okay i've been searching for forever for these two fic involving edward and bella ofc.

story #1 :
boy and girl were best boy never knew girl always had a feeling for just treated her like his little sister but sometimes always left her questioning his action towards that she know he felt the same way too but was afraid to destroy their was told from Bella Pov,i didn't remember any Edward's but that just because i never finish the story.I don't remember whether it was still updated or completed.

story # 2 :
boy always bullied always thinking what had she done to deserved being the social outcast/loner have to handle matter on her own because nobody seem to somehow she didn't know that he like her and thinking that he had to behave like that in order to alter his ego or something like that

This is the best way i can describe it since my english is not that of this story maybe have a happy ending or not I couldn't remember.I've read it on but I couldn't seem to find it because i didn't remember the title .And of coarse these fic is angst/hurt/comfort genre.

i hope i given enough in advance.
p.s : the stories was written during high school years btw