1When I look at you, I see nothing

WuFei looked down at himself, his naked form showing the many bruises and abrasion he had from his 'lover'. He looked down at himself, the small trickle of blood that had started out finally stopped. His onyx hair was a mess, the pony tail still holding a majority into place, the rope burn on his wrists actually starting to show, his 'lover' was sadistic, something he didn't mind but their 'games' were something he did mind, he didn't like the pain that he was starting to receive from his 'lover'. He rolled over, the pain in his hips shooting through the rest of his body.

A knock came at the door, making it so WuFei had to move once again. He looked over at the wooden door, knowing it led to the outside, to freedom that he would never be able to attain with the man he was with. "Go away," he whispered, almost in too much pain to move to grab his robe and move to answer the door, he thought they would get the hint and leave him alone as he made his way to the bathroom, shutting the door silently, making sure that no one heard him on the outside.

The door to the outside opened, killing every thought WuFei had of making the other person go away, his 'lover' had to be back with another one of his play things, making him look like nothing at all to the other man.

WuFei made it to the ceramic tub, the silver knobs and faucet making him wish that he could make it inside, he looked over the bathroom, nothing out of order but the tub. Candle wax was along the little grooves in the corners and even on the little ledge for the soap. WuFei's eyes filled with tears, the idea of someone being in their home, Treize making love to him or her in their bath, their bed, on their floor, it all made his heart ache for something more than what he was being given by the man he called his 'lover'.

"Trieze? WuFei?" came a loud call of another man, this one WuFei knew.

WuFei didn't let the sound of the tinkling water distract him, he waited for the man to leave before he tried to climb into the tub. He thought he heard the door shut, showing that his lover's friend had left finally. He lowered himself into the steaming bath, it scalding his naked, sensitive, flesh. He cried out, unable to hold it in any longer. Hot tears making their way to his eyes just as the door burst open to show his lover's friend, the long white blond hair pulled back behind the red long sleeved shirt, black jeans covering the mans legs with the nicest boots underneath.

The man moved over to the trembling WuFei, watching just how much the boy cowered, trying to cover himself up so his body wasn't seen. "Please go away Milliardo," he whispered, trying not to let the thick tears fall with as much pain his body was under going. He looked over at the older man, knowing nothing about him and his lover being the ones that had defiled his bathtub, Milliardo knowing nothing of him still being with WuFei.

"Come on WuFei, lets get you out of here," he whispered, going for a towel and moving to help the boy out. His hands were batted away, almost sure that WuFei was going to hit him or lash out for knowing that he had been with his lover. He moved close once again to get the same reaction, this time when he reached a hand out he saw the boy flinch just slightly at the way he had raised his hand, making it look like he was going to strike the Chinese descendant. He became sick right then, the idea that Treize would raise his hand to the other boy for any reason.

WuFei pulled away from the hand that was raised above him, he knew Milliardo wouldn't hit him, but he was unsure if the man would tell his lover that they had been in the bathroom together or not. "Please, just leave me here," he whispered, unable to bring his voice any louder. He wanted nothing more than to just sit there in the water and wait for the pain to ease away so that he could move around and be the housewife that Treize adored and wanted, he wanted to be everything for the man, even if he couldn't he would try, maybe then his lover would tell him that he loved him and that no matter all of the others it was him that he loved not the other lovers he had, not the men and women that he laid next to, letting them touch his most privet places.

"WuFei, you're shivering," Milliardo whispered, losing all gentleness he had by grabbing WuFei out of the burning water, the towel still in his hands as he wrapped in around the boy and pulled him out, seeing the reddened flesh. He didn't want to admit that he was scared for the boy but he was, Treize had never been this way to any of his lovers, never him or anyone else. He smiled at the boy as he laid him on the bed, noticing the rope burns on the boy's wrists and the small pool of dried blood on the sheets. "What has he become?"

"Just leave me alone," WuFei whispered, wanting the man to stay out of his life and leave him alone and leave Treize alone. He wanted to be the man's everything, to make it so he was the one thing that Treize wanted to see everyday when he got home and maybe his lover would leave all the others alone and finally be all his and no one elses.

Milliardo smiled at the boy, positive that he was scared that something was going to get back to Treize and the man wouldn't love him any longer. "I'm not going to harm you WuFei, I just want to know why this is happening to you, Trieze has never been this violent to any one of his lovers. WuFei please let me know what is going on, this isn't like him, I know!"

WuFei felt tears return to his eyes as he closed this tightly and waited for the ache in his heart to stop, why had he not thought that Milliardo hadn't been a previous lover? Maybe he was a lover that Trieze left him for at night. "Just go Zechs, I want to be alone," he said, voice becoming more like him, more demanding and hateful. "I want you to get out of my house! Get out of my life and leave my lover alone!" he yelled, sitting up and starting to push the man away despite the pain he was in. "Just leave me alone!"

Milliardo scowled at the boy. "I don't want Treize, I want you to fucking tell me what is going on! He's never hurt any one that he cares for you dolt! Tell me what he's done to you!" he yelled, grabbing a hold of the slim upper arms of the boy and slightly shaking him. "Tell me the truth WuFei, is he hurting you for pleasure? Is he doing it because you want him to, or is he doing it because you let him get away with it?"

"He... I... I love him no matter what he does it doesn't matter, get out, get out now and leave me and him alone!" WuFei said, wrapping the towel around his waist and shoving the ex-soldier out the door he had come in from. WuFei smiled as he slid down the door, accomplishing nothing more than getting rid of one of his lovers play things. He smiled at his defeat, finally able to say that he was becoming more and more like his lover wanted, at least he thought.

"You're only going to get hurt!" Milliardo said, making sure only the small boy inside would hear him. He looked down at his shoes, the sidewalk seeming nice for once. "I know he wasn't like this WuFei, he was gentle, what ever happened to him isn't right to you. What's he done to you? You're not the same anymore, you used to be so tall and strong, this isn't you WuFei you used to be a dragon with a fiery spirit, and the attitude to follow. Trieze put that flame out and now you're different WuFei..."

WuFei ignored the way his heart thumped against his chest and tried to stop the shivering that had started from the man's words. "I've never changed," he whispered so he was the only on to hear. "I've not changed to suit him."

Milliardo began to walk away, missing the small sigh and the cry of misery. He stopped to look back, wishing that WuFei would listen to him and tell him what was happening.He sighed, leaving the boy to his own hell, sure that he was going to be back and he would save WuFei from it.

WuFei waited for his entire body to return to normal, feeling the pain increase with the ache in his heart, he was becoming weak! He was becoming weak because he wanted the man to love him. He looked around, knowing that his lover would return soon, he moved to dress in his old white uniform, the one he had sparred Trieze in. He waited, making a small supper for him and his lover, making it so that there was nothing that could ruin that night. He smiled, tonight he was going to ask Treize what he thought of him.

"WuFei?" came a gingery voice, white teeth smiled. He waited for WuFei to turn to him and hug him like he always did, though tonight he hoped the boy wouldn't smell the cheap perfume and cologne on him. He smiled, his lover doing his usual and moving to wrap his arms around him and place a kiss on his cheek, though Treize hoped WuFei didn't notice the red bites on his neck.

WuFei did see them, but pretended that he hadn't, making the night foolproof, he wasn't going to lose his lover like that, and he wasn't going to start the questioning. "Dinner?" he asked, motioning to the romantic table set for two. He smiled waiting for Treize to smile and take him to the table, though all he had was Trieze smiling and pulling him towards the bedroom. He sighed inwardly, knowing this was all he was going to get that night, Treize a sweaty moaning mess on top of him while he tried to make it as pleasurable for him as he could.

He moved with his lover, maybe just a little foreplay before dinner than a night together. WuFei allowed his hands to be taken above his head as the man moved along his body.

Treize began to nip and bite at the smooth skin, the idea of having the boy to himself making him harder and harder, you're mine WuFei, no one else's, he thought, pulling the clothes off of his lover, making it so he could see every mark and bruise that he had made on the lovely skin. "I want you WuFei," he growled, his hand slipping into the boy's pants.

WuFei's breath stopped, the words that Treize had uttered was nothing new but every time he heard it he knew it was him that Trieze was thinking about, even for a few minutes.

Treize down at his little lover, smiling as he kissed the sweet tasting lips that he knew were his and only his. He began his ministrations on the small receptive body, only to feel the urge to push the boy to his limits, he reached for the drawer next to their bed and pulled out the small rope he had used the night before. He wanted to play rough tonight. "Hold still WuFei and..."

Ring, the doorbell saved the small Chinese boy, tears in his eyes, unable to tell his lover no that he didn't want to play rough, that he just wanted to be held tightly as they made love, no pain, no ropes, just love, that's all he wanted.

"I'll be back love, it has to be someone important to interrupt us," he smiled as he began to button up his shirt that WuFei had tried to undo during his ministrations.

WuFei sat up, almost praying to his gods that the doorbell had rang, signaling a stop. He looked over his body, noticing that he was becoming smaller, his muscles losing their tone, and the bruises and cuts that he had been made to take from his lover.

"WuFei?" Treize called, moving back to their bedroom, just o pull on one of his heavier coats. "I have to go back to the office. I'm sorry that we didn't get to finish, get some rest love I probably won't be home until morning," he said, kissing the boy's nose and leaving.

WuFei knew he wasn't going back to work, he knew that he was going out with one of his other lovers. He knew that he was just a play thing to the man he loved. He pulled on his lower garments as he found them, and moved back to the dining room, where the candles had melted half way down and were dripping onto the table coth, the dinner he had made was more than likely cold, and the small gift next to his chair for his lover forgotten.

Tears sprang to the onyx eyes, he had lost all of his pride, and now he had forgotten about the justice he had fought for, even the idea of his wife looking down at him made his heart twist in pain and his stomach churn. "Nataku, I lost sight of what I was here for, please lend me your strength to find my way back," he whispered, looking to the ceiling as he sat down at the table and began to eat his slightly warm dinner.

The doorbell rang once more, showing that there was someone else wanting his attention. There was a large figure at the door, making it so WuFei had to look up once he reached the door.

WuFei was ready to see another one of Treize's lovers there though he had a feeling it wasn't. He smiled slightly as he opened the door, seeing nothing but black the next second.

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(A/N): Hey everyone sorry for the wait for a new fic to come out for you, Yeah this is a new one with a lot of angst and a little ooc. Sorry about that it will get better later on I promise and I haven't forgot about the other fics, I got a new laptop to work on because the other was broken I just have to send the files over so keep a look out I'm back in action.

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