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I don't own twilight…any part of it… all of the credit goes to Stephenie Meyer!

Summary--

A few days before her wedding Bella has second thoughts. When she runs to the guy she loves most, will he be there, like he was the other time(s), or just rip her heart out after he sewed it back together.

Based end of Eclipse beginning of Breaking Dawn ish.

CHAPTER 1

Jacob,

I realized that I can't marry Edward.

You were right from the beginning,

I love YOU more than him.

I hope you come back for the wedding.

Just in case if I can't call it off,

I want you too.

Even if you and I don't get together

(Which I hope we do),

Just so I don't make the wrong decision, again.

Love,

Isabella

After I finished writing the note to Jake, I grabbed my keys and headed to my "before" car. As I sat down I realized how much I missed my truck. Apparently it "broke." I made the drive to La Push a lot shorter than I usually did. When I pulled up to Billy's house turned off the ignition. I then laid my head on the cool steering wheel. I took a few deep breathes, and went over the plan in my head. I was to drop off the note to Billy. And have him tell Sam to transform and tell Jake that he had a letter from me. As I looked up to exit my car my plans changed. I saw Jake walking toward my car. I got out, leaving my keys in the ignition in case I needed a quick get away, and looked at him. I smiled and my heart leapt, he was smiling back at me. I leaned against my car waiting for Jake to get closer. 'He loves you why are you so scared?' I ask myself.

"Bella!" Jacob shouts at me.

"Hey Jake." I reply shyly. He then walks up to me and hugs me. "Um, Jake can't… breath." He chuckles softly and let's go. I look at his face and notice that he's smiling my smile.

"I've missed you so much!" he states.

"I've missed you too."

"So you're marrying that bloodsucker in a few days. What will I do without you?" he growled the word bloodsucker. I frowned as he mentioned the wedding. "What's wrong? What did that leech do?" he asks me. I just shook my head.

"Nothing, Jake."

"Then why are you upset about your wedding?"

"I did something. Well it's not really my fault, it just…happened."

"WHAT BELLA? YOU CAN TELL ME!" he shouts, trembling a little but not much. I shove the note in his hands.

"Here! It explains it all. Don't read it until I leave. But I'm warning you. I'll be here for a while. So NO PEEKING! Okay?" He just growled. "Good." I state as I open my car door. "Are you coming?" I ask as I sit down. He nods and runs around to the passenger side and gets in. I feel his gaze on me. I shut my door and look up. "What?" I ask as the red creeps up into my cheeks causing me to blush.

"I can't believe you let him by you a new car."

"Well it's only me 'before' car. Plus my truck 'broke'. It's really fast. He says it is bullet proof and tank proof." I explain. He chuckles.

"Leave it to that bloodsucker to buy you a car that the president doesn't even use because it's too safe." He jokes. I start the car and head toward the beach. I glance over at Jacob and see him trying to hide something as he's faced toward his window. I hear the sound of unfolding paper. I slam on my brakes. Then I check behind me to make sure no one was there. "What the hell was that?" he asks.

"I said NO PEEKING!" I scold. He just sighs and folds the paper up and shoves it back in his pocket. I park in the same place that we parked in when I first came here with Mike and Jessica. When I met Jacob again. I tuned off the car and got and, not saying a word. I shove the keys in my pocket and hugged my arms tight around my chest; it was cold for an August day. Jacob and I were walking side by side. I headed straight for the rock that Jacob and I sat on when he told me the legends of the reservation. A couple years ago, I found out what Edward was and now I'm getting married to him. Jacob sat first and I sat as close to him as possible without being on his lap. He put his arm around my shoulder and almost instantly I was warm. Damn him and his 108.9 body temperature. There was a long comfortable silence. The only few things that made noise were the waves smacking the rocks, the wind nipping at my face, and the slow mist falling.

"Do you remember when we sat here for the first time?" Jacob asked breaking the silence.

"Yep. You told me the legends about the cold ones and the wolves. I thought you were joking at first. Deep down I knew it was true though."

"I'm so stupid for not believing the legends about the wolves and cold ones. A werewolf who didn't believe in the legends about them until he became one. That's depressing."

"No you weren't stupid. If you would have believed them then we wouldn't be here talking about the past." I said while thinking' loving you'.

"You're right." He sighed in defeat. "I wouldn't have fallen in love with you, forced you to kiss me, which caused you to hurt your hand, or share that kiss with you before the fight with the newborns began."

"Don't forget when Edward broke my heart, and then you sewed it back together again. Or keeping me from dying from frost bite."

"Yep those were the days. The leech was so pissed. We were cuddled up under your sleeping bag, while he was trying not to get near you. In case he made you colder." He was smiling at the recent memory. It was quite for a while.

"Bella I have to tell you something." He paused. "I imprinted." He explained. My heart dropped along with my jaw. I quickly jumped up and sprinted as fast as possible to my car. I could hear Jacob yelling for me, but I could care less. I knew he didn't imprint on me he would have told me sooner. I jumped in my car. I pulled my keys from my pocket. I fumbled with my keys, trying to find the one that would start the car. I quickly locked the doors. I got so pissed since I couldn't start my car. I finally gave up and threw my keys as hard as I could at the passenger window. I brought my head to the steering wheel and rested my head there for the second time today. I finally let the tears flow down my cheeks.

There was a loud pounding sound on my window.

"Bella open this door. Don't make me rip it off." Jacob threatened. I let out another big sob. "Bella I'm getting pissed, and I don't think this care is werewolf proof!" at that last statement I reached over and grabbed my keys and rolled down my window a little bit. "Bella get out of this car, or at least let me in. I don't know what I did but I'm so sorry. I hate seeing you like this. Please stop crying." He pleaded. I reached across my car and unlocked the door, careful not to let him see my face. He opened the door and plopped down next to me.

"Who?"

"Who what?" he asked puzzled.

"Imprint?" I could only form one-worded sentences. I took a few deep breaths trying to calm myself so I could get through this without crying. "I know it isn't me so who?"

"Lizzie, I girl I met at a park."(A/N: Lizzie is the girl that liked Jacob, new cars, and was cute. When Edward threw Jacob the keys to the Vanquish to get away.) I sobbed harder.

"Get out."

"What?"

"Get out of my car!" I growled. He got out and I rolled the window down.

"Why is it so bad Bella? I thought you wanted me to be happy. I never thought that it was possible after you said you loved me but that it wasn't enough. Well I'm happy now.

"Open the note."

"What?"

"Open the DAMN note!" I screamed. He pulled the note out of his pocket and unfolded it. He read it silently. As he began to look up I slammed on the gas, not wanting to know his reaction. I headed to Charlie's. He was at Billy's. He went there about half an hour after I left.

Jacob's P.O.V.

As I read the note, I froze over the sentences: 'You were right from the beginning,

I love YOU more than him.' I kept re reading the sentences over and over again. As I looked up I saw Bella speed away. I ran back home. I grabbed my keys from right inside the door.

I noticed Charlie was there. He gave me a questioning look. I just shook my head. "I have to go talk to Bella." I yelled as I run out the front door to my car. I haven't driven in ages. It was much easier to run, a lot quicker. This way I had time to think, without the pack asking me about what happened between me and Bella.

I pulled up to Charlie's house. I sighed as I turned off the Rabbit. I slowly walked up to the front door. I lightly knocked.

Bella's P.O.V.

In the middle of my crying I heard a slight knock at the door. I slowly walked toward the front door. Probably Charlie, I must have locked the door. He probably doesn't have his keys and can't find the spare. I wiped the tears away; I didn't want to make up a stupid reason of why I was crying, just to get Charlie off my back. I took I few breathe so when I spoke I would sound normal. I unlocked the door and when I opened it I saw the very last person that I wanted to see right now. Jacob.