Secrets
It's funny sometimes that I am the one keeping the secret. It is humorous to think that I know more about what it is that Inuyasha feels than any other in the world. The demons had almost died out long before my time. But somewhere maybe 200years back something happened. A last remaining dog hanyou mated with a dog, an animal, a creature with instincts and no soul.
Months later the hanyou died. On that very same eve the killer of the hanyou killed the heavily pregnant bitch. She was in labor at the time and as the very nature of the demonic power the pup that she carried lived. However the pup was born in death and only had half his soul he had the demonic ability to change forms and to be immortal, he had the human's ability to reason and to look towards the future and understand what consequences were, and from his dog heritage he got a lust to hunt and a loyalty to "Pack".
And so with his flawed genes he hunted the humans and animals alike, as both were only food for appetite. He once hunted a miko a woman with week purifying powers and by chance she got away with only a bite that was covered in the blood of both. Not to long after she became one of his first pack members.
I at the age of two was given the gift, or curse, of being chosen by the pack as a werewolf. Something was different about me. I was not changed as they were, no I retained my sanity no matter which form I took, I had the ability to take different parts of my transformation and keep them in my human form. And most of all, the keen eye sight that all were-wolves gained after they transformed was not limited to shades of gray, I saw in the eyes of color.
When I was 14 I decided that I did not wish to reside in the pack. And so with my superiority I was allowed leave, as the leader of the pack new that had I stayed for only one more year I would have been old enough to take over the pack. It is funny that there are no such things as vampires they are told of in the same way as were-wolves with the same kind of fear and benevolence.
And it seems that as the shard hunt continues I am becoming more and more hard pressed to keep my secret from the ones I love. It is harder to hide the fact that I am a 100 year old were-wolf and at the age of mating. It is hard to fight my instincts, instincts to mate and the instinct to be loyal, to tell my secret. Is it right to keep this from them? No, but the fear of rejection and the fear of being damned in the eyes of my adopted pup and chosen family is something I can't risk.
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Tell me people if you think this is worth going through with. The eventual pairing will be Inu/Kag!
It's funny sometimes that I am the one keeping the secret. It is humorous to think that I know more about what it is that Inuyasha feels than any other in the world. The demons had almost died out long before my time. But somewhere maybe 200years back something happened. A last remaining dog hanyou mated with a dog, an animal, a creature with instincts and no soul.
Months later the hanyou died. On that very same eve the killer of the hanyou killed the heavily pregnant bitch. She was in labor at the time and as the very nature of the demonic power the pup that she carried lived. However the pup was born in death and only had half his soul he had the demonic ability to change forms and to be immortal, he had the human's ability to reason and to look towards the future and understand what consequences were, and from his dog heritage he got a lust to hunt and a loyalty to "Pack".
And so with his flawed genes he hunted the humans and animals alike, as both were only food for appetite. He once hunted a miko a woman with week purifying powers and by chance she got away with only a bite that was covered in the blood of both. Not to long after she became one of his first pack members.
I at the age of two was given the gift, or curse, of being chosen by the pack as a werewolf. Something was different about me. I was not changed as they were, no I retained my sanity no matter which form I took, I had the ability to take different parts of my transformation and keep them in my human form. And most of all, the keen eye sight that all were-wolves gained after they transformed was not limited to shades of gray, I saw in the eyes of color.
When I was 14 I decided that I did not wish to reside in the pack. And so with my superiority I was allowed leave, as the leader of the pack new that had I stayed for only one more year I would have been old enough to take over the pack. It is funny that there are no such things as vampires they are told of in the same way as were-wolves with the same kind of fear and benevolence.
And it seems that as the shard hunt continues I am becoming more and more hard pressed to keep my secret from the ones I love. It is harder to hide the fact that I am a 100 year old were-wolf and at the age of mating. It is hard to fight my instincts, instincts to mate and the instinct to be loyal, to tell my secret. Is it right to keep this from them? No, but the fear of rejection and the fear of being damned in the eyes of my adopted pup and chosen family is something I can't risk.
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Tell me people if you think this is worth going through with. The eventual pairing will be Inu/Kag!