I OWN NOTHING
When the month of Febuary comes around little kids, that are in school, are cutting out little misshaped hearts, signing 'be mine' valentine cards to the ones they like, and
learing about the season of love and the holiday that comes with it. Valentines day comes around and the teachers ask their students what they think love is. Everyone gets
their turn to talk but the most unusal answer comes from a 8-year-old paul meraz when he shouts, "valentines day is when a boy likes a girl and the guy thows a kickball at
the girl" the classroom is filled with child laughter and the teachers bearly concelled giggles from his student. Everyone was called upon and they answered accordingly, all
except me 8-year-old, now 18, Embry call. young embry didnt understand love. No matter how young he was he didnt see the point of it, sure he loved his family and friends
but he didnt see the point into loving someone other than them. so as he was called on all he did was lay his head on the table till the teacher called on someone else.
-10 years later-
18-year -old embry call understood what people felt on valentines day, some people. He knew what some people go through, the people who actually fall in love with someone
and end up heartbroken when the person whom they 'think' they are in love with use them as nothing more than a quick fuck or just to mess with their heads. Oh yes embry
has been in with many relationships with guys too know that. So really all Embry does is try to not fall for anyone, he 'protects' himself by sleeping with them and breaking it
off before he becomes too attached or before they have the staisfaction of using him once again and seeing him beg and plead. But all this was before he finally let someone
into his life and let that special guy hold him at drive-ins, hold hands with when they're on a date, before he told jake that he loved him, hell that he told anyone but his
friends that he loved them. Embry just felt that connection with him, that jake could never hurt him. BUt all this happened before he gave in, before he finally broke down and
let someone in, before he...finally learned to love. But before we get to the end of a book one must read from the beginning. We start from where Embry's finds his First
'true' love.
-End Narrator-
I have decided to make this into an actual story instead of a one-shot please review and flame at will