AN: Hey guys! These are just some small pieces of stuff I've come up for some of my Resident Evil OC's so they're probably crap but I enjoy it. If you like them let me know? If not that's okay. Just me being a doofus xD

Lost My Mind
Kiara

To my right was my gun, and to my left- well...that's another story. I don't even think I knew her name you know? It was just done and over with quickly but the realization hit me harder than before. I've done this before and yes I've thought about it before but what makes this so different? What makes this that much different than the other bodies I've piled up? I don't understand it.

I look at my hands and I can see the blood dripping down to the floor. The blood I managed to get on my hands when I rushed to her and pressed my hands to her neck to stop the bleeding even though I knew better. My own sister is medic and I knew damn well that without mediate medical attention, she'd die and I just-

"Blood..." My eyes widened as I stepped back hitting the wall behind me and slid down against it to the floor.

She wasn't even human anymore! Hell she still tried to rip my goddamned throat out as I tried to save her. I numbed myself right before that shot too- I just don't know what the hell made me snap out of it. That's a lie I do too. I know what made it so different for me and it shouldn't have but it did.

Valley, Vallerie Jays is what made it different. I shot her mother and she- she called out to her snapping me back to reality. She wasn't human though! She was another infected that's all but at the same time she was this girls mother. This girl that I looked after for two years and this girl that I treated like my own.

"Blood..." All I could do was bring up a knee to my chest and wrap my arms around it as I laid my head on my knee trying to keep calm.

Valley begged and begged me to save her and I couldn't. She asked me why and I couldn't answer her because my answer was uncalled for. I had to pick her up and throw her over my shoulder to the chopper as she fought to get loose and go back telling me that she swore she saw them breathe and that they could be saved if we only went back. Even as she hugged me for comfort I could tell there was no denying that she blamed me for it and rightfully so.

"Shit," I told myself as I laid my head back against the cool wall and didn't even try to stop the tears. I'd done that enough for a lifetime. "Shit," I swore again hitting my head lightly against the wall. "Shit." This time I hit my head a little harder. I went on like this for awhile until I hit my head against the wall too loudly and Greg ran up the stairs.

He stopped dead in his tracks with a mixed expression of relief that I was okay but something sympathetic as well. He pulled the sleeves of his shirt down and walked to me calmly. He is a calm man so it didn't surprise me that his tactic of remaining calm and reassuring to me usually helped. He knelt down in front of me and put a hand on my neck keeping his firm strong so I couldn't do as I did before again.

"My love," He began, "Please do not do that." When I nodded his hand slipped to my cheek and rubbed the tears away. "That is no-"

"I know that," I told him with a sad tone. "I know." I moved to sit up better against the wall and he removed his hand. I wish he didn't. I enjoy his soft touch.

"What were you doing it for then?" He tried to his Russian accent which, usually, amused me but I paid no attention to that.

"I killed them." He looked confused for the most part. "I didn't reach her father in time and a hunter- but her mother. Her mother was infected and she was going to kill her own child. Without a second though Jasemine! Without a second thought I pulled my gun out, aimed, and then bam she was on the ground bleeding out. Valley told me no, but I did it anyways I-"

"Hey," He took one of my hands in his and told me sternly, "It is not your fault. The man you could not save alright? and her mother was already gone before you-"

"That's just it! Maybe I could-"

"Listen to me, NO decent parent would ever want themselves or their bodies to kill their own child. You did her an honor by keeping that one nightmare from happening." He moved to sit next to me. "When I look at those two girls downstairs, when I look at - daughters even if I am not their biological father I see our girls and I would surely rather die than ever let myself harm one hair on their heads. They are so deeply precious to us that I know you feel as I do and that you would expect me to stop you in anyways possible even if it means shooting you to keep you from hurting them."

God he was right. I had made him promise me that if something were to happen to us and we no longer became as human as we were and that if we ever turned we'd kill one another before the girls got hurt. I know he doesn't like the thought of that but after what I saw the T-Virus do I could never stand turning on them or him like I had seen so many mindless creatures do to their loved ones. He's never seen the T-Virus infectee's thank god, but I have.

I looked up at him and he took my hand again enlacing our fingers together before kissing my forehead.

"I love you." I reminded him as I ran my finger across his palm.

"I love you as well." I laid my head against his shoulder and sniffled. "I still cannot believe you would love someone as weak as me." I gave him a look. "Well I still can't managed to beat you at uh- arm uh..thing and you are the one whom managed to not only save me far too many times when we met but also taught me a very important lesson."

"What would that be Mr. Kramen?" I asked as I ran a hand through his dark hair.

"That my dear GenovLust would be that women are dangerous and not to be trifled with in bad ways at any cost or you might loose more than an arm." I shook my head and put it back in its previous place. "You are a very strong woman and mother. I know that you do not need me to succeed in life so you accepting me into your life means everything to me." He was sincere.

Before I could say another word or ask him anything the usual yelling was heard coming from the living room. He kissed me quickly before running to check it out for himself. I could tell it was..pleasant as I heard him swear in his native language and what heard like break up a fight. That was my cue to check it out.