I promised
I cried so much at the last episode of series two and I can't wait till series three. I hope they somehow find each other, if they don't I am expecting more tears. Anyway, as it's so long away I have decided to come up with my own idea of how they are reunited. And here it is!
Rhydian
I stood there gazing up at the full moon. Surrounded by trees of the moors by the Smith's old house. I crouched down with my palms to the floor and waited for the wolf to flow through my veins. The final cloud drifted away from the moon and, sure enough, the wolf inside me broke through. My mind wanders back to my full moons with Maddy, how we would chase each other and when we were locked up in The Den we would howl together, wishing to be free. Ever since Maddy left, full moons have been a drag. They used to be something I couldn't wait for, the highlight of the month but now, without anyone to share the magic with, I can't wait for them to end.
Just thinking of Maddy makes my chest pang painfully. But even though it hurts I just can't force myself to put her from my mind. I think of the times we had in these woods, at school, at Bernie's. All gone. A single tear falls from my yellowy eyes and gets caught in my fur. It was that moment that something inside of me snapped. Maddy was gone. She had been gone for a while now but I had refused to admit it to myself. Until now. She was actually gone. Eleven full moons without her. Right then I had had no idea how I had survived that long. The pain was too intense. I tried to run, as if I could run from the memories, but my legs seemed frozen to the spot. Eventually they crumpled beneath me and I crashed to the ground as a sobbing mess.
All the times I have had with Maddy were flashing through my mind all at the same time and I had no way to stop it. I scrunched my eyes shut as to keep them out but that only made them more vivid, more real. The last time I had seen her, when she had told me she loved me. And I said I loved her. I had kissed her and then watched her walk out of my life. I had told her I would find her, I would search for her and not stop till we were reunited. She had said we would find each other. I remember how the tears were falling down my face as I watched her walk off with her parents to leave for the wild. How she had turned around to look at us one last time. How me, Tom and Shannon had turned and walked off, knowing we would never see Maddy again. I look around and find that I had come all the way to the place I last saw Maddy, I had come without noticing. I have come here a lot recently, every time almost expecting to see Maddy standing there, waiting for me. Realising she's not it's like my heart is breaking all over again and I let out a pain filled howl. I can't live like this anymore. It's almost been a year and I am still like this. I hope Maddy isn't in this much pain, to think of her like this kills me even more on the inside. But if she's not in this state too then she would have moved on, meaning she no longer loves me. I don't know what's worse. My whole body feels dead, numb. I feel as though my heart is splitting into two pieces, one half floats away, to find a new life, just like Maddy, while the other half is left to shrivel up and die, slowly turning grey and emotionless.
Suddenly I can't stand it any longer. I needed to know she still loved me. I needed her to know I haven't forgotten her. The only thing is, I don't know where she is. But I can't let that stop me. Slowly, numbly, I turn and start to run again, in the direction I saw her leave that afternoon so long ago. Remembering Tom and Shan I stop and howl as loud as I can, hopefully they hear understand the meaning. If they don't then I'm sure they'll guess when I don't turn up for school in the morning. Then I resume my run. The dead feeling inside was slowly consuming my whole form. I had no idea where I was headed; I just followed the pull in my heart. Somehow, deep down, I knew I was getting closer to her. And I knew that as soon as I saw her again everything will alright, just like it was before. Even if she doesn't love me anymore, even if she's changed, I just need to see her face, the way her eyes glitter when she smiles, the way she is always right. The way she was the only one to understand me. I can still remember how I felt when I finally admitted to myself, and to her, that I loved her. I had always known really, but just saying out loud made it real. Made it real that we belonged together, that she was mine and I was forever hers. And when we kissed it was like an explosion of feelings inside my head. Her soft lips against mine. My arms around her waist and her hands on my chest. The memories brought back the stabbing pain in my heart so I shook my head and carried running towards my beloved. Maddy.
So, the next chapter will be from Maddy's point of view. Sorry if it doesn't make sense or seems a bit over the top, it seemed alright in my head xD Tips and suggestions would be helpful, I want to improve my writing so please tell me what you think. Also, I am going to try and write a chapter a week, hopefully more depending on how busy I am. Hope you liked it (: