I looked at them. They were so happy. Perfect boyfriend and girlfriend. I hate them together. Always cuddling together, kissing, totally oblivious to me. I was sitting in the living room, on the couch, and they were on the loveseat. We had decided to watch a movie.

Nudge and Iggy were out on the town, Gazzy and his girlfriend Skky were at the park, Angel and her 'friend' were upstairs studying (they said they were just friends, but you could tell by the way they looked at each other that they thought of the other as more.) and we were here.

We found a house a few years back, and started going to school. Us three older kids were going to graduate, Nudge just turned sixteen, Gazzy is twelve and Angel is almost eleven. So, with said school came boyfriends, girlfriends, heartbreak, betrayal, and all those fun things.

I think the only relationship I approve of is Angel's. They know they love each other without saying it, and know each other so well. It's not that I don't like Ig and Nudge…but I'm afraid Iggy's gonna get himself in trouble, like, say asking if there are any hot girls in the area. I don't want her to get hurt. For Gazzy, I'm afraid the girls only like him because he's 'hot'. I really like Skky and all, but, again, I don't want him to get hurt.

And that's all I'm going to say on the matter.

I pressed play on the remote and watched the beginning credits for the movie we were watching. P.S., I love you. Yummy. Not! I'm not sure whose idea it was to watch it, but seriously?! They probably wanted it for an excuse to snuggle up together.

As we watched the movie, I thought about how I shouldn't be bitter. I had missed it. My mind simply hadn't develop love. I have had so much happen to me, and done to me, it's like my brain had shut that part off, revealing its self too late.

In the part I had shown my 'love' for people…but I hadn't really believed myself. It was like I had been pushing emotions on myself. That might be why I was so slow and missed my other half; the love of my life.

As the movie rolled on I had several flashbacks. They were of me, in my room, cursing myself over my stupidity. Why hadn't I done this? Why did I do this? I would explain more…but I'd like to keep this 14A.

I looked over at one sad part—I couldn't describe it if my life depended on it—to see them, yup, snuggled up together. At that moment I so envied them; to be able to cry if you need to, and into someone's arms as a bonus. Not that I've cried much in the last…long time.

A few hours we were drenched in darkness, having watched all the credits and eventually the TV decided it's had enough, and turned off.

I heard rusting and stood up stiffly, feeling my way around the room for the door. I felt something warm, followed by a grunt. "Sorry, Ig," I mumbled before finding the stairs and ascending them to my room.

I walked in, closed and locked the door before falling onto my bed, face first.

I remembered back to four years ago. It had only been us six. When we had split up, it had been only three, but I had been so eager to see one…

No.

It just hurts too much.

I…remembered seeing Angel and Lukas watching TV a few days ago. They were watching NCIS:LA, I believe. Their arms were touching, and when there was a scary part (like, someone jumping out of the air duct and shooting someone in the head) Angel would jump up—even though she's seen a lot, she is only nine-ish—and Lukas had pulled her to him and started comforting her. It was really cute. I was glad someone got their other half.

I couldn't stop thinking about it now. Us two had been so close, best friends, but I guess it would stay that way. No marriage, happily ever after…only for them. I thought of them sitting on the couch, cuddling, kissing. They had even been talking to Iggy about getting married. But Iggy knew, and told them they were too young and should wait.

Tears came to my eyes as I opened the window.

"Why? Why didn't you ask me? Your best friend?" I whispered into the wind. I stuck my head out the window and looked down. I was on the third level, the fall could kill a human…or it could kill you. Period.

Without wings.

I started looking for string, but a knock on my door interrupted me. I looked up.

"Hey, Ig. What's up?" I asked innocently, like I was doing my homework.

He walked in and came to sit on my bed, facing me. "What are you planning to do? I just came out of Angels room. She was crying her eyes out, in Lukas' arms, soaking the poor boy's shirt!"

I looked up at Ig, then at the door. Angels room was right under mine, and I could hear Lucas trying to calm her down.

"I…I can't do this Ig. And you know it!"

"But, you have a world to live for; we all saved the world, now we need to live in it." He said gently, rubbing my arm.

"Yeah well," My voice sounded heart broken even to me. "My best friend is my world. But I don't have that anymore…and what do you do when there is no world, Iggy? You. Die." My voice was hard at the end. I wasn't mad at Iggy, more myself.

His face was panic stricken "NO!" He yelled. "No, you are not doing this! I won't let you! I'll…I'll get the others, they can convince you! I know they can. But you can't leave! You just can't. I'm getting the others. Don't you dare move!" He got up and walked to the door, but he only stuck his head out.

In this time I grabbed a piece of paper.

Dear Flock,

Iggy, I know you are going to kill me after telling me not to do anything, but remember you'll always be considered my awesome brother. I know you will make it so far in life.

"ANGEL!"

Angel, remember you will always be everyone's little Angel. Take care of the Flock, and I really hope you and Lucas will live a happy life. You deserve it.

"GAZZY!"

Gazzy, please stay the little trooped, you'll always be the best little brother, I'm so proud of you, don't blow up your school and make sure the girls don't go to your head. Take care of your sister.

"NUDGE!"

Nudge, Nudge. I am so proud of you too. You are so strong and courageous, beautiful and caring. I know you'll do well in life and become famous one day. Make sure you don't hurt any ears, and take care of Iggy, he loves you.

Iggy's yelling had a pause and I took that time to write the last note, the most important one.

I love you, and I always will.

I dropped the notes onto my bed, took the duct tape that I found and jumped out the window. I decided I didn't want the m to have to clean up my body. While I turned to take a final look back I heard Iggy call,

"FANG!"

So…that was sad. This was kinda like 'days that kill' because of how morbid and depressing it is, short, and how you don't know who it's about…well I hope you didn't.

I had some spare time on my hands (taking a break from NaNoWriMo) and decided to write this.

Iggy: I am such an Idiot.

Me: Nooo, not at all. But I love you anyway.

Iggy: Yup…

Disclaimer: I own nothing blablablah.

ALSO! I have an idea: Pick the one you want and review:

I do a sequel with Iggy and/or Fang's POV.

I do a sequel of Angel and Lucas (without Max being dead—well if you want it to be after she dies, tell me.

I do a sequel of Nudge and Iggy (" " same as number 2)

I do a sequel of Gazzy and Skky (" " same as number 2)

I do a sequel of the information at the top but it's of Max and Fang

I do a sequel of Fang finding Max's body.

All of the above (But choose between 5 and 6.)

Have any question, just shout.

Oh, and I'll have a long Niggy story up in, maybe a month. Its about Nudge being in love with Iggy and him going out with Ella, but not really loving her, so Nudge will try to get the love of her life. There will be heartbreak, happiness, and longing. There is maybe two fifths as much Fax as Niggy, so look out for that.

I'm writing the whole thing first, so it'll take a bit. Sorry.

Anyway, review, tell me what you want and check out my other stories, and help me out!