I didn't want to do this…
I don't want to think about him… at least not in a loving way, not anymore. Izzy dragged me to the studio, it's the only thing i'll leave me house for now, she wants me to sing the song I wrote, the song I wrote for him. "Izzy, I don't think I can." I told her. She pressed the button to speak to me through the glass, "Yes you can, I know my brother messed up but, this song is amazing and if you don't sing it, I will." Izzy said smirking. And with that she started the music. Taking a deep breath, i started to sing.
I woke up wondering
Questioning how'd this begin
How'd things get so out of place
Feels like we're keeping score
And every day it's like before
But we're both losing this game
There'll be times we fight
There'll be tears we cry
But it's just you and I on this road
So will you know when to hold me
And not let me be lonely
When I won't let you in
And sometimes when I'm angry
Will you know how to face me
Put me together again
And even when I need space
And don't mean the words that I say
Please don't go too far away
So when it feels like we're breaking
Will you know how to hate me
And love me again
I know there's a part of me
That handles things so stubbornly
When you don't see it my way
But you know we're both to blame
And pointing fingers every day
You know it's never going to change
There'll be times we fight
There'll be tears we cry
But it's just you and I on this road
So will you know when to hold me
And not let me be lonely
When I won't let you in
And sometimes when I'm angry
Will you know how to face me
Put me together again
And even when I need space
And don't mean the words that I say
Please don't go too far away
So when it feels like we're breaking
Will you know how to hate me
And love me again
Woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah
So will you know when to hold me
And not let me be lonely
When I won't let you in
And sometimes when I'm angry
Will you know how to face me
Put me together again
And even when I need space
And don't mean the words that I say
Please don't go too far away
So when it feels like we're breaking
Will you know how to hate me
And love me again
So when it feels like we're breaking
Will you know how to hate me
And love me again
(Love me again - Katelyn Tarver)
When I finished I looked up and saw him in the door, that's when I noticed the tears running down me face. I looked over to Izzy and saw and seen tears running down her face too. He opens his mouth to say something but I'm already out the door.
