CHAPTER 1: Mess
Wow, five days ago I lived a quiet normal life, or relatively normal. Now I have no idea what to do. I can't tell what is going on right now but man I am lost and so confused. Well for the four years I've been alive no one cared for me I'm on my own basically because out of a family of twenty when your the youngest you become neglected. Especially because we are a family of demon angle mix. Well at least I know my twin brother will let me stay by his side. But even then you become forgotten so out of a natural instinct I felt like I need to be seen. My twin after two months was favored over me and my mother and father never looked or even talked to me unless it concerned him. I was so mad the day I realized that, that I lost control and the shitiest part was that him and I share a room and bed. But that day I was so pissed that I threw the bed across the room smashing it to pieces and completely destroying the room. When I was done my brother came in and looked at me at first I thought it was anger or rejection but it was actually sympathy in his eyes as he watched me cry my eyes out. As he comforted me I swore to myself that I would never cry again seeing him in so much pain only by seeing me made me really upset it was time for me to learn how to get stronger and the fact that in five days I did so much I thought I was a monster of which I am. I mean I'm a full fledged demon and angle a freak of nature man my life is fucked up no one will ever love me for all I know from my life.
