered.

The great thing about Edward was he always seemed to know exactly what I needed. Be it to talk about what's bothering me or to just hold me when I needed to know that I was not alone in my pain.

"Ahh Bella don't worry about it. You know I sleep just fine with you in my arms, I always have. So come on lets just curl up and go back to sleep okay?" He said as he kissed the top of my hair and smiled into it.

"Thank you Edward for everything" I whispered as I curled into him and held him tightly till sleep once again took us over.

A/N: This is my first fanfiction so any advice you can give me would be appreciated. I have trouble putting what I want to say in writing at times so I apologize now if it takes to long to update this story. I will always do my best to update quickly but it all depends on when my writer's block hits.