I am not alive, but I cannot die,
I'm weeping inside but there are no tears to cry,
The sunniest days feel like darkest nights,
I feel gut wrenching lows but not dizzying heights,
The smallest of pleasures masked by torturous pain,
I'm devoid of all thoughts that keep me sane,
I'm an empty shell, a hollowed out husk,
My daydreams are nightmares whether it's dawn or dusk,
I pray for death but no one can hear,
That I'll exist for eternity is my only fear,
I don't know my name, and after the kiss,
I'm worse off than dead, I'm completely soulless.