notes — first story for the clique, so please be gentle.
two sides of a mirror
massie
( i can see through you )
disclaimer; not mine.
on the outside, massie block is perfect.
her chestnut hair falls in perfect waves to her shoulders, and her bright, amber eyes are enough to light up even the darkest of rooms. her small, slim figure is the envy of many, and her perfect cupid's-bow lips look sweet enough to eat. all the boys want her. all the girls want to be her.
if only they knew what she was really like.
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on the inside, massie block is ugly.
her heart is filled with coldness and uncaring, and the only thoughts that ever come into her pretty little head always have something to do with money, or her own power as an alpha. she ruins peoples' lives for a joke, and nothing compares to the thrill she gets from manipulation and lying.
if everyone could see her true colours, she knows that she wouldn't stand a chance.
but she's outwardly beautiful, and that's all they really care about.
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deep down, massie block hates herself.
every time she looks in the mirror, she is disgusted by what she sees. not so much with her appearance — she's knows she's blessed in that factor, but more so with what lies beneath. she hates the way that she's only popular because most people are scared of her. she hates how sneaky and bitchy and cruel she can be. she hates that she's living behind a mask, pretending to be world's best friend and world's worst enemy, simply because she feels it's her duty.
and most of all, she despises her inability to feel anything.
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secretly, massie block wants to change.
sometimes she reads her diary entries, and feels a deep well of pride for the girl she can be when she puts her mind to it. it's at that moment when she doesn't care about money, good looks, or popularity. because it's only then that she knows beauty only counts if you have a good heart. it only counts if you're willing to help people and put others before yourself. it only counts if both sides of the mirror are equally wonderful.
she knows that this isn't the case for her.
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all her "friends" think that massie block is a bitch.
every time she walks into the room, they feel disgusted. disgusted at her, and disgusted at themselves for putting up with it for so long. they hate how easily she can twist their words, they hate how good she is at lying, and most of all, they hate how she always ends up getting what she wants.
despite this, they're hypocrites of the worst kind, and stay loyal to her no matter what. they put up with her bitching, her sneakiness, her lying, her manipulating, because in return it gets them popularity.
and then they feel even worse, because they realise that they're just as shallow as her.
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massie block is going to lose everything if she isn't careful.
there's only so much of her horrible personality that people can take, and it won't be long before someone eventually stands up to her, and everyone realises how much of a horrible cunt she really is. she might be beautiful on the outside, but on the inside she's uglier than anyone else could ever be.
and that's her biggest fear. the idea that one day she'll break, and everyone else will see that, despite her alpha status and bitchy attitude, she's still human underneath.
she's spent too long working on her mask for it to slip, and she's determined that it's going to stay in place. even if it takes cheating, stealing, lying, manipulating, and bitching — she'll do anything to stay at the top.
why? because her popularity is the only thing that can make her feel real.
a/n: i don't really know what this is meant to be, and i'm not sure if the k+ rating is appropriate due to the use of strong language throughout. i'm sorry if massie is out of character. please feel free to correct any mistakes.