Forever By krys lilly 11-27-11
disclaimer: any charecters used belong to stephanie myers
Chapter 1 Leahprov:
"mommy, mommy,wake up,wake up mommy!" i heard. I opened my eyes and they were met with sunlight and brown ringlets.
"goodmorning to you to sweetie pie. What do you want to do today?" i asked her. She looked at me with her chocolate brown eyes. It frightend me how much she looked like her father.
"i wanna go meet grama! Can we go to Lapush mama? Pweease?" she responded. I looked at her.
"jayame i've told you already we cant go."i stated. she looked up at me with tears in her eyes and ran out of the room. I moved to go to her and i stepped on an open photo album. I picked it up and looked at the picture. It was obvious jayame was looking at it because the pages were bent. The picture she was looking at scared me comepletely. JJ had taken it out of the plastic and labeled all the people. It was a picture of me and the pack the day i left for college. She had labeled Seth,Quil,Embry, Jacob, Sam, Paul,Collin, and Brady as uncle, but she labeled jared as dad. In this picture, jared and i were standing beside eachother, and he had his arm around my shoulders, placing a kiss on my cheek. I was smiling hugely, but obviously blushing, at the gesture.
Back then jared was my boyfriend, and we were in love. It all started out as a terrible day...
*flashback*
i was sitting in my room, on my bed, just staring at the ceiling. My cousin Emily Young was asleep beside me. She and her family had come to visit for the summer.
"kids, breakfast is ready!" my mom yelled upstairs. I shook emily and said "breakfast time" in a sing-song voice. She groaned and truged out of my bedroom door. I got up and headed downstairs accedentally bumping into seth, my brother on the way. He pushed me and, before i lost my footing, i grabbed the railing and shoved him back. He threw his fist and, before i could duck, punched me in the jaw. He looked at me, shocked.
"Lee..." by this time i was silently crying and walking back to my room. I started running when he moved to follow me. When i entered my room i softly shut the door and slid down it until i hit the floor. I heard seth shuffling outside my door.
"open the door lee." he said softly. After a moment, I stood up and opened the door. Seth stood up and leaned in for a hug, but i put a hand out to stop him.
"Lee please. Im sorry, im so so sorry. I didnt mean to. I dont know what came over me." he pleaded.
"i forgive you." i whispered. He looked at me with a small smile. but, you have to drive me everywhere from now on." i giggled at him. He shrugged and hugged me close. We walked downstairs, ate breakfast, then went to the beach. its pack tradition to meet at the cliffs whenever its sunny. The pack consisted of sam, the alpha, jake, the beta, and quil, embry, paul, collin, brady, seth, and jared, my biggest crush. The guys turned to greet us as seth and i aproached.
"hey guys, what goes on!" they all stared at me. "WHAT!" i shouted, clearly irritated. nothing." they all said. Then embry said the stupidest thing ever.
"where's jared? I thought he said he wanted to see lee?" just then, jared stalked up behind embry and smacked him in the head, hard. When i heard an echo i busted out laughing. The guys all looked at me like i was on something. I looked at embry.
"damn, bry. Echo much?" he opened his mouth to reply but i cut him off. yes bry that is a retorical question." i said seriously. He stuck me a bird, turned and jumped off the cliff. Withought screaming, might i add. I knew he jumped because i heard him land in the water
"Hey." jared said to me as i looked up. I smiled at him and blushed.
"hey jared, hows it going?" he smiled at me and gave me a hug.
"great!" he responded. i was wondering if you would like to go on a date with me?" he whispered lowly, but loud enough for only me To hear. I smiled brightly at him. i'd love to!" i responded.
*flashback end*
scince that day jared and i had been inceprable. Attatched at the hip basically. Whenever i needed him, no matter what he was doing, or however important, he was there for me. One day, after dating for about five years, we broke up. The day the pack went to the bar, just for fun.
*flashback*
"hey lee, im gonna go to the bathroom real quick. I'll be right back." jared slurred at me. He winked and walked away. I sipped my beer as i realised it had been about five minutes since jared had left for the bathroom. I stood up and walked to the mens room. When i pushed the door open i halted. I saw jared, pants around his ankles, buried deep in a striper from the bar. I didn't think he noticed me leave, but it wasnt long til i heard him shouting after me. Leah, lee wait!" he yelled. It was faint to me because i was already outside, embry and quil running after me. Embry grabbed my shoulder, and turned me to face him. Leah whats wrong?" he asked honestly. Concern written all over both their faces. jared... H-he cheated on me with a stripper! A FUCKING STRIPPER!" i shouted back. Em and quil offerd to drive me home and i accepted. On the way home quil said he was sorry that this happened and to call if i ever needed him. Embry agreed. yeah lee, we're always here for you." i responded with a thank you, and the rest of the ride was in semi-comfortable silence. Finally we got to my house. I gave them both a goodbye hug and kiss. I walked inside and to the kitchen, found a peice of paper and a pen, and wrote my family a letter.
Dear mom and seth,
I love you both, so so much, but i just cant stay here anymore. Its nothing either of you did wrong, i just cant take you'll find out why. If i need you i'll call you, if i get a new phone i'll give you the number, but other than that you wont hear from me. Mom, you're the best, and i appriciate everything you've done for me. Seth you're my little bro, so of course i love you. Just dont worry about me, either of you. Promise? I love you guys and i'll see you again, i just dont know when. Until then.
your favorite she-wolf,
leah i ran out of the house, keys in hand, jumped in the car, and peeled out of the driveway. I didn't know where i was going, but i had to leave Lapush, and soon.
*flashback end*
to this day i still dont know what to do about the situation, but im doing well for blue jay and myself. I just hope that, if i do go back, i wont get hurt again. Will i?