AN: This story starts at the kissing scene with Bella and Edward. What is Bella hiding? Will it affect her relationship with Edward? Read and review.

Chapter One 'To Far'

Bella was on the phone with her mother trying to avoid the conversation about Edward. She knew her mom would drive her crazy about him. Then she heard a large thump. She turned around to see that he was there in her room. Edward eyes went wide but then he just smiled over at her. "Mom I got to call you back," Bella said hanging up the phone and tossing it down.

"Hello," Edward said sitting down on the bed as she came over to him.

"How did you get in here?" Bella asked causing him to smile.

"The window," Edward said in a soft voice and she arched her eyebrow.

"Do you do that a lot?" Bella asked causing him to look down biting his lip for once.

"Just for the past couple of months," Edward said causing her to laugh. "I like watching you sleep it uh it fascinates me," he said causing her to shake her head.

"Glad I amuse you," Bella said causing him to laugh and touched her cheek.

"I always want to try one thing," Edward said. "Now be very still," he said coming forward and she held in her breath. "Breath Bella," he said as he got closer to her lips.

Edward kissed her gently as their foreheads rested against one another. Bella was kissed him again and he placed his hand on her waist. She moved forward deepening the kiss with him. Edward pulled her in his lap as she snaked her hands into her hair.

Bella then pulled away trying to take a breath and he pushed her back onto the bed. He kissed her with deep desire and ran his other hand up her leg. He pulled her into the sitting position and lifted her shirt over her head. Edward stopped to look down at her and felt the monster in him rising.

Bella went to pull him into another kiss and he went out the window. She looked up in shock and the felt hurt was over her. Did she do something wrong? Was she not a good kisser? She grabbed her shirt and pulled it back over her head before lying down with tears in her eyes.

Edward had walked into the house seeing Rosalie and Emmett curled up one the couch. "What happened man?" Emmett asked looking over at him.

"Nothing good," Edward said heading into Carlisle office as he did some paper work. "I went too far," he said looking down at the man that had been a father to him for years.

"What happened?" Carlisle asked causing Edward to look down.

"I kissed her," Edward said. "And then I was about to," he said looking down. "Sleep with her but I felt the monster in me come out," he said causing to run his hand through his hair.

"But it didn't," Carlisle said wanting to be sure.

"No but I left her," Edward said. "Oh my god," he said. "I can't believe I left her," he said causing his father to grip his shoulders.

"You had to son," Carlisle said. "Now go hunting," he said. "You must be ready for school," he said in a firm voice. "You can talk with her tomorrow," he said. "I am sure she will understand once you explain the situation to her," he said causing him to nod.

"Thank you Carlisle," Edward said heading out of the room and into the woods. Bella had walked into school that next morning still thinking about the night before.

Bella had just come to school to get some of her work before heading to Florida. She figured a weekend away from Edward would clear her mind. Besides her mom needed help unpacking and it was her 40th birthday. She was kind of in a panic about her youth. But the truth was she had been hiding a big secret from Edward and from his family. "Bella," a voice said causing her to turn.

"Edward," Bella said not even looking at him.

"Please look at me," Edward said grabbing onto her hand. "Please talk to me," he said. "I am so sorry I left you so exposed like that," he said causing her to laugh.

"I was in my house," Bella said causing him to pull her closer.

"You know what I mean," Edward said touching her face. "Its just wasn't safe," he said causing her to look down and he lifted her chin. "What's wrong?" He asked.

"If...," Bella trailed of. "If you were afraid of getting me pregnant," she said. "I can't," she said causing him to arch his eyebrow.

"You can't what?" Edward asked causing her to sigh.

"I can't have kids," Bella said. "I am barren," she said shrugging her shoulders.

"Oh Bella," Edward said. "How?" He asked causing her to turn away. She hated lying to his face and couldn't look him in the eye.

"I had an accident," Bella said lying through her teeth. "Look," she said. "I think we need some time to think both of us," she said. "Last night was a lot for me and I am sure for you," she said.

"You are leaving me," Edward said with hurt in his eyes and she turned to him. She ran her hand along his face and smiled up at him.

"Only for the weekend," Bella said softly. "It's my mom's birthday," she said. "I want to be there for her when she hits the big 4-0," she said causing him to nod.

"I will miss you," Edward said causing her to smile.

"Its not like you won't hear my voice," Bella said smiling. "I'll call," she said. "Okay," she said with a smile on her face. "And you'll call," she said grabbing his other hand.

"Promise," Edward said with a smile on his face.

"Take good notes for me in Bio," Bella said. "I should get going," she said. "Want to walk me out?" She asked causing him to take her bag and her warm hand in his cold one.

Edward watched her pull out of the school and his family came behind him. "What happened?" Jasper asked softly. "She seems conflicted," he said.

"She is going to see her mother," Edward said. "Do something thinking," he said walking to class with the same expressions as he had before Bella had arrived.

"How could she do that to him?" Rosalie asked with anger in her voice.

"I am sure she had her reason," Alice said looking over at her.

"Right," Rosalie said heading into the school with Emmett following him.

"You've seen something," Jasper said causing her to look over at him. "I have known you long enough to know that look," he said causing her to sigh.

"She has to tell us on her own," Alice said softly. "She has to tell him on her own," she said.

"Okay," Jasper said kissing her cheek. "Let's go back inside," he said leading her away. Bella watched out the window of the airplane thinking for Edward that night.