Chapter 1

I sigh, walking to my next class with my annoying brother hot on my tail.

"What the fuck do you want?" I snap at my brother, Feliciano.

"Ve~ I have the same class as you!" He shouts excitedly.

Well hi? I'm Lovino Romano Vargas. I'm from Rome, Italy. I came to the U.S with my nonno and fratello Feliciano. You see, we moved to the U.S after a tragic loss of my nonna. I think I was the most affected because I saw it happen.

I should've done something, dammit!

"Lovino, I'm taking your brother out. Watch nonna. Make sure she doesn't hurt herself."

"Okay" I said bored

"Ciao" he said and walked out the door with my sleeping brother.

After a while, I went upstairs to check on my nonna, and screamed when I walked in her room.

"NO. STOP!"

And she was gone.

After that I went to therapy and I'll admit, it helped a bit. But I would never get over it completely.

"Lovi! Lovi? Vee!~ Lovi!" Feliciano says, waving his hand in front of my face.

"W-What?"

"Spacing out again?" He looks at me with concern in his eyes. Fuck, I can't make him worry!

"I'm fine, d-dammit."

"Please Lovi, tell me if you aren't okay. We'll get you back on meds."

"Fuck no. Feli, I'm fine! Stop worrying about me!" I shout in his face but regret it soon after.

Feliciano surprisingly forgives me. I don't know why. I guess he knows that I am bad and need time; and that I don't mean what I say half the time.

"Okay Lovi"

I'm going to have to say, lunch is the worst. Feliciano ditches me for his fucking boyfriend. Yeah, you heard me, boyfriend. Feliciano is surrounded by people all the time and has tons of friends, unlike me of course. Why don't I have friends? Fuck, my social skills are so bad. They used to be really good but after nonna... everything changed. So I sit down by myself at a table and eat my food. Wishing that I had a friend. Someone who listened to me. Someone who is as fucked up as me. Maybe tomorrow will be a change.

"Maybe I'll make a friend tomorrow"

authors note- Hi guys! How's this story so far? Don't worry, Antonio and the others will be coming into this story soon! :)