Man Hater
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Saturday….
'Natsume let's go!!' an overly happy Mikan Sakura yelled, banging the door of his million rabbit room.
'What are you doing, baka?' I yelled angrily.
'Stop calling me that!!' Mikan seethed fire.
'No.'
'No what?' Mikan puzzled over.
This pea-brained girl is annoying me to the finish.
As of the time we were going out, I never bothered to know her or be all mushy-mushy like the rest of those boys. I didn't care. I was dating behind her back anyway. I find her ugly and she's also dense. Persona's mind is twisted if he thinks I'll ever like a fat pig. Mind you, he probably took too many missions to the head. Why is he forcing me to date Mikan? So she is a nullifier but we'd be lucky is she starts showing her ability instead of presenting her clumsiness. That will be the death of her. If Ruka wasn't here, I'd have killed this annoying girl.
Or whatever.
Her type of underwear is an understatement.
'Let's go to Central Town!!' Mikan bubbly said. 'Like in a date!!' She said dismissing the topic entirely.
Date. DATE. Oh I forgot. I have a date with this new chick I met. Damn, she was hot. What was her name again? Oh yea, Chiya. Why do I have to waste my time with polkadots? Observe the lying skills I've developed over the years.
'I can't' I said.
'Why?'
'I 'm going on a mission.'
Just call me the master of manipulation.
'Again? Oh. Oh well. Maybe next time then.' Mikan forced a smile that can't be classified as one.
'Yah. So go.' I said coldly. What's up with that smile? She can't lie. But somehow I feel….guilty.
What the hell is wrong with me?
It must be the gunshot I received in yesterday's mission. I've been doing this all my life and I feel guilt?
But somehow…………………..
'Uhm… okay see you.' And at that, Mikan left.
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'Natsume-kun….' Purred Chiya, his latest girlfriend.
We were under the Sakura tree, I was reading another manga and this girl was hovering over me. Damn, I should have known she was annoying.
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Not far away……. Mikan's POV
I think he likes her. I mean he'd never go out with me or, you know, think I'm pretty or something. That's Chiya, top four in our class and one of the prettiest girl in school. I'm not stupid, even though everyone says so, I know that Natsume would never like me but well, I just can't let go.
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Later that night……… Natsume's POV
Mikan was here. She saw me with Chiya, yet she didn't react. She probably thinks that I didn't see her, with that brain of hers, but years of training served well.
What's this? Some paper is fluttering.
I hate the way…..
I hate the way I feel……..
But I hate it more because you have no clue.
I tried to tell you once,
But she came and I immediately withdrew.
I hate the way I can't leave you alone,
How I can't give up and start anew.
I know I should just leave;
But that I can never do.
I hate the way I'd dream,
Even I f I already knew.
How I can never compare;
To the way you smile when she looks at you.
--Ne, Natsume-kun, I can never say the way I feel because you'd probably laugh and say that I have a brain damage or something. The only way to express my feelings is to write them and wish that no one will see them. I keep writing in hopes I'll finally build up the courage to tell you myself :)
--Mikan
'Polkadots probably forgot to destroy the evidence.' I thought out loud.
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