Chapter 1 – 2 Years & Still Lost

Disclaimer: I Own Nothing.

Songs: Something About The Sunshine – Sterling Knight!, WYLMITE – Jonas Brothers

Notes: So I Had This Crazy Idea Of Writing A Part 2 For First Love. So Here It Is. First Love Part 2. If You Haven't Read First Love Then Read That First Because You'll Get Confused.

(Dani's POV)

Two years on. Nobody really understood why her. Nobody knew why Nate stayed when she ran off. Speaking of Nate, I hadn't seen him since her funeral. I still couldn't stop thinking about the last words I ever said to her.

-Flashback-

"He's useless. This always happens. And everytime you take him back. I've washed my hands of you two now. I'm out." yelled Vicky even louder.

"Fine. I don't need you anymore. We're over as friends" I shouted back at her.

-End Of Flashback-

I looked down and saw I'd dropped my plate. I was crying softly to myself. Next thing someone was wrapping their arms round me.

"It wasn't your fault." said this voice. I turned and saw Nate stood there. "Jason lent me his key. I..."

"No, it's fine. It's actually nice to see a friendly face." I smiled and made my way back to the kitchen. I never talked to Jason about it. Ashlyn was quiet about it as was Shane. But maybe Nate would be comfortable talking about it. Talking about Vicky.

"So, Urmm how you been?" Nate asked nervously.

"Great...I guess." I took a deep breath and sat down next to him. "Actually, I've been crap. Everything ever since that day hasn't been the same. No..."

"Yeah I know, nobody ever wants to talk about it." He finished my sentence for me. I started to tear up again. Over as friends. I shook my head a little. I couldn't stop it. No matter what I did, I couldn't forget them last words.

"You know Nate, you never did tell me why you never went after Vicky." I gently said. He sat there a few minutes before answering.

"I told her to go back and say sorry to you. We argued a bit. After that she told me to stay away from her." He croaked. He was tearing up as well. I wrapped my arms round him and held him.

What more could I do? Eventually I let go and made something else to eat seeing as I dropped my food earlier. "Dani? Can I play something?" I gave a small nod. "It was something I wrote just after what happened." He got out his guitar and started strumming a few notes.

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes.
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

"It's not great but it means a lot. I'm thinking of sending a demo off to a few places. I would love for it to be released by someone. Me, Jason and Shane added the music and things to it as well." I couldn't stop smiling. It was such a beautiful song.

(Jason's POV)

"Shane? Hurry the hell up. I'm picking Dani up in thirty minutes!" I yelled upstairs. We were all going out for a meal. Sometimes Shane was worse than a girl for getting ready. Ash had been ready for what? An hour? Or something like that. So far it had took Shane nearly 2 hours to get ready.

"SHANE!" I yelled one more time.

"I'm coming, I'm coming. Don't have a donkey on me" he laughed as he raced downstairs.

"Donkey? Oh real mature Shane." smirked Ash with a hint of sarcasm in her voice. Shane stuck his tongue out at her. "Oh that was mature Shane. Like seriously, because all people who are just about to..."

"Come on! We have to go. It's like a 45 minute drive to Dani's." I sighed at their childishness. Both hit me playfully in the chest as they walked past me. I couldn't help but laugh. They were so in sync.

About 10 minutes into the drive to Dani's I noticed something. "Shane? Are you mental?"

"Urmm No why?"

"Seatbelt!" I shouted and slammed my brakes on causing him to hit his head on the dashboard. He gave a small groan and put it on.

There's something about the sunshine baby.

I'm seeing you in a whole new light.

I heard Shane give a small laugh at the ringtone. I threw the phone to him and told him to answer.

(Phonecall. Shane – Normal. Hollywood Records – Bold)

"Helloooooo"

"Hello? May I speak to Jason please?"

"Sorry he's driving at the minute. Who's calling?"

"Hollywood Records." I was whispering 'Who is it?' Shane mouthed that it was Hollywood Records.

"He said, can he call you back asap?"

"Make it within the next two hours. No later. Thanks. Bye" With that Shane closed the phone. "HOLY CRAP! Hollywood Records? When? What?"

"Well it was a surprise. Remember that track me you and Nate had done just after what happened?" he shook his head a little. "You know that song Nate wrote? Well I sent a demo off." I heard Ashlyn give a small squeal in the back. I doubt she was listening properly. Probably had her earphones in or something.

"Dude! That's sooo awesome!" Shane couldn't help but smirk. I think he liked the thought of being a international rockstar.

We arrived at Dani's. Shane jumped right out the car and ran inside. "Jason sent a demo off to Hollywood Records. It was a song that Nate wrote." He quickly got out. I noticed Nate in the kitchen, Shane probably didn't see him.

I couldn't tell whether Nate was happy or not. But he slowly walked over to us.