I didn't want to do this…

I don't want to think about him… at least not in a loving way, not anymore. Izzy dragged me to the studio, it's the only thing i'll leave me house for now, she wants me to sing the song I wrote, the song I wrote for him. "Izzy, I don't think I can." I told her. She pressed the button to speak to me through the glass, "Yes you can, I know my brother messed up but, this song is amazing and if you don't sing it, I will." Izzy said smirking. And with that she started the music. Taking a deep breath, i started to sing.

I woke up wondering

Questioning how'd this begin

How'd things get so out of place

Feels like we're keeping score

And every day it's like before

But we're both losing this game

There'll be times we fight

There'll be tears we cry

But it's just you and I on this road

So will you know when to hold me

And not let me be lonely

When I won't let you in

And sometimes when I'm angry

Will you know how to face me

Put me together again

And even when I need space

And don't mean the words that I say

Please don't go too far away

So when it feels like we're breaking

Will you know how to hate me

And love me again

I know there's a part of me

That handles things so stubbornly

When you don't see it my way

But you know we're both to blame

And pointing fingers every day

You know it's never going to change

There'll be times we fight

There'll be tears we cry

But it's just you and I on this road

So will you know when to hold me

And not let me be lonely

When I won't let you in

And sometimes when I'm angry

Will you know how to face me

Put me together again

And even when I need space

And don't mean the words that I say

Please don't go too far away

So when it feels like we're breaking

Will you know how to hate me

And love me again

Woah, woah, woah, woah

Woah, woah, woah, woah

So will you know when to hold me

And not let me be lonely

When I won't let you in

And sometimes when I'm angry

Will you know how to face me

Put me together again

And even when I need space

And don't mean the words that I say

Please don't go too far away

So when it feels like we're breaking

Will you know how to hate me

And love me again

So when it feels like we're breaking

Will you know how to hate me

And love me again

(Love me again - Katelyn Tarver)

When I finished I looked up and saw him in the door, that's when I noticed the tears running down me face. I looked over to Izzy and saw and seen tears running down her face too. He opens his mouth to say something but I'm already out the door.