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Never in my life have I felt so crushed when my wife stood there and, blamed me for her sleeping with Boswell! I had no idea there was so much resentment and hatred towards me. She made me believe things were getting better when they were not. How did I not notice this! I guess I wanted to believe after all the loss we have endured
she was telling the truth, that we were getting through this.

After the yelling and screaming in the Doctors' Lounge, I left to pick up Sofia from daycare, took her to my office, and locked the door. Sofia did not have a clue how her
little world was about to change. She started crying for her momma, from the loud noises that the thunder and lightening was making. As I tried to comfort my baby,
the tears started to roll. Sofia and I fell asleep, and when we woke, I took Sofia home. I had daycare inform Arizona that I had Sofia and would be at home.

I called Owen and let him know that I would need a 3 days off. When Arizona did not come home for 2 days or contact me, that when I decided what I needed to do. I knew I could no longer live like this and could not watch her sleep with Boswell that I just needed to leave. There has been so much lost! Even though Arizona feels that I have lost nothing she couldn't be further from the truth. I lost everything my best friend mark and a friend in lexis as well I just lost my wife.

I did not think I could survive with any more heartbreak. Deep down I knew I was running and I promised her I wouldn't leave her at Bailey's wedding. However, how could she expect me to sit back and take this? No it is over I knew I should not have taken her back after Africa that she would destroy me. She was the one person
who knew she could. Decision made, I contacted my attorney to draw up the divorce papers; I told him what I wanted out of the divorce just my trust fund back, and full custody of Sofia. He informed me the paper work was never completed for Sofia adoptions so there is no custody to battle. We never filed them. I asked if he could draw up papers, over visitation and, to sell my share of the hospital and will contact him with the name to send the papers too.

I placed a call to Christina in private and offered to sell my share of the hospital to her and she accepted. Christina assured me she would keep it confidential until the
board meeting. I contacted a real estate agent to sell marks place.

Arizona came home, on day three and I have already put my plan into action. Things were very awkward between us. We just looked at each other with tears in our eyes. I offered her keys to Mark's place and stated, "Mark's place or a hotel, your choice". Sarcastically and hatefully added, and you are not allowed to have Boswell at Marks! "The hotel might be better so you can have Boswell over!" "Please" Arizona said, "I don't want her I love only you, and will only love only you, she was a
mistake Callie I don't know what happened please let's talk." I looked at her as if she was crazy and said, "Either take the keys to Mark's or go to the hotel now. Your choice, but now I cannot even look at you. Arizona decided to stay at Mark's. After she gathers some of the her clothes, I informed her to get her stuff out while I was at work. Please leave your house key when your finished.

Then I decided to call Addie. Addie was beside herself with what had happen. I filled her in on everything that I thought I was going to do, and she stated she would support me in whatever I chose. She offered me to go there and live and said she could ask around for a job. However, I knew I could not do that. Sofia and I needed a complete fresh start.

With Addie help, she said there was an opening up at Boston general that I should look at. I was only and attending at Seattle Grace but with my experience from there and the cartilage research, I should apply there for Department Head of Ortho. So I did, and when Arizona had Sofia for the weekend, I flew to Boston for the
interview and I have accepted the position as Department Head Of Ortho When I got home from Boston, I informed Arizona that I would be moving and Sofia will be going with me.

Now that I have everything in order I was ready to schedule the board meeting.

I spoke with Arizona's parents and requested they come here, because shortly Arizona would need them. I let them know I could not explain everything that I would let their daughter do that. I asked that they do not let on to Arizona of their arrival. I let them know they would be able to stay at the apartment there was no need for a hotel. Since their arrival would be just in time to attend the Board meeting.

So I went to work for the next two weeks like usual. I didn't' speak with anyone, did my job, ate
lunch in my office, and took care of Sofia.

The time has come for the emergency board meeting that I called. I walked in and saw everyone seated as I felt all eyes on me. I started with," I would like to invite a few people into our meeting does anyone object?" No one said a word. "Therefore, I called for Boswell to come with Arizona's parents."

I pulled the chair out for Boswell to sit next to Dr. Robbins. I show Colonel and Barb to their seats across from Arizona and Boswell. "Now that I have everyone attention" I started "I have some things to discuss, and then I will be out of your hair. You know things can change on a dime or in this case a plane crash and an on-call room. My wife has informed me that since I was not on the plane and did not lose anything that I had no business being on the hospital board.

After thinking this through, here is my resignation from the board, as well as my job. I have sold my shares to Christina." Everyone looked to Christina to confirm and she nods her head yes. "Since I feel, I can no longer hold my head high in this hospital I will be leaving with Sofia.

Dr. Robbins this is for you to sign and mail in the self-addressed envelope to my attorney. Due to your infidelity with Dr. Boswell I can no longer be married to a cheater and work here with you. When you threatened to cut off my leg to even the score I knew! I knew we were over" all that could be heard was gasps, as Arizona looked shocked that I would let our dirty laundry air out here in front of our friends and family.

The tears started to fall, no matter how hard I tried for them not too; I took off my wedding band and slide it over to Dr. Robbins and then ripped the heart necklace off and dropped it. I continued, "As for you Dr. Boswell, she is all yours. Colonel and Mrs. Robbins I am sorry you are finding out this way. There was no easy way to tell you since Dr. Robbins cannot be honest with anyone including herself." I walked over to the stunned Colonel and his wife telling them I was sorry again, as for the rest of the board not one word came out of their mouths.

Derek, said Callie where are you going? You belong here. Christina why didn't you turn her down on buying her shares. Torres belongs here with us. Look I am sorry as Christina looked at Owen on what she was going to say. I understand better than anyone on how it feels to be cheated on and well lets say this has happened twice to Torres and as here friend and the godmother of her Sofia I will be there for her.

Christina looked at Arizona said how could you! How could you break up your family? Torres loved you more and that anything. She made the hardest call of her life Arizona telling Alex to amputate your leg while she was in the middle of Derek surgery. I stood there and looked between Christina and Arizona then Christina looked at me and said if you every want to buy back your share you let me know Torres. Christina went to get up and leave and turned around and looked at Lauren and said, you disgust me!

I opened the door and started to walk out when I heard her crying and Arizona started yelling "Calliope you cannot leave." I stopped and said," oh, but I can you see, I have put your support system in place. You have your entire plane crash friends and your fuck buddy or girlfriend along with your parents. What did you say to me when you left me in the airport for Africa you stay here and be happy and I will go and be happy?

Oh yes and Dr. Boswell congratulations on destroying a family. You knew she is married and had a daughter and you chose not to care and chased her knowing the trauma she has been through. You should be happy I did all the dirty work and you got to reap the awards! I hope you get the job Boswell, I am sure Dr. Robbins will love the on-call room! Again congratulations!"

With that I left and picked up Sofia, said a few good-byes, and headed for Seattle international for a flight to Boston.