„I did, too. I thought about killing myself"
Everybody looked shocked. „Kurt! Are you serious?"
„Yes. Everything seemed to much. For you there are „just" Slushies, but for me! You maybe see the lockershoves but every time somebody calls you a fag, calls you a girl or just looked disgusted at you something in your heart is breaking. You feel alone. I know that you all where there for me and I knew this at this point too but that doesn't help because when you hear the words nobody can help you. You start to believe that you are worthless or disgusting."
At this point almost every girl was crying. Even Santana!
„I went home so often lonely and sad. I was lying on my bed and I was thinking about how a world without me would be. Would someone miss you?"
„Of course we would miss you, Kurt! You are a part of this group!", Artie said. „And think about mom and dad. And me! I AM your brother and I feel so, so bad! You could have talked to me", Finn said with tears in his eyes.
„Yes family! Every time I was thinking about suicide I was thinking about you! And it helped. But it didn't help at school." At this point Kurt was crying. „ You come into a room and everyone is staring at you. Like you are the clown in a circus. And sometimes even you guys wouldn't see when you hurt me. Like Mr Shue when he put me in the group with the girls. It was not because I feel like a girl. It was just that the girls always seemed to understand me a bit more."
„Oh no! And I was even more bullying you. Send you to Dalton and not let you take part in the preparations." Puck said quite.
„No Puck! You saved my life" Everyone in Glee club looked surprised!
„Because when I went visiting Dalton I ask a random guys on a staircase what was going on"
„And I looked at this beautiful eyes and said „I am Blaine". And than this beautiful voice said „Kurt" and your eyes were the most beautiful eyes on earth" „And you took me by the hand and led me over a shortcut, by the way I am not sure about this shortcut it was quite long, and sang „Teenage Dream". For me it was love at first sight. And it took a bit longer for you"
„I still think that I was in love with you at this point but my head didn't know how my heart was feeling!"
Both boys stand up and kiss each other. All the other kids were cheering. They sat down again. „Blaine saved me. I don't know if I or he knew at this point how much but he did. And from this point I wasn't alone with my feelings. Blaine stood up with me against Karofsky and all the other things. At prom he saved me from the most humiliating moment of my life. He always did. Except with Sebastian. He didn't trust me on this one!" „And I am so sorry for that!"
„Thanks for sharing this much with us, Kurt! And I am sorry too. For everything. We teachers could have done more for you!"
„Yes and thanks! And you know even if Karofsky was bullying me all the time do I feel sorry for him. He had nobody to share his pain with. But I am so thankful that I have you guys. And Blaine I love you so much. Thanks for saving me!"
„I love you, too! And I will save you every time you need me to.!"
They smiled at each other.
„GROUPHUG!" Sugar screamed and everyone was on their feet and hugging each other.
They knew that they have each other and nothing more matters at the moment.