hi everyone, i'm back. my dad has been nice enough to let my post a story(thank you daddy). Unfortunately I can only put the first chapter coz' I got exams and only have enough time for one chapter, but I'll try. I have been trying to write but writers block has hit me like the flu:( so I tried my best with this one. now I love Seddie as much as everyone else but this on is a Cibby story, the first chapter is Cibby, the other 2 are Seddie(sorry but I couldn't help myself:D) and then we end with Cibby so I hope you like it, its a simple 4 chapter story.
Thank you-Alex3SEDDIE, Alex Kane 1653, DannySamLover20 and NikkiBabySeddie for reviewing and liking iRed. means a lot. anyways Enjoy!
PS: Griffin and Tasha doesn't exist here and they all seniors, Sam and Freddie have been dating for two years. All characters are a little OOC
Carly's P.O.V
I'm jealous, I mean come on, they are so cute together it is making me jealous and want a boyfriend but I am tired of useless boyfriends who only like me for my looks and nothing else. They would show me off but don't even know my favorite color. I want someone who will love me for me and want me for me. And I'm jealous because they have it. they sit on my couch cuddling and just look at each other with 'that' look, the one that I envy so much. They so happy it makes me sick now that they don't even realize that they hurting me. Sam and Freddie have what I want and they doesn't even know it. Love, true, pure love
"So you guys going out anytime soon?" I ask a little too cold.
"Ummm you ok Carls?" Sam asked looking confused. 'No I'm not because you have want I want'I though.
"Well of course I'm ok, why won't I be ok?" I asked a little shaken by the cold voice that came again.
"Well you look like you scared and you hiding something from me, I know you Carly Shay, tell me, what's wrong cupcake?" Sam said in a concerned, caring voice. I sigh, I knew that there was no way I'm getting out of this, I get up from the couch and get some water, Sam and Freddie got up and followed me to the kitchen, Freddie leaned against the island and pulled Sam towards him so she was leaning on him, she looked up at him and smile, he smiled back and gave her a small peck on her lips, non of my boyfriends did that, they would only be romantic when we were with their or my friends but when we alone its like they don't know me.
Sam looked at me again, "Come on Carly, tell me, tell us we are your best friends" she pleaded. Freddie looked me too, "Sam's right, we are best friends, and remember the promise, no secrets." Freddie said too. I couldn't take it, they so perfectly imperfect and I want it too but I don't have it, I felt something explode and I couldn't hold it anymore.
"I'M JEALOUS!" I scream to them, I felt tears fall down my face. Sam and Freddie looked shocked and I saw Sam squeeze Freddie's hand, she probably thinks I want Freddie, I laughed softly and looked her, "I'm not jealous that you have Freddie, I'm jealous because..." I looked down too embarrassed to continue. I felt two hands on my each of my shoulders, I looked to me right to find Freddie and looked left to find Sam.
"So tell us Carly, why are you jealous?" Freddie asked. I sighed and took a deep breath and started
"I'm jealous because of the relationship you two have. You two are so perfectly imperfect and it is what I want but I don't have it because all the guys I date are jerks and they only like me for my looks, they want to show me off like a Barbie doll but they don't worry about my personality, about who I am, about what I like. They aren't even my boyfriends in private, they don't hold me or touch me. They don't even talk to me, its like I'm invisible. What you two have is what I want, true love, pure love. I want someone who will hold me, love me, that is what you two have , that's what I want..." I sat down on the chair and started crying. I finally letting it out and I can feel all the weight being lifted off my shoulders.
"Awww Carly" Sam said and she sat down next to me and held me, "I'm sure one day, that guy will be all yours and you will get love cupcake"
"Ya don't worry about a thing" Freddie said as he stood next to Sam. I wish that would come true, maybe it will or maybe I'm going to become an old, wrinkled cat lady.
"Ya maybe" I said, I wiped my tears on my sleeve. "I think I'm going to take a nap, I'll talk to you guys later, bye." I got up from the chair and walked up the stairs to my bedroom. I went in and laid in my bedroom. 'I have felt true love but I lost hope because I know he would never love me, unfortunately he still has my heart but still, I wish I can get true love' I thought as I fell of to sleep.
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