It's not nice being put into another world just when you got rid of your own, what did I ever do to deserve this mayhem?

But right now, that's not what I should be worrying about, I need to take care of myself in this new world.

The feeling of bright lights shine all around my body, I smell blood, pity, sadness and despair.

It was absolutely horrible, birth that is. It was like trying to get out of a hole or something, maybe even a really tight shirt… Hell, I can't breath!

Wait, what is a shirt…

Wait, is there no light in here or something? I… I can't see… Hell! I can't see! Help!

Everything went from okay to I-CAN'T-BREATH and I-CAN'T-SEE.


Then there was nothing.


Well I guess if one thing's sure, is that birth is absolutely horrible I hate it don't do it again.

Okay, calm the hell down… Just because you're blind doesn't mean you can't do stuff! Damn it! I can't! I just need to bloody kill something!

I didn't even know where I was, it felt uncomfortable, there was some kind of padding at the bottom and four walls, up, down, left and right. I couldn't even budge anything, nothing at all, I couldn't do anything too. It was just boring… My head was in a really awkward position, it was slightly crooked to the left and apparently my head wouldn't move, it was too heavy, it felt horrible.

Alright, now time to question my sanity and existence. Might as well make a checklist or something. Find out why I can't see, make sure I'm actually alive -well I can feel pain, ok screw that-, where am I, what am I supposed to be doing because I have no idea what to do and how.

Welp… Might as well start on the basics…

I was born on the 18 of January with the inability to see, remember or understand what people around me are saying. Well I guess I can barely remember anything, I remember my death as clearly as… Um, I'm not sure what to put there.

Well there were some people who came and went sometime ago, it sounded like Japanese though, oh yeah, I remember I wanted to learn Japanese before, never got the chance.


I woke up again, I must've entered a dream. I was in a silent room with a weird sound coming at me from all sides, it sounded like, like a fire... A small one, nothing bigger than a candle. Wait, what the hell am I talking about.

Welp, at least I'm not in that old thing, the bedding felt nice here.

I heard a soft woman's voice talking to a man, well it sounded like a man. The woman's voice was unfamiliar but old and nice?I recognized the man from somewhere, maybe, maybe I do.

The man spoke up, clearing the eerie silence that had engulfed the room,"ミトさん。あなたは確かに九尾封印盲目的赤ちゃん赤ですか?"

What are they talking about… Wait…

Mito… I heard Mito…

I remember it from somewhere…

Why can't I just remember things? Or am I just that unlucky.

Damn it! Where have I heard Mito from!

I wanted to hit something, I needed to empty my anger somewhere. I began to move around, swinging to one side, then to the other.

I must've caused a large rucus since now I could hear something coming towards me, the footsteps were silent, barely audible. But I knew something, someone was coming towards me.

One step at the time, I heard someone come over, the person reached a hand and wrapped it around my head while the other went and lifted my torso up. Their hands felt… Felt so warm and… And old, maybe even caring?

She brought me towards their chest, so dearly, so dearly, she held me so dearly, like I was her own. I could feel the heat of her breath as she whispered into my ear, "すみなせん。すみませんです...すみません、すみません、すみませんです..."

I still don't understand anything, but I… I kinda, kinda like those words, they felt kind and warm. I loved it, I love the way she held me, it was nice… Like a once in a lifetime experience… I wish, I wish I had that kind of person everyday, like a mom.

But something felt wrong, it sounded like she was sad. I don't want her to be sad… She seemed so kind…

I reached out towards the sound and grabbed the first thing I touched, it was a thing. I don't know what it is. I felt a pause in the air, then giggles appeared, she put me down, "

私はもうこれを必要としませんが、あなたはそうします。私はあなたがネックレスの力を使う必要がある時間がないことを願っています。"

I felt something go around the back of my neck, it was light, not heavy at all. I don't even know what it is…

I faced my head towards what I thought was Mito. She smiled, I'm not sure how I knew that but I just knew.


Then there was nothing.


A/N: Please help me get better! I would enjoy a comment on your view of the story, don't worry, even if you say it's complete shit also write things I could improve on!

(P.S. I don't know Japanese so I just used google translate.)

-Aucis

Edit logs:

12/4/17: -Changed speech to Japanese
-Added more detail