Disclaimer: do not own naruto or macbeth
Nothing
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Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard from no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying Nothing
Macbeth
My name is Haruno Sakura
I am 17 years old
My life up to now has been great
Or so it seems.
I was one of the top students in the academy.
But Shikamaru was smarter.
I'm a natural genjutsu user.
But so are many others and even more easily block it.
I'm now the apprentice of the Hokage
But I'm not the best.
My parents aren't ninjas.
But I still a comfortable lifestyle.
Hell my parents and I are quite well off and live very comfortably.
They work 'normal' jobs.
They don't understand the pain and hard work I do everyday.
I study medical text, genjutsu, ninjutsu, taijutsu.
But in their eyes I am
Nothing
A failure
Worthless
Insignificant
I tired so hard.
But they cant see what I do
I tired
But they see the accomplishments of Ino, Hinata, Ten-Ten
Then they see me
I really did try
But this is what my life is
Nothing
Why?
Because maybe I am nothing
People are leaving
Naruto to become what I wish to be, stronger
Sasuke to seek revenge, I want something to work toward
Everyone else is taking missions and moving up the ranks
And I have a job at the hospital.
No missions.
No field experience.
Nothing
They are climbing ahead
Im stuck behind
Left with nothing.
This maybe what the survival of the fittest really is
They have natural advantages, unlimited chakra from a demon, and the Sharingan
What does little Sakura have?
Great chakra control
Where does this get little Sakura
Nowhere
It doesn't matter
Why?
Why?!?
WHY?!?!?!?
What did I do?
Why do I deserve this?
Is it because I didn't live up to expectations?
So what if I'm trained under a sannin
It wont bring recognition to the eyes of my parents
It wont bring me anywhere
Where itll lead me to are battles im not prepared for
Who cares if I was the top in the academy and still remember the rules of shinobi
The rules that are more like 'guidelines'
But, but, but that's all I can do
Follow rules blindly …hoping they are right...they are all i have
I can see my life years from now.
I worked hard in my teen years. To be something
Ready to work at any hospital, and even overqualified for most
But, there is a problem.
She doesn't have a great chakra supply
Great control, but if she doesn't have the chakra what good is the control.
Don't accept her
So now childhood wasted on a boy who detests you. Wanting attention and love
Adolescent wasted on training to prove nothing . She's not that great
Teen years wasted at the long shifts at the hospital. Sleepless nights filled with blood and horrors.
Adult years wasted on trying to be a kunoichi again. To show that im not useless
Love life nil. All because of a little boy who could not love. If anything he showed me that fairy tales don't come true. there isnt always a rainbow after the gloomly rain
What to do?
What do I add up to?
Nothing.
Why continue with life if that is what I have to look foreword to?
The unknown is so tempting.
Much more alluring than my life as of now and my future.
My future.
Supposedly unpredictable with twists and turns
All mine will be for the worse
I used up all my so called good luck
Getting onto a team with my "love"
Meeting someone to help me out of my shell
Being allowed into the ninja academy where I seemed to shine.
Why live to see more disappointment of
Teachers for not getting it right the first time
Friends for being a burden
Parents for not living to their expectations
Myself not being enough
Is this why Itachi massacred his family
To get rid of this feeling of lacking
Of nothingness
No he was great
A genius
For seeing and not being afraid
He is truly someone to admire
For doing terrible deeds but being strong enough to live with the consequences
I can never do thatMaybe I should be like my namesake
Ive lived life to the fullest
Ive bloomed
Now is my winter
To wilt
Die.
Be forgotten
Let others more beautiful then I replace me
Let me be crushed beneath you
Like nothing.
I am nothing…..
Nothing…..
NOTHING!!!!