Disclaimers: Sailor Moon don't belong to me…as if they belonged to me I would be here writing fanfictions…

Anyway, a lot of time has passed since last time I wrote a fanfiction, many things have changed, many things are still the same, hope you'll enjoy it and please feel free to review, and mostly to tell me if you find any grammar mistake, I'll try to fix them!

Dedicated to my muse, who inspires me with her kindness and love! Love you Rosa!

Chapter 1

Can't give it a face

"If you go now, if you cross that door…you'll never know what you're loosing!" A brunette yelled at the blond in front of her "It's because I perfectly know it that I'm leaving…" with that the blonde closed the door behind her.

It was not hard to find a place to stay for a couple of days, her best friend Ryo had always wanted the blonde to leave that house and was more than willing to let her stay at his place as long as she needed to, he was a young man, she knew him since forever, in every memory he stood there, comforting her, smiling at her jokes, giving her advices, he was the one who she could always count on, but since she met that Nicole woman she had been far away from everything, her friends, her family, her race track, when Haruka met Nicole she was barely 18 and crying for her independence, the brunette was almost 29 and very attractive, had a place on her own and worked for an independent fashion company that promoted a collection for butch women and gay men, when she first approached Haruka was for asking her to model for her company, it was good money and the racer accepted it with pleasure, it was all she needed to go away from home and have her own life.

The first months of this new adventure were beautiful in Haruka's memory, she had a career as a model, a beautiful car and a sexy, intelligent woman at her side…Nicole.

They fell in love almost immediately, they were in a hotel near the beach where the shooting for the new company show reel was taken, they had dinner together and maybe thanks to the good wine, Haruka found herself in the brunette's bed next morning, feeling the burning body next to her everything seemed to be perfect, and it was, but soon Nicole became very jealous of the attention that the handsome blonde was getting from both men and women and Haruka who was young and in love decided that the best thing was just to drop her career and give all she could to the woman she loved so much.

Two years had passed and young Haruka was now 21 and bored out of her of the obsessed Nicole, who was always yelling at her even if she tried hard to make her feel secure about her love, the tired racer had make her decision, and that was it, she left the screaming woman and she was back to life…again.

There was something strange with the way wind played with her hair, she felt a huge pressure on her back, it was just as if the breeze was pushing her, she started to run and it seemed like the sea was following her, trying to reach her with the stormy waves, it was like the sea was aching to be with her, it just needed her energy, she felt exhausted, all her straight gone, she suddenly fell on the beach and felt herself been dragged away from the water, she couldn't react, this will that was leading her was too strong…

Haruka opened her eyes, her vision still blur, she could only see the white ceiling that stormed on her with it's brightness, she felt her eyes aching and closed them once again, then someone opened the door and spoke with a soft voice, "Is she gonna be alright?" Haruka knew that voice from somewhere, she just couldn't give it a face, she stood still, pretending to be sleeping..

"Yeah…she was lucky that someone was on the beach with that whether!

"Yes, she really was dad, I think I know her from somewhere…"

"Well if you do it's better you remember it, so we can call her parents"

"I'll try dad, why don't you rest a bit, you've been here for 12 hours now, with barely a sandwich for dinner.."

"maybe you're right Michi, but…"

"No Buts dad, go have some sleep, I'll take care of her!"

With that the aqua haired man left her daughter with the sleeping girl, when he found the girl, she was on the shore, fully clothed and completely wet, under a sky that seemed that was just about to fell, he was near his house, he was a doctor and the hospital was too far to reach with that whether, so he decided to take the girl home with him, that blonde was really lucky, she could have spent the night there if someone wouldn't have found her, or she could have done some unpleasant meetings, and she was lucky to have a body strong enough to just have little bruises and a strong, but not deadly, cold.

Dr. Kaioh was a single, proud, young dad, his girlfriend got pregnant when he was just 16 and wanted to abort, but he wanted to keep the child, so when little Michiru born he took care of her, while her mother just disappear… since that day on he had grown little Michiru with the help of his parents and was able to graduate as a doctor and built a good future for his little princess, he dedicated all his life to her, but sometimes he was sad that the violinist had grown so fast for her age, she was now 19, a talented, kind, smart, gorgeous little woman, who was able to take care of herself and of him, she was all his world and even when he got to know that she had no interest at all in men, he accepted her with the reason of his hearth, and a smile on his face, as long as she was happy he would have been happy.

Haruka felt a soft hand on her burning cheek, it was a strange feeling, it felt like a hand that had touched her thousands time, cold still warm "You could have been in real danger…" the petite violinist spoke softly, "Who are you angel face?", Haruka opened her eyes slowly her throat was sore "I don't know" she spoke in a husky voice, she could see a beautiful woman smiling tenderly at her "So you're awake…" the blonde only nodded, while Michiru handed her a glass of water "Drink, I bet you throat really hurts…" it really hurt, but there was another thing that hurt more, she couldn't remember a thing, not even her name, everything in her life seemed to be started in that exact moment when she opened her eyes and saw the white ceiling.

She started to feel panic raising inside her "Where I am?!" she started to sound scared, the aqua haired woman placed a hand on her shoulder "Hey, calm down, take a deep breath, you are safe here, my father found you on the beach, you passed out, and he brought you here, you are very weak right now and probably in shock…" she was cut off when the blond "You don't understend…I…I can't remember a thing, not even my name…" The smaller girl froze "you have Amnesia…".