I do not own Yellowfang or Brokenstar. They belong to the Erin's
I Hate You
Monsters
Yellowfang POV
I am happy.
My kits have been born.
But yet I was also frightened at the same time.
What will my clanmates say?
No.
I shouldn't go back to camp.
I would just be shunned by my clanmates.
Raggedstar will miss me.
Then again I could give them to a queen and pretend that they aren't mind.
I only want what's best for my kits.
That's all I ask.
6 moons later
You are an apprentice.
Only you Brokenpaw.
The first died as a kit.
The second disappeared.
They say she was taken by a fox.
But, I saw what you did Brokenpaw.
I will never forget.
How could I?
My son is a murderer.
10 moons later
How could you Brokentail?
How could you kill your own father?
Monster.
Still I can't help but love you anyway.
Does that make me a monster to?
Am I a monster for brining you into this world?
I brought you in.
Should I take you out?
1 moon later
I hate you now.
I don't want to though.
You're a leader now.
Any other mother would be proud.
That isn't possible though.
Is this a punishment?
Is Starclan punishing me?
I think they are.
Nothing I can do will change your birth Brokenstar.
That doesn't mean I don't regret.
2 moons later
There are no words to describe you.
You shun your own mother.
You turn the clan against me.
I can't stay in Shadowclan.
I'm leaving.
1 moon later
You have taken over Windclan.
You have broken the warrior code again.
That's not the worst part though.
No.
The worst part is the fact that my old clanmates watch and do nothing.
You will be punished for your crimes Brokenstar.
You will pay.
1 moon later
Thunderclan doesn't trust me.
At least the young apprentice treats me well.
Even if it is against his will.
I've come to enjoy his company.
I wish he was my son.
And Brokenstar wasn't.
1 moon later
I knew it.
I knew the day would come.
You have been driven out from Shadowclan.
How fitting.
Just like me.
It seems I have been made ThunderClan's Medicine cat.
After one of your warriors brutally murdered the old one.
Don't worry my son.
Starclan will mess this up for me to.
4 moons later
ThunderClan patrols can't seem to find you my son.
Where are you?
Hiding in the shadows?
That's just where you belong.
1 moon later
I can't stand the sight of you.
Blind.
Helpless.
Pitiful.
You disgust me.
Yet I still love you.
Why is that?
Why do I love a monster?
5 moons later
No more.
I'm going to kill you.
I don't even feel a spark of love anymore.
You and Tigerclaw.
May Starclan have mercy on you?
Cause I won't
Later
Are you done torturing me Starclan?
Surely I am the most evil cat that walks among the clans now.
Now that I have killed my own son.
Now that I have killed the evil.
Now that he cannot terrorize innocent cats anymore.
Now that I killed the monster.
I guess that means I'm a monster to.
And thing is…
I don't care.