My dad had called me and told me that I need to come home. Bella was a mess and she needed me. So I packed my bags and came home. I cringed at the thought of returning home because I haven't been home since Viola died. That was over 2 years ago I graduated high school earlier at 17 and I ran out of there as soon as a college accepted. I was majoring in Psychology and my dad needed me to get through to my younger sister. Truth be told I don't thing I can help here I remember when Viola died I was like a empty shell and I did stupid things before I got my life together. Tears gathered in my eyes and I wiped them away. My plane landed and I grabbed my bags. My dad ran over to me and hugged me.

"Amaranth thanks you for coming I know it's hard since Viola died." My dad said quietly and my heart broke all over again. I shook my head and sighed.

"What's wrong with Bella?" I asked in a carefully tone and my dad ignored me. He walked to his cruiser and loaded my stuff up. "Dad what's wrong with Bella?" I asked again getting annoyed and he sighed.

"Bella had her boyfriend leave her and she fell into depression. She was happy but now she is sad again." My dad said and I got wide eyed. I partially ran out of the car and up the stairs.

BELLA!?" I screamed and no answer. Oh god no not here. I begged and ran up the stairs my feet pounding behind me. I saw the bathroom door open and I flashback hit me.

Flashback

Viola had skipped school today and I brought her homework home for her. After she saw them together she was shattered and I didn't blame her so was I. Hot salty tears threatened to fall down my eyes and I blinked them away. I neared her house and I just walked in we did that a lot we grew up together like so many others have. I dropped my backpack and looked around the room something was off.

"Viola? " I asked and ran to her room. She wasn't there and panic started. I saw her bathroom light on and I ran to it. I slammed it opened and I screamed. Their on the floor was Viola with blood pouring from her wrist and ran to her. "Viola hold on." I screamed and I ripped my shirt. I wrapped it around her wrist and her bloody hands were placed on my face.

"Amaranth doesn't. I can't stay here any longer." Viola said sadly and I looked at her like she crazy.

"Don't talk stupid." I said in a panic and she gave me a week smile.

"Amara I love you like a sister. Good bye take care." Viola muttered and her hand fell to her side.

"VIOLA!" I screamed and shook her. "VIOLA PLEASE! COME ON I NEED YOU!" I said sobbing and pulled her close to me. I cried for what seemed like hours and I was pulled away from her by the dick that caused it. I rammed my fist into his chest. "You did it!" I screamed and cried more letting my body shake from the sobs. "Please no. OH GOD NO!" I screamed and collapsed. He just held me as I cried.

End of flashback

I slammed the door and sighed when I saw no one in there. I ran to her room and smiled when I was her come out of her closet.

"AMARA!" She screamed and flung herself at me. I sighed and snatched my baby sister up. She cried and hugged her close to me. I shhed her and I smoothed out her hair. She clung to my shirt and I laid my head on top of hers. "Why…why….why are mean idiots?" she asked me and I choked back a laugh.

"Hey how about we go for a walk?" I asked her and her dull eyes seemed to sparkle a bit as she nodded.

"Wanna show you something." She said happily and she grabbed my arm as she pulled me out the door. We were walking in the woods and my sister would trip. I would catch her and steady her. We came to an extremely beautiful meadow and Bella was looking around. A guy then emerged from behind trees and he looked creepy. I pushed Bella behind me and the guy raised eye brow.

"Who might this be Bella? She makes my mouth water." He said and I glared hatefully.

"Come here her you will fucking regret it. Bella run!" I said and she went to run. I saw the moves he was going to make and I was infront of her. I grabbed his wrist and flung me in the air. He collided with a tree and had a look of shock on his face. I shrugged I had a secret that was best keep that a secret and he lunged for Bella again I was infront of him. He grabbed me around my neck and hoisted me in the air.

"I don't like bitches interfering in our plans. Victoria wants her dead but I will fast and clean so she won't feel a thing." He snarled and he threw off to the side. I twisted my body so I landed on my feet. Shit he is stronger then and I forbid myself to ever use that ever. I hissed in my head and just like the wolves came out of the woods.

"BELLA!" I screamed and ran to her. I jumped over the guy and landed perfectly infront of Bella. I pushed her behind me and got into a fight position. Oh yes I can totally win against them. I thought and I rolled my eyes. Funny thing is they chased they creeper not us and I pulled Bella over onto my shoulder not giving the wolves a second glance. I ran as fast as my legs would take allow and I collapsed onto our lawn. "I don't wanna know." I said as I walked into the house leaving a confused Bella.

Next morning Bella woke me up and begged me to go with her to Jakes. I sighed but nodded I put on my mini skirt that has three layers of ruffles, my pink low cut belly shirt and my 3 inch heels. I put up my wavy chestnut hair in a bun that could make it curly later and did late make up that made my sky blue eyes shine. I grabbed my favorite leather jacket and walked down the stairs. My sister nearly feels over and I shrugged. Dad had left a note saying my old car I had fixed up with them was under the cover. It wasn't been messed with since I left but he made sure it worked and grabbed the keys.

"We are taking my car." I said and Bella looked confused but I sighed. I went and uncovered my car and she gasped. I had gotten a brand new truck and we fixed it up. It was built for muddy but all together it was kick ass. I got in it and plunged my IPod and the song heartless came on. I had to choke back a laugh and Bella told me Jake lived at La Push I gripped the stirring wheel. I swallowed the lump in my throat and nodded. I backed out of the drive way and began the long drive to LA Push or it seemed long to me because I really didn't wanna go there.

We arrived and Bella jumped out of the truck. She ran inside and I saw Sam. He emerged from the trees with three other guys who I hated with a passion. I saw Bella make her way to them and I growled. I ran over to her making my heels sink in the ground as I ran through the blood grass and I made it as she did.

"What did you do?" She screamed and I pushed her behind me. All eyes were on me the one I didn't looked me up and down. He meets my eyes and I glared hatefully at him.

"Bella….go back to the truck." I said sternly and she flinched but growled at me. I turned around to face her and glared. "Don't growl at me missy." I said letting my voice raise a bit and she whimpered but looked like she was going to turn back/

"Amara…." Sam choked out and I turned around. I glared hatefully and I would always hate them.

"Sam fuck off its Amaranth to traitors like you." I said angrily and Sam looked sad.

"Come Amaranth we didn't do it on purpose we had no control over it." Jared said sadly and was looking at his feet.

"Jared you're a real sick fucking bastard you know that?" I said angrily and wanted so bad to hit him.

"Amara please it's time to forgive us." Paul said and it was like a knife in my heart.

"FUCK YOU PAUL I TRUSTED YOU MOST AND YOU BROKE IT YOU SICK BASTARD!" I screamed and Bella turned around. She ran and was shaking with anger.

"So you that bastard Paul who hurt my sister you stupid no good bastard!" My sister screamed and smacked him hard.

"Bella Amara get back." Sam said slowly and I grabbed Bella I shoved her behind me. Where Paul stood there was a huge giant beast and backed away from it's slowly. I heard Bella grab my arm which caused me to trip.

"BELLA!" A guy screamed and I was just staring at Paul in shock also a little bit of fear.

"JAKE RUN!" Bella screamed and a guy jumped over me but he formed into a wolf. They began to fight.

"Take Bella and Amaranth back to Emily's." Sam said and shot me a pity look before he took off running into the woods.

Jared joked over to me and he bent down to help me up. I smacked his hand away not wanting him to touch me and I stood up. I glared hatefully at him and I swallowed my fear. We walked over to my truck and Jared gasped.

"You still have this old thing?" Jared said shocked and I rolled my eyes. God he is still an idiot. I thought bitterly and I jumped in the driver's seat. They told me where to turn and I jumped out. I was here to protect my sister and that's all. I followed her into the house and stood by her in a protective stance which everyone noticed.

"So you're the vampire girl." The girl Emily said to Bella which caused me to raise my eye brow.

"So you're the wolf girl." Bella said and I rolled my eyes god kids these days so disrespectful. Just like that Sam walked in followed by Paul and Bella's boy toy. I turned over to glare at him and when our eyes meet he looked at me like was the most important thing to him. I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms. I leaned up against the railing that most of lend up stairs.

"Can I go?" I asked bitterly and they looked at me in shock. "Look I don't give a flying fuck what's going on around here. I only came back for my sisters safety I don't trust you fuckers." I said hatefully and I hear a growl. I looked over at Paul. "Don't growl at me Cujo or you will get fixed." I said evilly and he got wide eyed. Everyone else laughed and some cleared their throat.

"So Amara can we talk." Jared asked me and I glared hatefully at him. It was like an invisible force smacked me upside the head. I sighed and nodded.

"Lead the way Fido." I said bored and he rolled his eyes. He led me outside to a tree stump and I sat down.

"Look Amara despite what you think I did love Viola but I had no choice I phased into this beast. We didn't want to hurt you guys and it broke us up to know we couldn't tell you. The reason you saw me with Kim is because I imprinted on her. It's like you find the other part of your soul and I couldn't say no to her or be away from her. Before I could explain anything that happened and then she killed herself." Jared said crying and his placed his head in his hands. "Believe I never wanted Viola to die….i am so sorry Amar. God Viola I came so sorry." Jared said sobbing and the invisible force shoved me again. Tears feel down my face and I hugged Jared.

"I know…..she…..she…she would want us happy." I said sobbing and I felt arms around us their stood Paul and Sam. We all just sat their crying about Viola, our friendship and everything else.