Oh, not again.

No, not again. Not the same time, this time. It isn't like I jumped forward, this time, I lived.

This is my…bed. My childhood home.

Or maybe this isn't real?

It's like six in the morning. Do I have school tomorrow? Today?

****.

But who can I ask? Is…

Cassie.

I can always talk to Cassie.


And you'd think, after how many years of sneaking around, I could keep quiet.

"Jake?"

"Yeah."

"Are you okay?"

"No. No." And I start to cry, right there in the kitchen.

I can't tell Mom why, but she holds me anyway.