-Demi's P.O.V.-
It had been exactly 9 months since I've seen that beautiful, perfect flawless face in front of me. We were backstage at the Teen Choice Awards, she had just came off from receiving an award and being sung happy birthday to from the whole arena. It was secretly my idea for it be set up but, if she found out it wouldn't of been right. There was she was, standing there in that stunning pink dress with her hair perfectly straight laying over her shoulders. She was really something special and anyone would be lucky to have that perfect human being in their arms. I still remember the words that I had be longing for to hear from her mouth, they weren't the exact words I'd kill to hear again but, they were just what I needed to keep going and trying and hopefully, that one day, she'd be mine again.
flashback
I was waiting backstage watching her on one of the monitors as she tried to cover her cute little blushing cheeks from the crowd and the cameras. It was her birthday and of course, the teen choice awards were on her birthday this year and I was asked to be one of the hosts for the night. "Demi were going on commercial break after this so you have at least 10 minutes to change." I heard one of the crew members blurt out as they rushed past me. I just slowly nodded trying to keep my attention on this incredible figure I was watching on the screen. As soon as they were done they were walking back stage, I quickly took out my phone and cleared my throat trying to avoid Selena from seeing me. I mean it was bad enough she had to sit in the audience and bare with the fact I was only a few steps away from her, just like I had the bare with the fact she was there, with that fucking Bieber kid and he was with what rightfully belongs to me but, there was no time to bitch and complain about it now I need to head back to my dressing room before she sees me.
I quickly turned on my heels taking slow strides back to my room when I heard the most peaceful yet so breath taking voice call out."Demi is that you?" Ohh fuck Demetria you didn't walk fast enough.. I debated for a second to just keep walking but instead I played the nice girl this time since, the last time we had spoke in person was when we hosted MTV's New Years Eve Party In New York. So I took a deep breath and turned around as I stopped dead trying not to gasp. There she was with that soft beautiful smile plastered across her face and of course one of the long johns in her hand, I watched her eyes lit up as I gazed into those warm chocolatey brown eyes, I could tell I had one of those embarrassing face eating smiles plastered against my lips but, I didn't care she was literally arms length away from me. We just stood there, staring into each others eyes not saying a single word. It was like one of those scenes from a movie. I was about to speak when our moment was rudely interrupted by the teen heart throb flipping hair, well I should say jelled up hair, fucking asshole who stole the love of my life away from me. That's right you guessed it, Justin Fucking Drew Bieber. Oh look at me I have fast cars and money coming out of my golden toilets I have in my 3 story house god knows how many fucking acres of land its on. This kid irks me so much, I will admit we were friends before I had went into rehab and before he had developed feelings for my woman and he was still madly in love with beyonce, at that time he was pretty awesome to hang out with but, now all I think of is he stole the greatest thing away from me when I had no fucking chance to fight back since I was in rehab. As I was saying, he came over and kissed Selena's cheek as she broke the eye contact we had since she was taken by surprise.
I watched her giggle as she tried to elbow him in the chest to knock it off. My smile had dropped the split second he was in the prescience. Especially since the fact he had his lips on my lady. My baby, My Lena bear.. My Selena.. I took a deep breath and let out one loud sigh to try to catch his attention, which it did. The little bastard flashed me a grin as he fixed his hat saying "Hey Demi. Looking good as always I see." I thought to myself, you little mother fucker back the hell away from me before I bitch slap the shit out of you. I kept my cool and flashed him a small smile as I locked my phone "Yeah its nice to see you again Bieber." I could care less if the little fucker got hit by one of the stage lights right now. "Demi we need you back in hair and makeup right now." I heard someone call from behind me. I softly sighed looking back before turning my attention back to Selena. "Soo it was nice to see you again and happy birthday by the way! Hope to see you again!" I flashed her one of those big cheesy smiles before turning on my heels starting to head back to the dressing room when I felt my skin start to tingle from the warmth of her sweet delicate touch on my arm. I turned around to find her biting her lip. I will admit, it was pretty hot to see her do that. "Yeah thanks for the birthday wish and I know I shouldn't keep you waiting any longer so possibly can we hang out sometime in the near future? Just you and me at that old tree we used to go to when we were little? I'd really like it if we could maybe talk about things and possibly get some pickles and ice cream." she lightly laughed at the last part as I did too before nodding a little looking at her. "That sounds like a wonderful idea, Selena. I'd love to join you for some pickles and ice cream. You have my number so text me the deets and I'll look into my schedule." I spoke before I was being called for again by the man who had been trying to get my attention earlier. I quietly grunted making my way back over to where I was being hollered for. I glanced back at her giving her a small smile before I walked into the room shutting the door behind me.
end of flashback
Selena Marie Gomez will be mine again someday even if I have to come between her and that Bieber kid. She'd still be mine if it wasn't for him but, I blame myself everyday for it. I was the one who pushed her away when she was the one I needed the most. It was a dark time in my life and all I wanted to really do was lay in her arms forever. While she kissed my forehead promising everything would be okay and nothing would come between us. I'd do anything to revisit that time in my life and stop right before I fucked up the greatest thing that had and will ever happen to me.