BLIND.

NOTE: none of the characters in this story belongs to me.

I do not even intend to make money from it. It's just fun.

CAP 1

- "I've never been so angry with someone in my whole life, and that includes your mother."

- "You have no idea of all the times I have cried myself to sleep knowing that you will never love me as I love you. How many times have I seen you choose someone new? How many times had to hear you say how you were hurt; or how you hurt them; or even how you hurt yourself? "

- "When all I wanted to do was hug you and kiss you so hard that it showed how important you are to me"

_ "How many times have I raised hopes, only to see them fall to ashes when you told me that you had met someone?" - I lift my hands and bring them to my head starting to feel the pain that these tears that I am trying not to spill will bring me. While I keep on walking from wall to wall without pause or meaning.

- "You have no right to say that nobody knows how to love you. Because I DO, but you choose to blind yourself. So you cannot say that nobody loves you, because I've been in love with you for a while now. And even though you have broken my heart more times than I can count, I still am; and I have already made peace with the fact that I will always love you "- I can feel my heart breaking once more and my voice tremble as I say this to HER.

- "But ... How? ... Are you e-in love with ... me?" - She answers with wide eyes and surprise on her face.

- "Is that all?" – I continued after having stared at us for what felt like an eternity. - "Is it all you have to tell me?" - I am so furious that I feel I could incinerate myself with one of my fireballs.

Suddenly I stop and I stop in her personal space; I look her straight in the eyes. To those green eyes that so many nights of sleep have cost me.

-"Yes. I'm in love with you "- I raise my arms to the ceiling with exasperation and frustration and start walking from one side to the other again.

- "And call me crazy or stupid, because I believed you when you told me that you were going to bring me my happy ending. But it seems that fate once again gave me a slap; making me fall in love with the only person I'm sure is in love with someone else. Someone who, I must add only loves himself. Come on Emma! The man cannot even applaud for God! "- I accept that was a low blow, but it does not make it any less true. It's just that I cannot understand how he is more appropriate to her than me. How could she choose someone so despicable? I have done my share of evil, but I have paid the price and I am amending. He on the other hand it is like a cat; always falls in his feet. He even got away with the murder of David's father, and she still married him. But when things got serious, the pirate chose to leave. And to hear her blame herself for the cowardice of that despicable being simply trigger me.

- "You have no right to talk like that about him." - Finally a reaction from the Savior. Is she angry? It is not the first time I have to deal with her anger.

- "All the right in the world I have. Or did you forget that he was the one who tied me to that stretcher so that the stupidest Pan`s minions could torture me? "

- "I know what it is to be on the dark side, and I am living proof that, if you are willing to pay the price, you get your redemption. But he is not willing to make any sacrifice for others. You are too much for him. Shit; you are too much for me. You deserve something better. What don`t you see? YOU ARE THE FUKING SAVIOR, SHIT. WAKE UP ALREADY¡ "- Great; Now I'm screaming at her.

I am so angry that I did not realize that the tears that I had tried so hard to contain are already clouding my sight, until all I see is a blurred Emma standing in front of me in my mausoleum. With the mouth and arms open.

Uhg how I wish those arms would hug me.

I clean my tears with my hands.

- "I know you feel deceived, but you can`t keep hiding behind the fact that your own parents sent you away; or behind all those substitute households. That sucks, I know. But you had no choice regarding that. However, it was by choice that you married Hook. Aware of what it was, IS. Because he hasn`t changed, he simply bathes more often, which makes him less dirty but no less trash. "

- "I know you're hurt. But you can`t say that nobody loves you. At least not to me. "-The last part was barely a whisper, but I know I`ve been heard when I look in her eyes; there is pain in them. But for the first time since I quit being the Evil Queen, I'm going to be selfish and I'm going to put myself first.

This was not the way I wanted to tell her what I feel; in fact I had no intention of ever telling her anything. But now I have opened myself to the only person who can break me and she has no words to tell me.

So out of me I am that I cannot longer read what her eyes tell me. I close mine taking a breath of air and try to keep the tears from falling. And as if nothing she disappeared.

There is nothing I can do to avoid tears, just as I cannot prevent my body from falling to the cold floor, or my heart sinking when reality hits me; my secret is no longer secret and that they left me again.

With resignation I realize that no matter how angry I am with her, I love her no matter what.