Hii guys! So this is my very first fanfic on . I've got to say it is really hard to understand how this works but I think I know it now :3 English isn't my first language so sorry how grammar mistakes or something. This follows up right after S4 Final! thanks for reading!

~Pilar :3

Chapter 1. (Snow pov.)

The dagger clattered on the ground. She's gone. My daughter just disappeared into the dark smoke. Gone,just gone. Again. We lost her again. Hook walks up to the dagger and takes it from the ground. He stares at it and then looks up at us. I lay my face in my husband's shoulder. I don't want to see her name on the dagger. I can't.

"Who.. Who is gonna keep it?" Hook asks. I look up but I try not to look at the dagger. I look at Hook. He looks like he can burst into tears any moment. I never saw that look before in his eyes. He truly loves Emma then..

"Snow? David?" Regina asks and I look up at her "she is your daughter"

I swallow and look up at Charming. Charming looks sad but also brave.

"we take the dagger" Charming says and squeezes in my hand before taking over the dagger from Hook.

He looks at it and so do I. 'Emma Swan' I swallow and finally start to cry in Charming's arms.

. . . . . .

(Henry pov.)

I was sitting in my mom's house when she finally came in. I look up and smile at my mother. She looked sad and tired.

"hi mom, Rolland is in bed" I say and look up at Robin.

He smiles at me and nods.

"Henry, I've got to tell you something" mom says.

I frown and look up.

"What's wrong?" I ask her. She sighs and sits next to me while putting her arm around me.

"Emma sacrificed herself" mom says softly to me "the Darkness from Gold took me and Emma sacrificed herself for my happiness… Now she is the Dark One and she's gone, I'm so sorry"

My mom is The Dark One? Emma.. She's a villain now. Full of darkness.

"She is strong" I say and look up at my mother while nodding "she can handle the darkness, she will fight against it no matter what"

"Henry… I.."

"No mom, we are not gonna lose hope" I say to her "never. We are gonna find Merlin and gonna free her" my mom smiles at me and hugs me.

(Emma pov.)

"Okay, Emma.. You got this" I tell myself "just go to your car, get it without falling or being seen and drive away into the woods.. It's not that ha.. God damned.." I let myself fall on the ground in the alley and hold my head. That pain.. God..

"Emma?" A voice asks me. My head shots up and I see Lily standing before me. "Lily go away.." I mumble.

Come on Emma, show the dragon where she belongs.

"No.. Go away.." I say to myself.

"Emma you alright?" Lily asks me "your mother just left Granny's with Neal and David.. She looked devastated, she told that girl there what happened to you and I.. Heard it"

"Lily go away.. It's not safe to be here" I say to her and close my eyes so the pain goes away a little bit. It's feels like there is a fire burning into my chest.

"Emma I can help, just if you accept my help" Lily says to me and pulls out her hand.

"I said GO!" I shout and look up with anger in my eyes. She looks shocked and so do I now. "I'm sorry.. Lily just.." But she is already gone.

Well that went well.

I groan at the voice in my head.

"Go out of my head" I say and stand up when I don't feel the pain anymore. I look up at my car at the end of the street but then I see Ruby and Granny before their shop. They will see me..

No they won't, not if you use your new magic. You could let them forget, or even be faster then normal.

I shake the idea out of my head and walk to the other end of the alley towards the forest. Then I will walk. I won't give in to the darkness..

Then I will work harder Emma, trust me. You will dearie.

. . .OUAT.

I work up from the bright of the sun in my face. I sigh and sit up. Well at least I didn't wake up with pain. My hands flickers with light, just like I couldn't control my magic. But this light is different then my normal magic. This sort of looks dark red. Dark magic… I look around and I see I am still next to the big tree in the forest. I stand up. Let's get some food and coffee first.

How are you gonna do that princess? You didn't wanted them to see you now.

Ugh, the voice is still here. The pain got away but not the voice?!

"Maybe I can pay a visit to Regina.." I tell the voice.

Regina? That woman is the reason you have me, and you are going to her for coffee and food?

She.. Yes" I say to myself and start walking. I am walking into Regina's back garden. I saw that the backdoor was open. I walk towards the door and stand still in the doorway. Regina was making two sandwiches for herself so she didn't saw me. I look at my hands on the doorframe when I smelled smoke and I saw that my hands burned the doorframe.

"Shit!" I hiss and pull my hands back. There was now an black mark on the doorframe of my hand. I look up and see Regina looking at me.

"I'm sorry.. I didn't.." I start but sigh "this is useless" and walk away.

"Emma wait!" Regina yells behind me and I turn around "wanna have some coffee?" I smile and nod while I follow her inside.

"Sorry about the doorframe" I mumble.

Regina looks at it and rolls her eyes.

"That's okay" she says and makes some coffee for us. She gives me one sandwich and I take an bite of it.

Kill her now, with bare hands.

I shake my head a bit and take another bite. Regina stares at me like I am crazy and I just smile a bit at her. She gives me my coffee.

"So, how are you?" Regina asks me. I swallow away the bread.

"Okay, I guess" I say and take an sip of my coffee "you can't tell anyone I've been here, literally no one" but then Robin walks in. He stops when he sees me.

See? Now poof yourself away.

My hands start to burn again and I back away.

"Emma it's alright, it's just Robin" Regina says and grabs my arm.

Go away now!

"Don't go, I mean no harm" Robin says.

He will harm you if you stay, now go Emma!

"I don't know what to do" I whisper to myself.

"What? Emma you can stay here, we can talk" Regina says to me.

She is gonna tell your parents, she's the evil queen.

"No she isn't" I protest.

"Emma with who are you talking?" Regina asks me.

Go away now, maybe then she won't tell your parents!

I nod, the voice is true. I have to leave.

"I need to go" I say and start walking away.

"No Emma!" Regina says and hold me back to her "I can help"

She won't help, poof yourself away now!

And I did. I close my eyes and disappear.

(Regina pov.)

"She was talking to herself" I say and Robin puts his arm around me "she was relaxes until you came, we have to tell the Charming's"

(Emma pov.)

Okay that wasn't a great idea...

Seriously?

"shut up, please" I say while I walk into the woods again.

You've used magic, Emma. Dark Magic, how did it feel?

I swallow and ignore the voice.

Come on, answer me.

I shake my head but then I feel an sting into my head. I groan and fall on my knees of the pain.

"stop it!" I scream.

Answer me, Dearie.

"it felt good okay?!" I scream out "it felt amazing"

Good, very good.

The pain slowly goes away and I strike my hair out of my face. What I said is true. It felt like I could do anything I every wanted. But it's not right. I will never use magic again.

You will, I promise.

I just walk further to the spot where I've been sleeping tonight and sit against the tree. I take my phone out and read the messages.

Killian: Love please come back to us, we can help you

No, you can't Killian.. Sorry... I skip all the other messages because it is a LOT! Really a lot. I go to my father's chat and see he sended one message.

David: Remember that we love you no matter what, Emma.

I smile, typically David. Then I go to my mother's chat.

Mary Margaret: Darling are you safe?

She's online, and she is sending an text.

Mary Margaret: please answer me, Emma.

Should I?

No, let her suffer.

Me: Hey mom, I'm just fine. Just need some time.

My mom immediately starts typing.

Mary Margaret: Sweetheart you can come home, we can help you. We miss you.

Me: I need this mom, I'm fine trust me. I miss you too.

Then I pull away my phone.

You lied to her, you aren't fine. You are broken, lost.

"I am not broken or lost" I say.

You are, but you just don't realize right now.

"what do you mean?" I ask.

You are interested now?

"I just wanna know what you mean" I say.

I mean that if you would give in the Darkness, you will be able to see things how they really are.

I roll my eyes and shake my head.

I will turn you over Emma, no matter what.