Sooo yeah, I haven't uploaded anything in a while and I had this idea floating around in my head for a bit. Anyway, nothing to else to say other then hope you enjoy!

Ymir sighed as she rested her back against the hospital headboard. She looked around the room with a bored look, eyes slightly closed and mouth pressed in a thin line as she took in the silver and copper tinsels that were hung around the room, an average tree dressed in the corner with blinking lights and fake presents set out on the cabinet near the window, which had a Santa sticker facing outside.

She closed her eyes and wrinkled her nose as she felt an abrupt sharp pain in her abdomen, breathing in through clenched teeth slowly. After a few seconds, the pain subsided, only to come back again and this time, more painful.

She arched her back and breathed in through an open mouth, waiting for the pain to end. As much as she was tempted to press the button and ask the nurse for assistance, she thought that it might have been a stupid thing to do. After all, it was a minor pain, right? After about 2 minutes, she relaxed, wincing slightly.

She turned her tired eyes towards her phone that was vibrating on the cabinet near the bed, groaning when she saw Sasha's name as the caller ID and merely slumped down on her back, rubbing both her eyes with her hands before covering her face with them. Despite what some people thought of her, Sasha knew when to get serious and turn inspector. Some of the times, that benefited her but times like these, she really wished the brunette would just back of.

Ymir had decided that a couple of months ago, Sasha took it upon herself to find out what was wrong with her. She'd visit her house in the morning and they'd walk to school together, stay together during lessons and in their free time, go to the mall or stay at each other's house, all the while with Sasha pestering her and questioning her.

To be honest, Ymir didn't know what was wrong with her. She started feeling a bit down near June, and by October, she got worse. That was when Sasha started to investigate. And for the past few days, she had been in hospital, not bothering to respond to anyone who called or texted. She didn't have an excuse ready, what could she tell them? She didn't want to say that she was ill, Krista would be by her side not stop and while she didn't mind that, she knew that the others would find out about her health deteriorating little by little, and she couldn't stand being pitied by her friends...or upsetting them.

She turned her attention towards the door that opened, revealing a petite blonde (just inches taller than Krista) with a full fringe and then rest of her hair in a pony tail, dressed in a doctors uniform with a stethoscope hanging loosely around her neck a small smile on her face, clipboard in hand. Ymir gave a small smile before squeezing her eyes shut and taking in a sharp breath, sitting up to her previous position.

The blondes eyes widened as she gasped before rushing to Ymir's side,, resting her clipboard on the cabinet before pressing a hand to Ymir's head. She gave a confused look as Ymir pushed her hand away, before sighing and rolling her eyes as she reached for her clipboard.

"What's up Doc?" Ymir joked, now fully grinning at said Doctor. The pain had stopped faster than last time, thankfully. She kept grinning as she saw her roll her eyes again.

"How painful was it this time?" The blonde asked with a stoic face, raising her clipboard and pen, ready to write the answer down.

"...5" Ymir grin faltered, before perking up as she swung her legs out of bed and dangled them, eyes drooping towards the floor before looking at the doctor, raising an eyebrow as she saw her hesitate before frowning and writing something down, which didn't look like a simple number. She kept her eyebrow raised as she studied her companion. "Something wrong Gem?"

Gwen (the doctor), lowered her clip board slightly, hesitating as she looked at the floor for a few seconds. Ymir was going to ask again until Gwen finally raised her head and met Ymir's eyes. Ymir thought that Gwen was going to start crying by the look of her eyes which were watering slightly.

"Ymir...it...it isn't good..."

'Please be medication please be medication please be medication' Ymir raised an eyebrow as she clenched her jaw, trying to keep a stoic face. Hopefully, all she had to do was have a couple of tablets, minor surgery. Gwen had a tendency to over exaggerate and Ymir was hoping that this was one of those times.

35 MINS LATER

Ymir lay on her hospital bed with her hands behind her head, eyes closed and body relaxed. Gwen had left about 15 minutes ago, not willingly since she wanted to comfort Ymir but she was needed somewhere else, and Ymir was thankful for that. As soon as Gwen left, (in tears herself), Ymir started to push the cabinets over, rip the decorations of tree, kick her bed (which gave a sore toe) before punching the wall until her knuckles bled. After a while, she crawled back in bed and stayed there, trying to fall asleep. When she couldn't do that, she just laid in her previous position, trying to keep calm.

Well, she wasn't calm. Her mind was racing with emotions, thoughts, suggestions, none of them helpful. How was she going to tell the others? Should she even tell the others? How would they act? She groaned as her head slightly throbbed. If only she went to get treated earlier...well, that might not have helped either, like Gwen said; it could have been anything that might have made it worse.

'Damn genes' Ymir thought sourly, almost snarling before turning her attention to her vibrating phone.

Her phone vibrated once more, and after lifting her head to look at it, she narrowed her eyes before slammed her head back down, groaning as she grabbed her head.

-Ymir, are you alright? Ring me- Krista.

WITH KRISTA

Krista sighed as she tucked away her phone back in her jacket, already knowing that Ymir wouldn't respond. She hasn't been for the past days, why would she now? She just hoped that she was alright, and Ymir was just truanting, (even though she doesn't support her doing that).

She walked back to her two other friends, Mikasa and Annie who was parked on a bench, away from, well, everyone else. Thankfully, the gang decided to meet outside since it was their last day before the holidays, meaning that they could spend their break with each other instead of listening to Hanji going on about her fairy tales, a new habit she started a few months ago. She turned her head to the right to see Nanaba and Sasha walking towards her, both with snacks in their arms obviously most of them were Sasha's.

Krista walked towards them with a smile and caught a snack that managed to fall from Nanaba's arms, who grinned sheepishly at her. "Thanks. I'm not use to carrying this many snacks"

"It's all about practicing" Sasha claimed proudly, already munching on a Kit Kat while her other arm managed to hold the snacks. Nanaba groaned as she realized Sasha could have carried everything instead of her carrying half. She grinned as she dumped her half on Sasha, who quickly bit her Kit Kat and held it there with her teeth as she used both arms to carry the snacks .Nanaba picked out her share and spun Sasha around before lightly pushing her towards Mikasa and Annie, the latter looking at Nanaba with slightly narrowed eyes. Mikasa had never really held a conversation with Nanaba, and because of that, she was weary of the older girl. Her thoughts quickly changed when Sasha dropped her arms full of snacks onto the bench,, breathing out a breath before grinning at the two girls.

"Dig in!"

Krista giggled at Sasha before turning her attention to Nanaba who held out a snicker while chewing on one herself. She accepted with a nod and opened it before biting into it. How she was a sucker for nuts.

Nanaba swallowed and waited for Krista to do the same before asking her question. "Heard anything from Ymir?" She mumbled, already knowing the answer.

"...no..." Krista said softly, looking to the ground for a brief moment before turning her attention to Nanaba, whose eyes were narrowed as she stared at the naked trees, a snowman near it with a happy smile and some pencils sticking where the carrot should be.

"I'm gunna go take a visit to her house again" Nanaba said as she took another bit out of her snickers, this one larger than the last since she wasn't looking at how much she bit of, causing her to make a face and chew uncomfortably. Krista giggled at the sight before taking a bite out of hers, watching the snow glisten and a few people walk by.

"I think I'll come as well. And Sasha will" Krista said. Nanaba nodded before taking another bite. "...do you think she's alright?" Krista mumbled, lowering her snickers as she looked at Nanaba with concerned eyes. It was the first time that Ymir had gone without days contacting them. Normally it would be a message to one of them that she won't be coming in with a fake excuse and later that day they'll meet up, (with Ymir getting an earful from one of them).

Nanaba sighed, sounding slightly frustrated, though Krista knew it wasn't because of her, or she hoped. "...Ymir's Ymir" She simply said, still staring at the scene before her. Krista sighed, this not being the first time she heard that excuse. Nanaba closed her eyes for a few seconds before snapping them open with gasp, turning towards Krista. "Do you think Hanji knows?"

Krista gave her a confused look, one eyebrow up as she paused, before lowering her snickers and turning to Nanaba with the 'are you kidding me?' look. "Why would she know?"

Nanaba looked towards Sasha and gang before looking back at her. Sasha caught her glance and raised an eyebrow, now munching on a pack of crisp. She turned her attention to the two girls and Armin and Eren, who arrived about a minute ago. "What do you think there talking bout?" She asked as she shoved another handful of skips in her mouth.

Eren shrugged as he unwrapped a milky bar, before taking a bite and answering. "Periods?" He was met with a smack in the back of the head from both Mikasa and Annie, which caused him to cough loudly. Sasha turned her attention to the two girls.

Mikasa glanced at the two blondes before looking at Sasha. "My guess would be Ymir" Annie nodded while Eren continued to cough, though not as loudly.

Sasha looked to the two blondes before squinting suspiciously. She then grabbed another hand full of snacks and shoved them in her bag, leaving more than enough for the others. "Imma head over there and ask. See ya later!" She grinned as she waved to gang, all waving back, even Annie who gave a small wave.

She turned her attention to the two blondes who were now walking of...

Soo yeah, this was part one. The next chapter, I'm not sure when that'll be posted. Depends how well this chapter does, Anywhere, until next time!