The tears stream down his face as he calls out that worthless word.The word that can not be heard by the person he's calling out to.And the word means nothing because it no longer has an owner."Aniki..."He chokes on the tears that he tried to keep in, but he soon found that it was impossible to hide his emotions.
He looks at his lifeless brother.His brother that would never again open those sharingan eyes.He would never speak.Never feel.Never breathe.Never again would his heart beat.Never again...
And then, Sasuke wakes up.He was drenched in sweat, his eyes wide open.He got out of bed and quickly put his clothes on.He ran outside and went searching for a grave.His brother's grave.He landed in front of it.He scanned the words carefully, to make sure his brother was dead.He sighed after he read the words one more time.Uchiha Itachi...
He knew that wasn't the way it happened.He knew he didn't feel guilt when his brother closed his sharingan eyes, never to see again.He knew he didn't feel sorrow when his brother took his last breath, never to breathe again.He knew he didn't feel pain when his brother's heart beated once more before it stopped, never to beat again.He knew he didn't shed one tear as his brother's body went limp and fell to ground.He knew he wasn't heart broken when they buried his brother.
But he was disappointed.Disappointed that he didn't feel like he accomlished something when his brother's sharingan eyes closed.Disappointed that he didn't feel joy when his brother took his last breath.Disappointed that he didn't feel happiness when his brother's heart stopped beating.Disappointed that when Itachi's body went limp and he didn't cry on the outside, but he was screaming on the inside.Disappointed that when they buried Itachi that he wasn't heart broken, but his heart shattered like glass, even though he would never admit it.He was disappointed, most of all, that he couldn't remember.
He
Could
Not
Remember
What
He
Felt
As
He
Killed
Itachi...
He thought he wouldn't feel guilt when Itachi died by his hands.He knows that he was very, very wrong.
Because
Itachi
Will
Always
Haunt
His
Nightmares...
