A/N: Just some thoughts that I think Rory could have been thinking after "A Good Man Goes To War". Really loved the episode and it inspired me to write this. I know it's only short but personally I think it says it all.
Hope you enjoy!
Why?
She couldn't be. How could that be possible. Not only was their daugther River Song, the mad, eccentric friend of the Doctor's who knew everything about the Doctor. But she was also Mels, who had been their best friend throughout their entire childhood. They had told her everything, they had spent every moment with her, but it didn't feel like they had raised her. She had just been their best friend. They hadn't seen her first steps or heard her first word. Now they never would. It made him happy though to know that in some way their baby girl had always been with them, always close by. In a brotherly way, he had tried to keep her safe, in her teenage years if ever she got out of hand, Amy and him had always been there for her, even if it meant bailing her out of jail. If someone ever hurt her, they were always there to protect her, but it wasn't enough.
He had held their baby girl, melody, for all of five minutes and then she was gone, taken from them, what right did that woman with the eye patch have to take their daughter. It made him so angry.
He could barely look at Amy. He felt like he'd let her down so badly. She was his responsibility. No matter what anyone said. Amy and Melody were his responsinbility.
He knew Amy didn't blame him, but that made it worse. She should be blaming him. Why did it have to be this way? Why did life with the Doctor have to be like this? It wasn't that he hated life on the Tardis, he really didn't, he loved it in fact. But sometimes it could overwhelm you so much you lost track of the important things that really mattered. Reality became a blur and the truth became impossible to understand.
A/N: Any Comments? :)