i make a new poem yay..i couldn't sleep so i watch glee.. and saw how they away hurt Kurt
sad thought fell into my broken heart
so lost, so exhausted by the time i return home
where my worry father is fussing over me..
i smile. hope that will put him in ease
never wanted to be a burden to him..
he love me, i love him for being the best father he can be
for im not normal like the other boys
so much girly
so much female
never a man
alway weak,
once agin i gasped in pain when i hit another locker
from the jock that hate my life
suffered alone in the darkness of this hallway
no one stop or as if im ok
no one think i matter
it okay im used too it by now
yet it still hurt when im alone in my room thinking of all the pain i went thought
in my head all i want to do is scream so loud hope someone
will notice.. but in the end
no one ever care for a gay kid
i try to not let it bother me
it hurt me when they say im a freak.
they say i should died or they do it for me
i manages to not cry front of other
i never told my father, how much violence is really were
i can't tell him im so ashamed
i love my dad, i have to protect him from the truth
i have 't want to stress and get another heart attach,,
he all i have left in this world, i can't lose him
im nothing without him..
so i act like nothing is wrong..
so
i guard my heart,but in the end.. it alway get broken
in the long run