Roxas walked into his apartment and he was assaulted by a strange but familiar smell, it sort of smelled like cinnamon citrus and grapefruit, weird combination, but he loved that smell, he only knew one person with that smell, no one else, only… 'No, stop being stupid, he's dead, it's not possible! Roxas your going insane, though I think I'd rather be insane than anything else.' Roxas shook his head and walked further into his apartment setting his mail on the table. He sighed and sat down, sorting through the mail. He paused at one of them, it wasn't addressed to Roxas, it was addressed to… Him. He was gone! Dead! Why are people sending this crap! Roxas threw all the mail off the table in a fit of anger that soon turned to sobs. There was no lying, he missed Him, so much, but there was no bringing Him back. Roxas soon composed himself and walked into his bedroom. Everything on His side of the room was just as He left it the day he left. Sometimes Roxas locked himself in the closet and smelled His clothes, just to get the faint smell of Him.
"Axel, why?" Roxas looked sadly at the side of the bed Axel used to sleep. He remembered it like it was yesterday, though in reality it was almost two years ago.
Roxas had been hanging out with his twin brother Sora and older brother Cloud. Axel had left to the bank. He was supposed to be back in an hour. An hour! He was only there to cash his pay check! But that person, just, stabbed him. According to the doctors the kid stabbed him in the aorta, killing him instantly. There was nothing they could do. He bled out in a minute and died out on the spot. Roxas couldn't take it, he still gets looks of pity, but no one could understand how he felt, and the pity made everything worse! Axel was the love of his life and in twenty minutes, he was taken away from him.
Roxas had tried to commit suicide over five times, but it always failed. Cutting his vein put him in the hospital, hanging himself put him in the hospital, swallowing pills put him in the hospital, etc. they just upped his doses of anti depressants, he just swallowed those with alcohol, didn't do anything but put him in the mental home. He got out under a month. He stopped trying to kill himself, understanding finally it wouldn't bring Axel back and there were no promises that he would meet him, after all, killing yourself supposedly means you go straight to hell. Well, if trying also means that Roxas was going to hell in a hand basket. He could only hope he'd meet Axel there.
Roxas sighed laid down on his bed shutting his eyes. "Ax, I miss you, I need you here with me." He moved his hand to the empty side of the bed, half hoping Axel would be there to grab his hand and squeeze it, saying 'It's okay Rox, I'm here now, I'm not going anywhere.' Like he had so many times before.
"You said you'd never go anywhere Axel, but you lied to me."
"I didn't mean to love," Roxas heard a faint voice say in his ear. Roxas opened his eyes, shocked at what just happened, at what he just heard.
"Axel?" Roxas looked around, "God dammit Sora if this is you I will kill you, it's not fucking funny!" Roxas looked around again but saw nothing, then he heard the voice again.
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So imma leave it there :) but I promise things will pick up and get longer I just wanted this to be kinda a cliffy, and I wanted to know if people liked this more than Better Half or Silence Kills. And if so, lemme know if you can't choose yet, then I'll post more chapters of Silence Kills and more of this, I have no name for this yet, so if you have any ideas, I'd greatly appreciate it :) Also please no flames or anything thankssss I LOVE YOU GUYS! PLEASE R&R! 3 it'd make Roxy feel better ;)
~Alexis