Strawberry Black Cat: Hi! today we're gonna read a songfic! it's the first songfic I ever wrote, I'm honestly quite proud of it.
Strawberry Black Cat: I tried my best to match-up lyrics as well
Firehart: The song is from Toradora!....
Strawberry Black Cat: So? Firehart Disclaimer!
Firehart: Strawberry Black Cat DOES NOT OWN ONE PIECE, TORADORA, OR THE SONG MY SILKY HEART, LYRICS ARE BY
My Silky Love, all the while, for 24 hours
My Silky Love, every time when I think of you
My Silky Love, my irritating feelings
My Silky Love, simply overflow
Even though it's easy to say "I love you"
When you come in front of me
My personality arises and interferes with me
A confused Nami was sitting at her desk one night, she was supposed to be making a map of Water 7 at the time but she was finding it hard to concentrate on anything at the moment. 'Why do I keep thinking about Luffy?' Nami thought, every time she thought back on the events of Water 7 and ennis lobby she found that Luffy and his huge grin was somewhere in the flashback. 'Could I possibly like that Aho we call a captain?'
'No…that can't be possible…but why is it that every time I start thinking like this something makes me yell at him and beat him up?'
If it's the usual, I can go on boldly
Even though that's my personality
No matter how hard I try, I can't tear down the wall
I want you to realize…my feelings
So I always send a gaze
Of "I really love you" at you
With my greatest courage!
'Is it because I like him but don't want him to find out?' 'Is that why I might beat him up and yell at him more than the others?' 'When I think about it…I always have given him a look that none of the others have ever seen before.' 'Robin saw it once and said it looked like a gaze of contentment and happiness.' 'But even if I do like Luffy…we're so different…' 'Besides I'm sure he hates me by now for hitting him so many times'.
When I met you, I finally noticed
My flimsy, silky heart
Even if I was awkward at love
The scar of romance that I almost forgot about
Suddenly started to hurt with a twinge
If I don't say 'I love you' like myself
Someday... I'll be weaker than I am now
If I say 'I love you' then I can be at ease
The truth is, even I know that
When I sound it out, you seem to leave me
'I keep saying to myself that I don't like him, but if that's true why does my heart hurt so much every time he goes into a battle or when I can't help him when he's in trouble?' 'It's got to be because we're Nakama and nothing more right?' 'Every time you leave to go fight I want to say come back safe, I always want to stop you from going, but something always makes me let you go without a word' 'But why would I always want to stop you from fighting when the others all say "Go kick *insert name here*'s ass Luffy!" 'What causes that?'
I wonder what do you think?
Of me?
At our current distance we're merely friends right?
I just might be whitewashing it
But I don't want to get hurt, it's just that alone
Or so I persuaded myself
And I just ran away
After thinking about all of those things for awhile Nami could only come to one conclusion, 'I love him' she thought 'But still…It's Luffy we're talking about…' 'Even if he does know what love is he probably wouldn't love me back…I'd just be hurt…' 'But not even trying and just giving up is worse isn't it?' 'Maybe he might even like me back; maybe it's really worth a shot'
If my flimsy silky heart
Gets hurt this time, Then I'm sure
I won't be able to love anyone ever again
The splitting sound that echoes in my chest
Is the bottom of my memories, I'm sure
The sewing kit I forgot to put away
On that day should be around somewhere
All the while, for 24 hours
My Silky Love, every time I think of you
My, Silky Love, my irritating feelings
My Silky Love, simply overflow
My Silky Love, all the while for 24 hours
My Silky Love, every time I think of you
My Silky Love, my irritating feelings
My Silky Love, simply overflow
When I met you, I finally noticed
My flimsy, silky heart
Even if I was awkward to love
Even if I was to pretend to be strong on purpose
To hide my weaknesses, I'm sure
That I'll properly tell you my feelings
And 'I love you' myself someday
'Even though I know I love Luffy now, I don't think I'm ready to tell him just yet' Nami thought 'I just want us all to stay like this for just a little longer' Nami said in her mind with a small smile showing on her lips. And with the thought of 'I love you' in her mind she drifted off to sleep.
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