A/N: Uhms.. Thanks Irini for editing the story for me.. xD If not the story would've been worse.. :/ Erms.. Enjoy? :D
You turned, never looking back. Waiting for a wave or even a goodbye, but there wasn't any reply. I reached out my hands to pull you back, but my feet felt like they were stuck to the ground. You moved further away, until I couldn't even see you anymore. Why am I unable to say anything? My heart is denying this, right? But all I can do is just cry. I want to chase after you, but my legs are too weak to move.
"Please! Don't go! Don't leave me! I need you…" my voice echoed through the empty hallway. He was already gone.
Why am I so weak before?
"Do you believe in true happiness?"
The question was shot directly at me, although he wasn't looking at me. I returned my gaze to the sky, similar to him.
"Of course not," I snorted. "only idiots believe in them"
He smiled melancholically, and then turned his gaze to me. His clear blue eyes surveyed me for a minute before finally closing.
"Am I an idiot then?"
"O-of course not!" I blushed.
"Believing is the best thing you can do, when in doubt." He said with that gentle smile of his again.
I was an idiot for believing in true happiness. But I was a bigger idiot for believing you.
I tossed and turned in the small queen-sized bed I shared with him before sitting up and ruffling my hair in anger.
"Miku?" he sleepily called, and sat up next to me.
I turned to him with a frown. He flicked his long bangs back to look at me clearer.
"Can't sleep?"
"Well, yeah."
"I'm sorry that the room is so small, but this is all we can afford for now, Miku." He said, with a sad look on his face.
Small, huh?
But why does the room seem so big and empty now?
We were out star-gazing on that fateful night. A shooting star flew past me, and I quickly made my wish.
'I wish… we could be together forever.'
I turned to look at him, and saw that he was already asleep. I smiled slightly and gently shook him.
"Come on, let's go home."
Despite all of that, my wish never came true.
I guess I could get over it now. You're gone, I myself know it. I also know that I've disappeared in your memories, and I'll never be there again. But why do I have that hope inside me that still believes in you?
Why am I the only one who's suffering?
Regret, pain, sadness.
Is that all that explains my heart and my soul? Why can't we go back? Is it because I lied too much? Because I was too weak? Because I'm just an idiot? Because I deserve to suffer alone?
I don't understand. I can't even keep track of time now. Is this the beginning? Or is this the end? Why can't I focus on anything at all?
It's all because you're not here by my side. Day or night, now all of them seems like a dream where I'll chase after you. It wasn't like before. My hand reached you, so did my feelings as I said those words.
It'll be great if my feelings can reach you and make me meet you again. That time, we'll hold hands and never part.
But before that time comes, I'll understand everything. So I'm going to tell you what I couldn't tell you before.
'See you later, Kaito.'
A/N: Sorry that it's so short. And.. thanks for reading. :D
