this is my First Cam fanfiction...and I hope you give reviews good or bad I'll take it...but be a little easy on me...I'm not that good at writing...but I can take a little criticism...

R&R

Hope you enjoy

Do you know how hard it is to fall for someone who is so close to you, who knows everything about you…like your best friend?...cause if you haven't you wont understand my story…but then again there are this people who have been in my place…so I would like to tell you a little story about a little something called my best friend Carly Shay, and how she made me tell you this story…

It was during those high school years when everything seems like hell…and work never rest and everyone would try to get to your nerves just to point out that your stupid and unaware of what is happening in this cylindrical shape thingy called earth…but that's not my point…my point here is that, why do I need to fall for her?…If I know from the very beginning that every dream has there end point and you just have to wake up and face the truth and accept the fact that there is reality….

I sat beside her in the library with a huge grin on my face, which is weird for I never enjoyed the smell of books and those wooden sits but the again I was there not for the books or even the hard wooden chairs…I was there because of her…

Her face was buried into a chemistry book and it was like she hasn't been breathing and she didn't even looked at me when she greeted me "Hey Sam!"

I was scathing my head when I said "So this is your new technique in getting an A in our biology?...your reading a Chemistry book?"

She looked at me with those dark black sweet eyes and said with a smile "I'm not reading Chemistry…I'm reading Biology…"

"Yah?...cause if I was as smart as you I would now notice that I have been reading a Chemistry book for about an hour now… "

"What are you talking about?…see it reads…Chemistry??"She had a weird look in her face which is funny but then I tried to hold it back for she might get offended and she continued "How can't I not notice this I've been burning my eyes to this book for an hour, and still I didn't notice it was a Chemistry book, ugh!"

"Hey…at least next year you won't have to worry about your Chemistry… you know advance reading?"

She put the book down and sat up straight and said ""Ha-Ha Sam…but I lost one round of the long hand in the clock and wasted my time reading this book…"

"Alright…fine…I won't joke around…I mean come on Carls…Its like you haven't been getting enough sleep for a week now…and looked at you all grumpy and at mess…but you still looked beautiful….but that not it…take some rest…you know chillax??"

"How can I chillax when the finals are about to come??"

"You can come with me tonight at groovy smoothie and its my treat?"

Carly looked curios at me and she even touched my forehead and said "Are you alright?...are you in some medication or something?"

"What?...why would I be taking something in, if its not tasty??"

"That not what I meant…I mean your Sam…you never treat me or Freddie to anything…even a piece of candy…"

"Whoa!...Freddie isn't invited…just you and me…and by the wau I'm not like that…"

"Why??...why is Freddie not invited?"

"Cause his a dweeb and a dork and people like him should not hang out with cool pipz like us…"

"But we always hang out with Freddie?"

"Look Carls…I just want it to be you and me…and plus, I'm not going to waste my money on that dweeb…"

"Sam?!.."

"Fine…I won't call him names…but can it just be you and me?"

"Alright…But you have to keep quite for awhile…I need to read a biology book now…"

"Fine…I'll just go. I heard there are some leftover tarts in the cafeteria this lunch…CHOW" and I waved goodbye to her…and she just gave me a smile and she began to read the book she was supposed to read…BIOLOGY…

It was 6 pm when I arrived at the Shay's apartment…and if you asked me, for the past few years this apartment hasn't change a bit…well except for some of Spencer's new work of art which is getting weirder and weirder by the second but it was all awesome…anyway while I was waiting for Carly to come down I notice a pork chop on the table which attracted me to it but before I could come near it…Carly came running down the stairs which startled me and I looked at her and she was like a different Carly today…her hair was curled up…she was wearing this beautiful blouse and blue jeans which from other people view would be a common casual dress but for me it was different …something about her is different its like she knew what was coming tonight…But I was snap back to reality when she asked me "Are you sure its your treat?"

I looked at her and said "Of course…anything you like…"

"Whoa!...seriously… your not Sam…"

"What?...come on Carls…Can a person not treat someone often??"

"Often?...Really?"

"Maybe not so often…or maybe never…alright fine, this is my first time…But you should be lucky…you are the first one"

She smiled and said "Well then I'm honored and grateful for being the first ever person to be given the chance to eat for free because Sam will be paying what I have eaten…"

"Funny Carly…but seriously come on…"

She looked at me and said "does this thing have any expiration date?"

"No…but hurry up…"

"Alright…I'll just get my jacket and we'll go…" and after what she said she came running upstairs and when she came back she had a huge grin on her face and said "This is going to be fun"

Carly and I came to groovy and we came over to our table when I surprisingly spotted Jake, the guy whom every girl had a dream that one day they would date and maybe have the chance to be his Girlfriend…and sadly Carly was one of those girls…but then I said to myself "he is a nub…his just good looking but his a total nub"…but as my thoughts wonder on how I hated Jake that much Carly snap me back to reality when I saw a huge grin on hr Face and she said "Are we having air for dinner or smoothies?

I looked at her in a disbelief manner and said "do you doubt me?"

"Why would I doubt you?"

"Because you won't believe that I'll be the one who would be paying for what were going to eat tonight."

"I didn't say that…but I'm a little worried…"

"Why?"

"Because you might plot a eat and run tactic…"

"Hey…I only did that because I want Gibby to be in detention…So that I can still pick on him in detention…and plus that not the point here" I gave her the menu and continued "Order whatever you want…I will pay…Whatever it takes"

And After what I said Carly looked at me and she took the menu off my hand but as she was pulling it of our hands touch…it was not first time…but it was different, Different for the manner of how she respond to it…She was smiling and I can tell she was blushing but she was trying to hide it…but the awkward moment was broken down by a waiter who was standing in front of us two and he asked "Have you decided what your going to eat tonight?"

Carly looked up at the man still a little bit blushing and said "I will only have raspberry shake and a crab and cheese sandwich"

"And how about you?"

"I'll have what she'll have…"

The guy wrote down our orders an left and few minutes passed our food was serve…silence was in the air…which is weird for me and Carly never stop talking to each other...even though its all nonsense…but now…Its different, and the only thing you can hear was the music of Fm static which is tonight…I don't know what it means…but then the silence was shattered when Carly looked at me and said "This is so nice"

"I looked at her and said "Yeah…I know"

And she smiled at me and it was like heaven for me…just seeing her smile was something that no food can replace…and I can now admit that it was the best thing that happened to my damn life….but again, everything has its turning point…because the guy I was talking about earlier came over to our table and Carly looked at him with a huge smile on her face that gave me the shiver of anger down to my spine…

"Hey Carly!...hey Sam" he smiled with those gleaming white pearls and Carl was like in shock and can't speak and I said "Carly!...I'm still here…"

I was annoyed for it was the best thing to me, then He "Jake" came over to us who took Carly's attention…but the again Carly was happy and I couldn't stop that…so I decided to let my anger go, for Jake might just go for few second but things turned out to be wrong…

"Uhm…Sam…can I asked Cary to sit with me?"

And I thought to myself "I was shocked of what he said I mean can't you see that I was with her first…I mean come on…seriously are you blind for some reasons?!?!?!"...but then again I snapped back to my thoughts and I saw Carly with that pleading face and I said "Sure" and after what I said I thought to myself "what are you talking about…take that back…you didn't mean to say that" but cant say it to her… because she was already gone…and the only thing infront of me was her leftover and her jacket...

I sat at the table for nearly two hours just looking at those two people whom the one I hate and the one I wish that I was with but then I can't do anything…I said it…and I've made the dumbest mistake any man would make….letting go of someone you are with. but time flies by and then it was already 10pm and Carly came over to me with a huge smile on her face and she got her jacket and she grab my hand and we both walk out of the door and as we were about to enter there apartment….she looked at me and said "Sam…this was the best day of my life!...he kissed me" and after what she said she hugged me so tightly that there was no more room for me breath but I didn't feel the lack of Oxygen in this stupid body for the only thing I can feel was the sudden stab in the let part on my chest…and I didn't notice the tears that was forming in the side of my eyes. And as my thoughts flis she pulled off and said "I promise next time it would me my treat" and she said goodnight to me and as when she closed the door those tears that I was holding back was now free to fall for no one can see it and there it is…now I know how Freddie feels when he get rejected by Carly but mine was different…for I can fell that she also feels the same way to….but she's only holding it back….but I don't know why….

So?...what do you think...R&R