Chapter 1: Bloody blade
Hi everyone! Today the subjet is everything exept funny, I'm sorry 'bout that ^^"
So... the manga that has inspired me is Angel Beat by Jun Maeda, maybe i'll write a fanfic soon ( in french) "she" hasn't got a name for the moment.
It's a song I wrote a few month ago. Based on the instrumental of that wonderful song "Memories"; Within temptation
(here's the link if you want : www. youtube watch?v=ZL4BQJDxgks)
Now I let you read the song, I hope I won't offend anyone...
All I see...
Shining lights, dancing, dancing over me,
Whispers and tears echoes in my head
I don't want to feel
I don't want to remember...
I just want to forget!
OoO
Alone, alone in the dark
No one to hear me scream
No one to hear me cry
No one to save me
Only You, with me in the dark
Only You, to cum while I cry
OoO
I still feel you
All on me...
Split between fear and hate
My hateful heart just bleeds to much
To hope that pain will let me go
OoO
Alone, alone in the dark
No one to hear me scream
No one to hear me cry
No one to save me
Only You, with me in the dark
Only You, to cum while I cry
OoO
The time just cannot erase
The scars of my soul
Slowly killing me
And my painful heart just bleeds to much
To let hope come back in my life
OoO
Alone, alone in the dark
No one to hear me scream
No one to hear me cry
No one to save me
Only You, with me in the dark
Only You, to cum while I cry
OoO
Too many memories
Too many pain for a life
And now, That Life
Is running away
In a bloody river
Flowing from a morbid smile on my wrist
Look at me, look at me!
Do You still want to rape me?
I'm back! So... any feelings about that song? It's my very first one, so it's not incredible but I had to wrote something on that horrific subject...
I hope that, that song will shock, because the rape isn't a trivial thing, no one should say "yeah, it's important but there is not so many womans who are raped?" To those persons I just want them to do one thing: go read that website: "Viol, les voix du silence" , and just to know, each year, 75000 womans are raped in France.(Yes, I'm french) So read it and then, only then, when you'll know the distress of those woman, you could keep saying absurdities like that. (of course I know that only a few persons says that).
According to a recent study, the human follow 5 steps during a bereavement: deny, anger, expression, depression and acceptation. I've thought that it could be interesting to use that but not about a grieving. So at the beginning the song had five verses plus the chorus, but with time finally, i put 2 phases in 1: anger and expression, and the last verse, that should have been the «acceptation» became a suicide. So, the first verse represent the deny, «she» don't want to think about what just happened. The second one is anger(+expression) «she» just feel dirty and too many conflicting emtions turmoil her. The third one is the depression, «she» starts to believe that there's no more hope and no more light in her mind and heart. And the last one, the suicide, as «she» said 'Too many memories , too many pain for a life', what more can I say?
I stop there this analysis, and I'm sorry for that rant on Fictionpress
I hope I haven't drove you away. Maybe you could let a review to express your feelings, debate as much as you want but don't be insulting ^^"
P.S: I'm french so I may have made some huges mistakes, so sorry about that too.
Frozen kiss
Shikyo-chan