Jay Brown didn't love, well he had never fallen in love. Feelings, Jay brown didn't think he had them, after watching everyone he loves die and a little stint in a care home made Jay cold and closed off. After being taken in by the mitchels, he was still closed off to all the woman in walford, apart from a little kiss with Lucy Beale and hitting on Lauren Branning. It was all meaningless.

But when he kissed a certain blonde branning in the middle of her livingroom, everything changed. Somehow, Jay couldn't help but think of that day, her lips and her sweet scented hair. The kissing had been great, but he really didn't have anything to compare it to, he had only ever kissed Lucy Beale and even at that, it was a small kiss.

He didn't know what made her so special, with his heart pounding and a strange feeling in the pit of his stomach. Maybe he was dying, he was sick...A doctor should be called.

But Jay knew he wasn't ill, he just wasn't ready to accept that he was in love. Abi however made him feel bright like a light shinning down on him.

She was more mature than all the other drama queens in walford, the maturity of her attracted him. The age difference didn't bother him because she was so mature that you don't realise that she's only two years younger.

She was so good hearted and saw the good in everyone around her. Even him, he had never had anyone look at him with a soft smile before and look at him like he could do no wrong.

Abi braught out the best in him and he silently cursed himself for falling for someone so innocent, naive, bubbly and so good.

He was just a troublemaker. How could anyone possibly love him, especally someone as good as Abi Branning, even good hearted girls have there limits.

He heald his hand up to his forehead, he was swetting. His lips where curved up into a smile. He Slowly formed his lips into a straight line.

Just thinking about her made him smile and swet. He missed her and felt like he wanted to fight to be with her, no matter what Max said or did.

That's when he realized and admited it to himself. He is in love with Abi Branning. He had never felt a feeling like this before. it consumed him.

Abi branning was his future and he was going to make everyone see that his love for her was real. He just wouldn't admit it to her, till the time was right.

The brannings were considered posh where as the Mitchels were considered tough and hardnuts. Adding posh with a bit of tough could cause a bad chemical reaction and Jay couldn't wait for the fall out.